If youre searching for ideas for my birthday gifts its on my wish list which could be accessed through this link =D

Labels: announcement., celebration; birthdays

27th - a date for ex-lovers to celebrate with maggi and kerupuk udang. HAHAHA!my god..just a random thought.

And its, 1152am and there's just 10minutes left till the laptop dies out on me. Supposedly out dengankan someone hantar buku but no sound of it,so malaaas tah ku.. It's been about two weeks durang the parents went for Haj and aku rindu duit..*cough* i mean durang..hehehe...xP ahhh..today's gonna be the second 'Jumat-Jumatan'? yakah?or whatever it is called, I no longer have an excuse to not be part of of the function..damn it!Aku rindu exam..lol!lainn~
There's and exhibition karang..


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Stupid "bibi masrum" brought stupid probably "tukang jahit yang ruined my raya" masuk kawasan rumah.. And gave Andy for her to hold?like apakan?suka hati nya jua.. Who made her boss??sheesh..and im trying to call bebeh..*pouts* jawap!!!!

Labels: celebration, everyday ku., keemosian, Random, sexy love - 279

disappointment..

after disappointment...

after disappointments.....

But I just want to go on, moving on to what Im trying to hold on to. I know what I believe, and I'm hoping it'll never fall apart. I know I shouldnt be but Ive tend to give in to my demands at most times. Well the ......'s obviously sensitive..-_-"

sigh.. inda ku mampu lagi kan mengeluarkan kata2.. Biarkan lah aksi ku menunjukkan segalanya..

Labels: 567, keemosian, something from the soul

okay banyak sudah aku post today, but I suddenly thought of a list of stuff I want hehehe..xD
And so my wishlist includes the following;

• Mabin×∞ mun inda pun smpai ..... let that be unmentioned..-_-"
• Kereta that Honda or that Nissan or whatever lol
• New heels
• That Samsung I told si Kenanih about (Omnia)
• Batteries for my jam
• New jam
• Thailand

Edited/added;

• one of these http://oakley.com/pd/5685 or http://oakley.com/pd/2226/6222 or http://oakley.com/women/pd/5224/18974 or http://oakley.com/women/pd/5567
• or handbags/wallets from babyphat.com *cough* ada link nya tadi..tapii...explorer ku tetutup kan..yatah malas ku cari balik link nya cause my connection's crap..*frowns*
• Samsung d980
• Samsung i8510
• One of Samsung's flat screens yang the good ones not the crappy ones.*cough*
• Sony DAV-F200 DVD Home Theatre System
• SAMSUNG HT-XA100T HOME THEATRE[HT-XA100T]
• a projector?haha..odd request..xP
• Awesome headphones with awesome bass

Labels: celebration; birthdays, Random, WISHLIST

1. Longest relationship:
` one and a half year and a day?YAAAHHH!ingat~ lol!

Shortest relationship:
` entah?a few hours or so kali??

3. How many people have you broken up with?
` errr..??

4. How many boyfriends/girlfriends have told you that they love you?
` err..?semua?*cough*

5. Have you ever thought that you were going to marry the person you were with?
` yeah..and there are times yang i dread that thought.=/

6. Have you ever loved someone so much that it hurt?
` *shrugs* perhaps?

7. Have you ever made a boyfriend or girlfriend cry?
` -_-" ku tumbuk ko krg tanya soalan inda btantu ani.*cough*

8. Have you ever cried over a boyfriend or girlfriend?
` asteehh majal ko ah!*tumbuk*

9. Are you happy being single or in relationships?
` im okay both ways..=))

10. Have you ever cheated on a boyfriend or girlfriend?
` *tumbuk*

11. Have you ever been cheated on?
` haha..omg!AWUUUU!

12. What is the most important PART of being in a relationship?
` trust?

13. What is the worst part of being in a relationship?
` paranoia~

14. Worst relationship?
` well I had sweet memories of them and I wont let the "bad" parts get to me.

15. Have you ever had your heart broken?
` yess..

16. Do you talk to any of your exes?
` yes..

17. If you could go back in time and change things to where you could still be with one of your exes, would you?
` hmmm..perhaps if I wasnt as happy now with this most manis guy who paints my world now with green grasses, bouncing bunnies, daisies, rainbows,fluttery stuff, him. hee..xP "sprung" much..*kirai*

b sayang beh~

Labels: survey

Aku mau pii satu tempat malam ni..tapi Aku tak tahu nak pi mane..AHHH!

