Today was a shock to me. A morning call that bothered my whole day. Work piling up.. and the fact that I'm uber tired. And.. rindu.

Just thought Id update. Cause I feel like.. this had been such a hectic day. OMG!

To life.. and its lemons.

 "I was looking out the window, and all I thought about was the night we watched fireworks. That was the last time we met. I missed you. I don't know, what is the right thing to be done. I asked you, but Im not sure if that'd help me out with what is to be done. I wish things were different. Like time wasn't as limited as the weekends. Then things would be so hard to be figured out, wont it? I wish that everyday could be filled by you. I figured that you're all I need to make my days feel right. I don't know how it came to that. But I'm pretty sure of it. I don't know what I'd do if this all falls apart. And I need to figure that out. Cause things could change the way it did.

No matter how prepared I was, no matter how it didn't hurt as much, everyday felt empty when you walk away."

So some pointless shit came up i dont know a week ago?few weeks ago?and it was supposedly settled. But hey!it didnt, so I'm leaving it. Its not my shit. Thought I'd just be helping friends out. But theyre not in it to fix it.. so.. aint my problem no more. Did my part..

Cause of that, I missed out on an important event that involved him. Its nothing much maybe, but to me its the fuel I run on to bring in positivity. sigh.. its getting late. Maybe I should clear my thoughts and try to head to bed.

Cause this is how I feel for/about you.

I just cant shake it off of my head.

You. Make. Me.

And after all it has been said and done. I'm just still in love with you. I miss you.


So yesterday was my birthday..didnt actually do alot. Just a more celebratious(is that even a word?) day.

Had a celebration-ish (better) the night before so I didnt quite mind doing nothing. Its Yasmine's birthday today. Im not quite sure what we're doing. But YEAAAAAAAAAHHHHH..so unmm...!there's nothing more to say. I'll just watch a movie now. and fall asleep. hehehe..