Thursday, July 30, 2009
Im back on my laptop!
hahaha..thats all I have to blog about, tomorrow's a friday, and hehehehe, aku loser kali cause I wait for weekends even when I really dont have much of days. Its awesome that Im back to familiar keyboards, and songs I havent heard for months, and familiar desktop. And hehehe..omg!Aku iski!aku iski!I lovee you BABY HP!*mwah mwah mwah* HAHAHA..!and ooh, I need to get you cooling fan baby I know. It can finally use its new bag. And I can like hehehe.. I dont know, Im just iski that its back with me..=)) Macam..its been awhile wahh!!
heheh..well I dont have much to blog about, wait for weekends at most for 'interesting' updates. HAHHHAA...
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I miss you babeh!x))
Labels: 567, announcement., everyday ku.
July 30, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Of all the many quizzes or whatever generator I took on facebook, I like this one alot,LOT!=)and tonight, would probably the last night, Im on someone's elses laptop!OH MY GOD!iski nyee aku..<333333...xp
Labels: 567, announcement., snapshots.
July 29, 2009
MY LAPTOP'S BACK!!:D
well not yet on my hands!BUT ITS BACK!OMG!OMG!xD
well not yet on my hands!BUT ITS BACK!OMG!OMG!xD
Labels: announcement.
July 29, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
This shouldve been updated a few days ago..
Thank you guys!Another one soon..*PALUK*
and ohmygod!also..
si perasan =DDD hehehe..Okay thats a picture not from tonight but..i love you.hehehe!*malu*
Labels: 567, everyday ku., snapshots.
July 24, 2009
Sunday, July 19, 2009
I laid in bed this morning, with my thoughts, and I cant help but be overwhelmed by it. It took awhile for things to turn around, and it really didnt have a change on my thoughts, I just felt I could put on a smile.
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I was watching scrubs lastnight, and I thought, there was a time, that songs seemed to be aligned with life. And I thought, that time has long gone, and fact is, I dont - not literally - listen to any songs nowadays. At times it just seem like, I go through 'was-meaningful' songs just to feel something stir inside of me. Just something.
Though really its a lie, if I was to say that I feel nothing. Cause I do feel things, just not the way it used to be, like I've changed, and the world is just accepting it as it is.
Like something shiny, wiped off its shine, and it doesnt say a word, cause thats just the way it should be.
ahh..its of no use now, my thoughts my words.
and Happy Belated Birthday;
Khafidh, sayang si Zahiratul.
And to Nabeelah Khalid.
Trying to be a conformist made me one, and it hurts.
Labels: celebration; birthdays, keemosian, not getting to my point, something from the soul
July 19, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
I was never a believer. But what I believe on, I held on to it.
Patience was never my thing, it made me feel more like a fool, than a better person.
I find qoutes that generalises things, like "love hurts" are so cliche.
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sigh..
Labels: keemosian, not getting to my point
July 14, 2009
Monday, July 13, 2009
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI KAYUN!
Labels: celebration; birthdays, something from the soul
July 13, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
I hate this new thing that's becoming like a new custom to us.
I hate the fact that we have to be so far away, the fact that we'll see each other alot less than we usually do, the fact that its harder for me to get to you. Cause it sucks, it really does. sigh.
I miss you, and when I look at you, I just thought that there really shouldnt be an end. Like you shouldnt have to go, but I know you will, and there's really no point in seeing you at all. But just having you there just feel like a bliss and Im really glad that youre there. But in the end, you'll leave and I'll miss you all over again, then there'd be a possibility of me finding it hard to reach you, and that sucks. Cause well, youre just not around. And when youre not, I get all bummed. So far with no consequences, and I dont know how long I can keep the sane mind to keep it that way. I know, for all the times I could told you this, I've said nothing, but I just dont want to ruin the moment, you see.. Its not like we have all the time in the world to see or talk to each other. I really dont know why..=( I really miss you, and all I need is sometime in a day spent with you, to keep me feel alright. =) I love you.
I miss you, and when I look at you, I just thought that there really shouldnt be an end. Like you shouldnt have to go, but I know you will, and there's really no point in seeing you at all. But just having you there just feel like a bliss and Im really glad that youre there. But in the end, you'll leave and I'll miss you all over again, then there'd be a possibility of me finding it hard to reach you, and that sucks. Cause well, youre just not around. And when youre not, I get all bummed. So far with no consequences, and I dont know how long I can keep the sane mind to keep it that way. I know, for all the times I could told you this, I've said nothing, but I just dont want to ruin the moment, you see.. Its not like we have all the time in the world to see or talk to each other. I really dont know why..=( I really miss you, and all I need is sometime in a day spent with you, to keep me feel alright. =) I love you.
And so its the 10th of July, and another member of the family was welcomed this morning. And he looks alot like his sister, mata nya sipit..and..he's a boy. well duh!hahaha..its Yasmine's brother btw, making making Yasmine, the only girl grandchild for the time being. Havent had a chance to meet him personally though.
I met bebeh tadi..=)) it was a pleasure hidden amidst a straight face. hehehe..
and so, habis tia hari ku..-_-" this h1n1 thing is still chaining me home..havent even had to chance to go pay deposit for my laptop..-_-" omg!ingau hati ku..eseh..hahaha..bah im done, I dont know what to blog about.