Selamat Hari Jadi kepada sedare aku..keke..xP let me translate that..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY COUSIN!yang aku sepatutnya aku panggil KaAtul..=

walautah aku baru tau dari your nick, aku masih manis psal buat arah blog ku..hehehe..=D


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And okay my day is with alot of movements!!Kami hantar books today, my Simon Ross ilang, but I handed it over..*kirai* macam inda pernah kan inda ada buku ilang kan aku ani..-_-" malas ku ingau eh..aku rock \m/ haha..apakan..

Yatahkan..sekalinya..aku rindu orang ani facebook.com/album.php?aid=70810&id=730458139&ref=nf#/profile.php?id=520312792 *kelip*

And aku period yatah inda nyaman rasa ku *frowns* bah malas tah ku sudah kan memblog...xD

Labels: celebration; birthdays, everyday ku., Random

exam ku abis..And I am not excited..boo aku boring..sekali..exam ku tadi X.X

aku period ahh..yatah malas ku kan behapa2 ni..its very annoying ya know.

Bah ani aku liat pocoyo sama Chami.Kami cool nari2 macam pocoyo ni.

Labels: Random

I sometimes find those very in love people expressing how much they are thankful to having their partners whom they find is the most wonderful people in the world, sweet..=)) Well to the extent that they dont go very detailed on their "love affair" on something public as if there's nothing else in their life to think about other than "loving" this person they love. Okay perhaps my explaination's not very clear in this context - i suck at explaining. So poems, memoirs, APPRECIATION, GRATEFUL and something of that kind I find sweet. But over-publicised stuff like...ahhh..i ACTUALLY looked through my MSN contacts nicks and there's currently none of those kind online and I actually have no idea for an example. -_-"

So yeah, basically what Im saying is that I find those who express their appreciation of their partners as sweet. And it makes you feel like you want to do the same for your own..xPJust a thought.*kirai*

So now Im listening to Babyface's everytime I close my eyes. I saw this on someone's blog and I thought of how much in love I was with this song..=)) ehhh..no I saw babyface's nobody knows it but me. Okay!Confession; I love Babyface's songs. Perhaps not all of them,I havent really listened to them all. I find his songs very meaningful, its like very "menusuk kalbu" *kirai* hahha..okay I really dont know whyI am so into his songs, but I know the only explaination I had for it atu, is way overboard. Well perhaps to some point. apakan ku cakap ani??-_-"

So back to what I was talking about previously you people sweet you other people, seem annoying.-_-" xP

and i hate it when my words get complicated at times, it makes me seem very like..an intellectual?ohh well..perhaps Im a hidden genius..a women/girl/lady Albert Einstein just waiting for something to trigger of my genius to which I will share with the world and make it a better place..AHHHH!!rainbows and cute bouncing bunnies with a few daisies and some other flower here and there, amidst blue skies and green grasses. xP perhaps that a general view of a "better place" but then that'll have to be another post. Im starting to become delirious..perhaps its the more than an half an hour break from socio, in the dark with only the light from the laptop illuminating this oh-dark room.xP

Labels: not getting to my point, Random

I envy those who no longer have exams..boo kamuu..
I have one more paper, and the only one I'm sure would take some sort of miracle to get through with a pass. I shouldnt have taken Sociology. But it is fun, I have to admit, what pisses me off is just the fact that I CAN RARELY PASS!Even if I do it'll just be a measly 'D' or an 'E' -_-" what chances are there to getting a scholarship then?None I assume. Sigh..

