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I dont know why, but I suddenly have the urge to blog.
he was suppose to text me about half an hour ago, cause i asked for him to be home early.It only sucks when its in your place. dont it?

Yesterday was 27/05/09, I dont know but it occured to me, it might as well be 27/09/05 or!05/27/09 huh?huh?teclick?teclick?I know it seems sad, but it just came out of the blues, i didnt thought about it. Its been kinda, weird for abit, lately. I dont want to, its like, its out of my head, but now it just comes in my dream?Okay, I dont wanna talk about it, cause i dont feel like talking about it, cause I have no idea about it.-_-" whatever.




So yeah, somehow I came across the diamonds 'glory days', and its like, the only tale there is. Cause we just kinda gone our ways, if you thought about it. It used to be like..Us in the canteen, talking our time away, or at Ideal doing the same thing, well basically us, spending time together, with an occasional featuring at times, and now its just..nada?-_-" tu, those times of us together ah, i miss it, its so full, ani my time is sooo..empty..-_-"



Im not complaining of my life now, I take things as it is, its good, no doubt, but its like, something's missing. Well I dont know really, well, err..i just dont know. I dont know how this relates to everything I just talked about, I dont think im making sense either, im just sleepy. Loser banar eh.

*yawn*

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haha..ani, cant remember, but i think there involved the 'begagas-kan-menyampati-masuk-gambar' hahaha dapan2 tu muka kami dua ahh..xP

Labels: celebration, Random, snapshots.

I miss this..T.T these were our good old days (yeah, im talking about my days with the laptop) BE ALRIGHT SOON!

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im annoyed with my last post ahh..yatah im dreading to post a new one..-_-"
only thing is, my brain's bored with the idea of recalling my days, and what ive done in it. Ahh..I met bebeh tadi, he sucks, cause he had boring, annoyed expression on his face. He had, geram expression when he left though, aku suka atu..x) pasal its so..raaawrr..*gigit bibir* hehe, tapi ia 'so sweet' xp he stayed 5mins more for me..and another 5, and another 5..*kelip*

heee, went off to the airport shortly after he left, sent off abang kid, its his turn now to fly to thai..-_-" which btw reminds me that i miss andy..and yasmine!oh my god!

okayy, im done. i dont know what to talk about sdahh..yes, ive become boring, very boring, oohh and yeah, i rushed to ubd to send certs eventually yesterday..*roll eyes* i knnoooooww raaiighhhttt??!!!

AKU PANIIC SUDAAH WAAHHHH!AKU SASAK KAU WA SYSTEM!KAU ANGIN!T.T SEKAJAP MACAMNI SEKAJAP MACAMNI!MACAM INDA BEHARGA WA BAGI MU!PASAL KAU!KAAAAUUU!BEDUIT KAN YATAH KAU BUAT SUKATI MU!AS IN,KAU CUBA2 SAJA CARA2 BARU,AWU INTENTION MU BAIK!TAAAAPIII!TAU KAU APA EFFECT NYA ARH ORANG?TAUU KAU?BANAR2?NIII YATAH JADINYAAA NIII!!T.T EMO KEPANICAN!
CUBATAH STRAIGHTEN THINGS OUT DULU YATAH INDA BETANTU JADI NYA!JANGAN CAKAP ORG TANI YANG INDA BERAPA2 KAU YANG NADA BAGI CHANCE!KAU YANG INDA MENANTU KAN CARA MU!KAU!KAU!KAU!AKU TAU KAU USAHA KAN IMPROVE!AWU AKU EMO!PEDULI APA KAU?SUDAH NYANGKU AKU PANIC!
AND AKU CAKAP IN GENERAL NI!!
bah ngalih ku emo sudah..sigh..-_-" and yeah thanks people for trying to unpanic me..=) well there's just 3 in particular..hehe..=) ga'nights.

Labels: keemosian

it used to seem funny, it no longer is. its just weird?O.o

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i got very bored today. i googled 'entertainment' but they were just full of words..then i had the brillint idea to add in Brunei to it, and...found out, from a REAL traveller's point of view, that the night life in Brunei is Jerudong Park?and..De Royale cafe (sorry if ive mispelled it) its not much of a shock btw, until i found this website, where you can find any sort of nightlife here in Brunei..and the other one!Brunei>nightlife>posts are blank. or something like that..hahaha..so there, you can see that..the general idea of entertainment..is nightlife.well..yeah duh..but it just seemed abit too shallow minded..oh anyways, so i got bored again, and this time..i googled myself..and awww..found my name on fae (faieqah nabilah's) blog..yeah, we used to be classmates in PGGMB 4REDians..and she was the new girl. Then i think she left, cause i cant remember her lagi after that..*garu kepala* or im just abit to ignorant (possibly,since i didnt even remember si Ameer used kacamata in the FUN kiddy days) so yeah, then i got bored, so i im-ed atts on msn..then i got to blogging.and!in amidst of that!bebeh message..hehehehe!ia perasan manis, but then he got the name of baby LG wrong..offensive tu..krg she wont listen to you baru tau, you know how stubborn she is
sooooooooooo..im out of...things to talk about..oooh..except that im excited that..exam would be over, and people would be meeting people!weeehoo!i miss people..haha apakan..exagerating much.ooh..and..laptop..is..sigh..i dont want to 'talk' about it. i just miss my laptop so much..SOOOO...SOOOO..MUCH..x( and i miss it more for it to work..grrr..geram ku ni..GERAAMM!!so yeaahh,despite that im only bothered by the fact that..i have another two papers in 2weeks?or 3?OMG!!and..i havent studied..well not much..maybe tonight..ill try..hehe..bah eh..im hungry..i want bebeh..to message!hehehe..xp
tolong, kepada sesiapa yang bukan bernama Mervyn Yeong, atau Mervyn Yeong yang tidak berkenaan dengan saya, JANGAN BACA NI!!
i love you bebeh,for as long as you do.

