Sighs..im losing control of myself day by day..having him around is useless..its like~ he's not there for me~ True~ i asked him to lose weight but then ntah?though im always there for him~ hah..fuck!Whatever..Every little thing pun we argue~ i love him~ but he cant see that~ all he see is my past mistakes..shit..hah..=]
yeah going on~ im chatting with haziq now,had a topic bout him forgetting me when he gets rich..haha..it was the lame "awu tu" "inda la" conversation..haha..panat~ just got home from jln with my cousin..well sdg~ i was home like an hour ago..so fuck whatever..haha..neways..went out at around 12..*i know,i know awal tue* went around memanat~ cant remember what we did~ then Lina *or should i call her Ka Lina..hmm..=\* mc then we went down met her at fun bread,i thought we were gonna jln sama2 but nop we didnt~ then sambung jln~ then met that guy my cousin's friend..duh~ rude much~ but his friend was kinda cute..*Striked due to something the public shouldnt know about* then we left had my noisy slippers on so when i jumped off the seat it kinda made a noise LoL..fuck him~ biar ya sasak~ not the cute one but the cousin's friend one~ tjmpa sdg ramai org tadi..=) hmm and i'm probably coming out lagi tonight..Still not sure though..aytes then..Mwahs sayang ya'll..him?ntah?i bury the feeling i have for him deep down saja~ just like the feeling i had for lelaki yang seorang atu~ True~ i hurt the one i love and true i'm not meant to be with the one i love..haha...fuck!Kinda sounds like Dana's dark2 poetry..mana ya anak atu aa?Chatted with her tadi pagi but like ia terus hilang..if you're reading this..i miss you,ass~ haha..
Much Love
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