I did my geography yesterday, and it was awful. I ran out of time, in which if I think back, I never had in past exams..Not even in lastyear's AS..-_-" not a good sign perhaps, and History?though its looonnggg been past overdue, I didnt do as well as I expected either, the questions were easy, but as usual, the insufficient material and time and the stupidity of changing a question in which I doubt the examiner would be able to see SIIIGGGGHHHHHH at the last 30mins would probably drag me down from my desired A. Again 'hope' goes down the drain. *pouts* Now its all about Sociology, two days to go now to fill my head with family, crime and deviance and education..WOOHOO!!then i'm all done!=))


and I had the sweetest dream ever..*kelips* though I only remember just one part of it..hehhehe..

Labels: everyday ku., exam

what's the time now?
` 9:52AM

what had happened yesterday?
` nada, it was a dull day.Malam was abit disturbing

currently listening to?
` Jimmy Bondoc's let me be the one

current mood?
` indifferent

do you attend school this morning?
` no, and youre the second thing that asked me

where are you lastnight from 7.30 till 9.30pm?
` i told you it was a dull day, rumah laa

what are you wearing?
` shorts and tshirt and eyeglasses haha!

waiting for someone?
` no, just food

did you cry lastnight?
` *shrugs*

are you freak?
` -_-"

who's the last person miss called you?
` ahhh!i dont know..

where's the person who has your heart right now?
` ...entah?

are you seeking for happiness?
` i am supposedly happy now, so no.=D

what's your current shampoo?
` dove

shower gel?
` Radox, Britain one.

did you have a fought with someone yesterday?
` did i have a fought?-_-"antam tah kau eh..nada!

who's the person who gave you hug yesterday?
` nada..T.T

what did you do yesterday at 5.30pm?
` TV i guess, whose line is it probably cause that plays at 530.

have you ever slapped anyone's face?
` yes, not a real slap though.

are you a stubborn person?
` yes,most of the time *cough*

did you cry a lot last august?
` perhaps the august two years before that?or entah?inda ku ingat..xD

do you hate someone?
` nada..

can you count how many shirt that you have?
` -_-" agatah kau kira~

do you have a crush on someone?
` hmmmmmm...

is there any special day this month?
` 21stNov

Have you ever liked/loved someone so much that it hurt?
` yeahh..

Are you happier single or in a relationship?
` im okay as it is now, stuck in the middle..=))

Have you ever had your heart broken?
` at my age, who hasnt?lol!tua bnar bunyi kuu

Do you think you'll end up with the person you are dating or crushing on?
` if we can hold on to whats real and let go to what's not..hmm thats a nice qoute..lol!but i was serious when i typed that!-_-"

Labels: survey

November 15, 2008

1.How old are you?
` im seventeen..=D

2. are you single?
` hmmm..thats for me to know, and you to find out..=D and dont ask me lagi sudah you find out..-_-"

3. in what age do you think you’ll get married?
` entah?18 gahaha!OMG!NO!!sudahh aku puas sudah merasa belanja dari gaji ku sendiri lahh..get me a car, get me lots of stuff, self-indulgence..lol!

4. do you think you’ll be marrying the person you are with now??
` entah?ya pinang aku secretly pulang sudah..=x LOL!

5. if not, who do you want to marry?
` *cough* hanya tuhan yang tahu..YAAAHHHH!!

6. do you want a garden/beach wedding, or the traditional wedding?
` i want my nikah di pantai, majlis berbedak ku di garden, sanding atas a float - wedding ku mesti basar2an semua org mesti tau, well I'll have all the traditions of a bruneian/tutong wedding but the places would vary HAHAHAHA!

7. your ideal motif?
` for what?

8. where do you plan to go on a honeymoon?
` aku mau Sicily, Italy..HAHA..omg!

9. how many guests do you think you’ll invite?
` i zont know.

10. do you want an extravagant wedding or a simple wedding?
` told you i want a basar2an wedding, i guess you didnt understand that, I want an extravagant wedding, well not as extravagant as i pictured it tadi pulang, labih2 jua ku.

