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Monday, June 05, 2006

I've been waiting for him to reply my text since a few hours ago..i feel so wasted..='(
Yea we had a crisis the night before lastnight.Ughh!!
I know i shouldnt post what he said but i just feel like it..

"Go out then!Goodnight?u're not going to sleep yet..Hah..Just think,how many times have i wanted to *join you?
do u remember when you said "i dont wanna go out"?u've said that around 10times already.Then when i had no transport.Then you'd text me telling me that you're going out.You did this so many times.I just didnt want to mention it.Dont you think i'm hurt?Even if i bring u out you wouldnt want to.Okay im sorry im not fun to be with,i'm sorry i'm not as sweet as u want me to be,and i'm sorry i'm not perfect for you..m sorry."

*go out

and when i woke up and read that test the text morning i replied sayin:

"U know what?i was actually looking forward to going out with you but now i dont feel like i even want to look at your face.Maybe i'm just being paranoid but yo'uve been kinda weird lately.You already know i've lost trust in you,you dont seem like you want me to gain them back.Everytime i strt to trust you,you'll do some shit that makes me lose faith in us.And btw dont say you love me when you dont!"

is it harsH?well i'm just saying what i felt!!so i went to school tried to act normal.that night(lastnight)though was a diffferent story,i went out with my friends and we went to the arcade..haha..stress was released.FuHh~ and i met them..HIM,IT!!Sigh.=) hehe..a day i will try not to forget..;) + "He" said sorry to me and we ended being okay.well i guess =/ sigh.its complicated.

I was actually pissed at him like 2 days before we fought.just because he didnt tell me at the very minute that he was home.but i tried to act normal.Then i was mad at him again the next day,because what?Because he didnt reply my text at the very minute he woke up,but instead he went online and took ages for him to say hi to me..Sigh.I WAS EXPECTING!!uhh..

And here i am still expecting for "HIM" to reply my text,AGAIN!!Sigh.

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Friday, June 02, 2006

I had choir today..was so sleepy learned back ups for "tonight we celebrate our love" its kinda confusing,complicated hehe..i'm joining the tatoo.i just hope my dad would let me after he knows the practice time..*shudders*

I tried to get into my own world of imagination,which is filled with all kinds of events and creatures.The wind is blowing against my sweaty skin,its a hot day.owh well normal brunei temperature.I'm waiting for the right moment to stand up and walk away from this dump.This dump full of trash and only little treasure.They are a couple of afternoon girls hanging around at the farend.I think,they think,they're cool..NOT!!
Ijust missed a call from my sister,owh well..

I thought back on how things went down this cuople of days.THEY NEVER HAPPENED!!READ AND BURY THAT THOUGHT DEEP DOWN ON YOUR MIND!!

Owh..there's this white "MOVE" car just passed,well passed and parked.i think i know some of the people in it.Haish they're playing the 26th(June) dance song.owh..so this nasty looking canteen guy owns that Ford mondeo like Abang's.Owh one car went and another just took it place.HEY..its gone now!=D owh thought he read my mind and went away..owh wait..he's gone now.Owh yeah "*HE" said the PTEB peepz didnt come and "*HE" said that maybe Sir *tut* told that just because he wants "*HIM" to come!!

UGHH!!Who is this "Azri" dude?That afternoon girl kept on calling his name..Haish shut up already bitch!!Why CANT YOU?!SHUT UP..MASUK TA CLASS 443PM DAH NE!!!

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Thursday, June 01, 2006


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June 01, 2006


aahh..here i am again blogging early in the morning..hey..i made it to wake up before 7??=P hehe..i havent had my breakfast yet..sigh..i got up around 630+ with nothing on my head.there's usually a song.hehe..i switched on both the desktop and laptop and when they're booted i went off toshower..after showering..i put on my clothes and everyhting and went blogging..=p Lalalalala~ its a lovely morning and i'm just about to misscall fezz =p he told me lastnight there's going to be some sort of carnival or something on sunday at MS..owh that's just great aint it?i told him i'm not going takut tjmpa "ia" and he was like "if tjumpa ia buat sja mcm nada" and i was like "how come you know who i'm talking about?" and he was like "its either moz or rhy?" and i said "for the 1st one EWWW..and for the 2nd one nd la" hehe..nda kraja la 2..=p

but seriously that's how i feel..sigh..i wanna go there mau see if ia ada disana or not..but then again macam what if i bumped into ia?then what?awkward moment?saying hi?pretending we dont know each other?then what's the point of me foing there?sigh..i'll need to think about that then..
ayte then i have to go for breakfast..


_XoXo_
F8in

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June 01, 2006


Huhu..i'm kinda new and kinda lost..:S hehe..anyways..just created this blog and i told him all about it.0=) he asked me to write something about him..hmm..i guess i cant ryt now..its 1220am and i have school at 7+ tomorrow..yeah i know i had always came in late but stil i cant come late on purpose..0=) i'm just a damn good girl to do that.=P its hard to believe i have some nice written works written somewhere.=p there is one that i wish to post and i might as well post it here since i havent posted it on my other two blogs and here it is.

I remmember a time when we were in a class holding hands.Then this girl walked in and u immediately let go..I had a moment to stop and think.."huh?" i was in a state of confusion.I left the class.

You said you would walk beside me,in a hurricane,in a stormTo protect me fromthe rain.But you ran off only when a drop off rain fell to the ground.I went through the storm alone.

I made myself forget it happened..kept myself silent.Just to see the joy on your face.Deep inside,i'm screaming"What happened to ur promises or were they lies?"
But i guess this feelings are captive inside of me..
You asked me to tell you if you have done anything wrong,what is the actual purpose?so you'd change?or is it just because you dont know what you're doing is wrong?

_my past haunts me,the future scares me_

hehe..now i see that its kinda lame..owh well..anyways its getting late..i better be off to sleep..


XoXo
F8in
Diamond21

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