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Mervyn Yeong, youre in..big,BIIIG trouble grrrr..

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Kayan went off with andy,and my aunt to Thai tadi..it was..pita&chicken full..xp i still have a taste of it in my mouth..(cause i had leftover from tadi and i just ate it)
i miss that in-trouble-person-yang-MENYAMAL suddenly..grrr..so yeahh..i have nothing to blog about really, im just passing the time. inda ku tau kan buat apa..hehehe..bah eh..i think im just gonna take a nap and whip that in-trouble-person-yang-MENYAMAL dalam mimpiku pakai tali pinggang..xp

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what you want is for others to think you make my life a little bit depressing. i dont want that cause i dont feel like you do.

=================== what i dont want to be bothered about i wont mention. =)

sakit kepala ku, ive hit rock bottom. dari nya kepala ku laah. bah the end. aku kan emo saja.

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sigh..
i have no choice, and this is where it goes;
i know i shouldnt, but i do.
i dont want to tell you, cause i know what you'll say.
and i dont want to tell them, cause i know what they'll say.
i dont want to tell bebeh, cause i know what he be..-_-"

yeah, itll pass, it definitely will, even in the middle of this post. i have to get away, i reeeaaallly dooo..
yeah, this dont quite make sense,
and its not a poem, or a song cause it did seem to start out with ends of the same err..sound?whatever.

they're short words, indicating, i really am at the bottom line. okay bida ni statement ah..tampar saja tia keypad ani..HAHAHAHA!

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see didnt i tell you itll pass?=) it just did. its just the beginning of my day, im still waiting for a particular call, that doessnt seem to come. ohh well, its till today, mun nada sudaah. there's something really bothering the middle part of my body (its the tummy btw) it either just hurts on its own or!it wants me to poop..-_-" (actually wants to elaborate further but thought itd be too much for the public eye) hahaha!
i know my posts have been full of ramblings lately, but i really cant help it, phone blogging sucks.xp yeah, i know, there's a choice of 'jangantah blog' but hello!didnt you read the first part of this post..pffft..*roll eyes* so..im guessing im done..will just be editing my posts when 'baby' comes back end of this week..MAYBE!hehehe..till then..
and oh yeaahh..happy belated birthday to orang atu..=)) manatau you still drop by my blog..OR!just dropped by my blog just to see a birthday greet..-_-" HAHAHAHA! so yeah, aku tau kau berakal sudah..and err..hmm..bah..=))

Labels: celebration; birthdays, keemosian, Random

i really dont have a feel to blog, i just need to put it somewhere.

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its a wednesday, day 5 of parents in Thai, shopping away their money, on stuff that their hands cant get a hold on here. (exxagerating much)
i think, im falling sick but..naa, my immune system's pretty awesome.hahaha..okay nonsense-nonsense that i dont really wanna 'brag' about. i m not really sure about whih part of my life that i want you, readers, to know about. just perhaps, none?perhaps only to certain eyes, certain minds, certain emotions? hahaha..apakan ni. no cool, no chill..
so yeah, let me start off with the usual..
'i woke up this morning by another slap on my face, i think its about the only way i'd be awaken till after my parents get back. i had to be up early anyways, i have driving class that im excited about..-_-" yaaaay..*sarcastically* but then thank god, it moved down to 10, so i decided to get back to my sleep, plus my throat felt abit sore, so i figured if i slept, id wake up with it being alright. but alas, i was distracted by a cartoon show on tv and i guess my mind preferred that than a nonproductive sleep. so the time just suddenly seem to jump to 9 and i had to get together the strength to wake up and shower, and finaly get the day started. i wont share on which stage of 'driving lesson' im at, but just a peek, im getting close, but not better.HAHAHA!was in gadong after, lunch. and a friend was there..whhhoooooooo!...."
haha okay, im bored with my own 'kesah hidup' (ATTENTION: the 'e' on kisah is intentional to make it sound more..err..classic..yaaahhh!hahaha..well iguess this is a long enough post..till then..tata~

Labels: everyday ku., keemosian, Random

An unexpected thing occured to me!
Someone from perhaps..Borneo Bulletin?Emailed me!wooooooow..haha apaann..

So ive been thinking of what things that I might be excited about;
1. Driver's license.
2. Car
3. Laptop to finally be alright.

Okay, that's all..well the last one atu saja, Im certain that Im excited about..hehe..the above two, not so much..so yeah..nada lagi kan ku talk about..maybe later..MAYBE..

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