11. do you want the traditional vows or something you’d make up on your own??
` made up vow..there's not traditional vows kali ahh..or ada tapi aku inda tau.lol

12. how many layers of cake do you want to have?
` 5

13. do you prefer having your reception at a hotel or at a simple place?
` a lousy hotel or beautiful simple place or cana??

14. when do you want to get married, evening or morning?
` evening kali?

15. you’d rather have your reception outdoors or indoors?
` outdoors perhaps, or indoors if the place is waayyyyy awesome!

16. do you like a grand entrance for your groom?
` jangantah aku saja!xP

17. name the song/tune you’d like played at your wedding??
` "let's chill"?xP or "If only for one night" or "Miss independent" slow version..LOL!or entahh inda ku mikir kan..

18. do you want a solemn ceremony or a light one?
` Light?

19. what age do you want to get married?
` esuk tah ku kawin luan majal ani!

20. describe your ideal husband/wife.
` understanding okay thats all i can think of now.

21. do you prefer fine dining or just the normal spoon & fork/knife?
` spoon&fork/knife i hate not knowing which spoons to use for which course, but it is "adventurous"lol

22. champagne or red wine?
` ahhh..teh tarik satu!haha apakan~

23. honeymoon right after the wedding or days after the wedding?
` ahhhhh..right after..pasal ada masih the "wedding feel"

24. money or household item?
` money?i can get cheap household items then the rest i get my stuff..or just live with my parents..lol!karit

25. who will pay for the bills?
` the groom!ya jua mau kawin sama aku..xP

26. are you ready for married life?
` errr..entah?

27. do u think you will still be a virgin until u get married?
` -_-" dumbass jua question nya ani

28. will u always be true to your wife/husband?
` will he always be true to me?=))

29. how many kids do u like?
` ahhhhhhh~

30. a new house for a newly wed or an old one?
` is the new house given as a wedding present??

31. will u celebrate silver wedding, gold wedding, or diamond wedding?
` DIAMOND!pasal aku diamond..*kelip*

32. what kind of cuisine would u like for ur wedding?
` okay..detail jua barang ni..i havent thought of it, i'll get back to you when i have.

33. will u record ur honeymoon in a cd or dvd?
` perhaps..

34. whose wedding plans would you like to know next??? choose 5 of your friends?
diamonds ku!xD

Labels: Random, survey

The connection just seem to like pulling on my last nerves. It smiles when things start to make sounds after it had its "meeting" with my hand. Annoying much!kan gila ku ni.. and thats just the connection. If anyone's hacking in %&^ %*&$^^%$&^ %^^^*^( %%$#$%^ you!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay, so I didnt do what I plan to do this morning, nor did I did it tonight. ughhh..my sentences are annoying me now..I need to let off steam. And my neck still aches. SASAK KUUUU!!malas ku malas..and im having a headache now..ishh..emosi post ku anii!!..T.T i better stop before I start slashing on other people's throat..

Labels: keemosian, Random

I have exam in two days, and not a finger lifted for another revision for sociology. And I suddenly thought of "aroung" haha..AROUNG MEERRR!!-_-" apakan..-_-"
Yatahkan macam inda ingau rasa ku..But I do..tapi aku malas..so I'll be sleeping now, and I'll revise later..-_-" And I have exam jua in 8days, one which I have to concentrate hard on. Geography mannggg!!-_-" then two days after I have sociology lagi..sampat tu aku belajar ehh..(y) woohooo!!good planning..bah ani aku tidur dulu ahh..lapas atu aku bangun and pikir kan belajar apa..Sociology kali, then geography sekajap lapas atu message zaim and LAJUTAH KITANI DISCUSS..!!apakan..-_-"

Bah ani aku tidur dulu..aku mau layan mataku pasal aku nda mau layan anak buah ku sama parut ku..lol!-peace out 'A'-town- hahha

Sama aku rindu si mabin~ ia kan nakal2 tanpa kehadiran ku ahh!!*pouts*

Labels: exam, Random

• I'm bored
  
• I want to update
  
• I need something to update about
  
• I want to go Thai
  

ehh no, I want exams to be over first

• then I want to go Thai
  
• I want binbin
  
• I have to get back the ability to sleep in the afternoon
  
• I want binbin to come Thai with me *kirai*
  

speaking of Thai..