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Labels: 567, celebration; birthdays, keemosian, something from the soul
July 10, 2009
Thursday, July 09, 2009
Happy Birthday bebeh.
i love you. I meant to shower you with happy surprises, but im just a little to dumbfonded by the situation, and you said, your birthday dosent matter much to you. So I just meant for a simple phone call the very least. Well not important. well you just have an awesome day alright?I love you, I really want to be with you, and jadi the most sweet I can.. Well nuff said..*paluk*
Happy Birthday..=)
Labels: 567, celebration; birthdays
July 09, 2009
Monday, July 06, 2009
Dear god,
I wonder, not because I question your existence or or your actions, but to know why?I know I havent been much of what you'd call a regular to your ways, but you know at the least I think of you everyday. I refuse to state that I deserve anything extravagant by your manner, as a friend has stated something along the lines of, why should you be there for me, when I have not been there to serve you.
For all you've given me god, I am very thankful, and for the things you've let me know off, the things I am unable to touch, my actions, everything. But I ask, why dont I get what others bargain for?Why do some get what they ask for but still go on their daily lives without you in mind?I ask for your forgiveness god, if this heartfelt statement, is going through with your authority, but I wonder.
To the least, I understand, what I get is a consequence of my own choice, but when will people get off my back, saying instead what is not obvious to my knowledge?Perhaps, it is when you 'test' people the hardest they are the most strongest, but god, wouldnt it have been easier to just become the weak one?If the weak could go on parading what they have and not knowing the meaning of consequence.
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Thank you god, although I have not reached an end to this, I am relieved that you've given me a hint to one of your many riddles.
Alhamdulillah.
Labels: something from the soul
July 06, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
I know you know I miss you, cause I just told you..=(
We wont have teeny moments like this anymore would be?
shuucckks!x(
Labels: 567, announcement., snapshots.
July 05, 2009
Saturday, July 04, 2009
H1n1
is bumming me out.
And so is alot of other things.
Labels: announcement., Random
July 04, 2009
Friday, July 03, 2009
I finally am downloading this song I've been wanting to get my hands on for quite awhile now..
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And so my day went pretty ~~~~ bebeh I havent heard of since morning, malas ku complain, he probably got swallowed by his kb thingamashit.
Annd.. I am no longer in mood to blog.
Aku blog pasal si Em la kali saja sikit, cause kesiankan..HAHAHA.. tau ku ko membaca ni.. pasal garu2 hati mu sudah tu masa kau tau aku blogging ah hahaha.. yatah kan, ia balik Singapore.. sekali, ia mesti di QUARINTINE..hahaha..bah eh, malas ku sudah blog pasal ko, kau boring ah Em..haha..I kidddddddd!!peace..haahha..apaaan.
If Brunei was Malaysia, there'd be alot of dead debtors.
Hahaha..yeah, I just feel like doing it..
Labels: everyday ku., Random
July 03, 2009
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
I itch, I itch, ohhh shit I itch..-_-"
the soles of my feet itch!Its crazy, not only has my tummy been rumbling since forever, being sick sucks ass, takes awesome away.
They say an itch is just a state of mind, I believe that really I do, cause when I was asleep lastnight, and was having a weird dream.. I cant feel my feet itch, when I woke up, I couldnt feel my feet itch, but then, I started moving my feet and OH GOD!my feet itched. Sasak ku ni, SASAK!SASAK!SASAK!
I cant even walk properly cause not only does it itch, it also hurts..grr..well not hurt alot, just you know, hurt. Ohh, which btw my throat still hurts, and I'm still on medication. Which also sucks, CAUSE, everything that comes out of me, smells like ubat.
Okay I cant keep talking about my itch and say not think about it, and having it itch.
Mabin, belum balas message ku.. I'm sure he's fallen back asleep, very sure.. I miss him by the way. ohh, and I also miss school days, well I was bloghopping before ani and people were talking about school, and I miss school days, but I dont really think about PTE days, PTE days were not as interesting as people remembered it, I find my highschool days more interesting. PTE was supposedly the serious schooling process whilst highschool was well, just school. And it was fun!we had lunch almost everyday at Ideal, laughed asses off, pissed people off, and yeah, just a smile to remember it by just like when most people think of their PTE days. HAHA.. I suck dont I cause I dont enjoy my PTE days as much as most people do, but PTE was just a little bit too dull for me. Monday was class, class, break, class, free time, lunch, class. In highschool it was, -------- all school day long.. Well yeah, we were in class, but there's really not much of recalling the schedueled PTE day. O.O wow..I just realised PTEdays are schedueled.. No wonder it seemed to suck. Oh well forget school lets touch on H1N1..hahaha..omaigatzz! I am so boooooring..
Well point is, its rising, its getting crazy, I hate the idea of staying in, cause I want food from outside, and I want Mabin to treat me, and well thats basically it, and ohh, I want to chillz with ma homiezz, hahaha..damn son!hahaha..wth.. Well thats the point, and people should really start to worry, or just not be so ignorant. It would only affect people with low antibodies konon, rubbish. Extend holidays, go overseas lagi, gaaah. (sorry em xP tapi kau andang holiday not extended HAHAHA)
bitter; bitter; bitter; me.
Peduli eh, you dont have itches, or gotten sick, and craved for lotsa food and drinks, and others, so just let me be, let me be grumpy.
GRR..i'm truly hungry, I really am..T.T
July 01, 2009