1. I want starbucks
2. I want things from Thai..kenanih~ *kelip*
   

• I need to pee
  
• Results has to come out brilliant
  
• I want money
  
• I think I want new phone, with qwerty keyboard
  
• Need new shoes
  
• New heels
  
• Do hair
  
• Get socks
  

I pee first...

......

I got just got back..

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okeh i'm done.

And I think I need sleep now.

and I miss si Mabin. yaw sap beh?xPi miss you.heeeeeee.. apakaaannnn..xD
Ohh this is not an exact to do list *cough* xP

Labels: Random

I really have no intention of updating, but..i have sociology today and aku sampai termimpi2 psal sociology..-_-" howw..nice, i dont think my brain had restpasal luan memikirkan, and i learnt a few sociologists lagi tu eh dalam mimpi ahh..in which i forgot sudah now..I'm gonna do abit reading on what we did lastnight now, and after that i'll have to "berserah kepada takdir" YAAHH!!but seriously..

-_-"

Labels: everyday ku., exam, Random

Emo much~ morning shoot btw..fresh from sleep.lol!
And I was out for breakfast, sitting alone, and there came this dude muttering something while holding on to the tray I laid down on the table. In my mind he was asking if I was done with it, so I just nod. When I looked up, he was a dude from Jolibee, smiling away while taking the tray, so I smiled back.

So I'm guessing there's probably a sign lodged on my head "I'm not that happy now" and people are just being nice to me. Except for those damned dummy heads from SCR, ringing their bells away just to annoy me. COME ON!Its just a few walks away, send it over already, rather than just laughing away with the supposed "tukang potong ayam" who's constantly touching parts of his head (hair, eyes, nose etc). Or perhaps I'm just too pretty today, to be wasted to not see me smile..LOL!Perasan much.
So yeah I was out without a thing in hand, except for a Milo cup in which I got after breakfast - its one of those disposable cups so I could carry it around - left the phone at home and my wallet's with bebeh..Who seemed to still not realise it. Or perhaps I lost it?Nauzubillah. Its just 1:10PM now, and I dont feel like I've really started off the day quite right yet. ohhh sighh~ I better be getting to my "sociology" perhaps later at 130pm or lets just make it 2. FYI if you havent really notice, sociology, is not one of my good subjects, so i wont be striving much on getting it, but I will try..later..cheerios~ x))

Labels: 567, everyday ku., snapshots.

Meet the new nephew..
err..i dont quite know his name yet, but Kenanih named him Samak Sundravet, and nama gelarannya "pop"..

Labels: announcement., celebration; birthdays, snapshots.

The ones in italic is a qoute;

"and then just like that they were kissing, she didnt know how they got there, she had no idea ... and then just like that it was over"

It's obvious that the beginning and an end of a chapter in our lives marks our maturity. And it is the gains and the loss that makes us realise and moulds us to be someone perhaps better or otherwise. Our tomorrow's not a certain event, and we can only wonder. The thought of bringing back yesterday is one of the things instilled in our human souls. Perhaps someone would deny this, but it is certain that there may be one moment in life that is dearly missed, dearly longed for, deep down. Because, as we've had scars from the past, we had also had smiles in them - in context of a friend's idea. And if had my metophorical ways have long been gone, let this be one straight forward very difficult to understand post. For I am only writing what's straight from my mind.

Paranoia had always overwhelmed the mind and it had always been to avoid the face of the truth behind it all the while. Taking a risk and being a fool is however, the only alternatives existent. For at times no matter how much effort was put into it, in the end, the whiteflag would eventually be hauled.
AHhhhhh~ blabbering nonsense!

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And I've missed you today,
but I've lost all words to make conversation with you,
I've lost all will to try to understand,
And its not that i've stopped trying,
I've just lost hope.

Perhaps a whole new day would make it better?or perhaps a whole new song?

i *...* you~

Labels: 567, not getting to my point, Random, something from the soul