For a split second I thought things would finally be resolved.
But with all the words, the mind wanders off on its own. For it was a supposed collabaration with the soul.

Things just shouldnt be so complicated but I know its tiring you and I felt like I was burdening you. I wanted to do things the way you do it, but it came out wrong. And here's the space that used to be there, the thoughts came by Monday I guessed. I come to be in your life the wrong way, like almost smothering you with my existence. But as you said "no strings attached", and why should I be in that position?

I never really said it or admit it, but 'they' saw it, they knew it. I just couldnt resist the idea of the possibility of ever losing you.

• You never really wanted to 'talk', but you seem to look bothered.
• You said you tell me all your problems, I really doubt that, especially the ones thats related to me.
• Everything's deleted because of you. Thats a bad sentence but literally yes.

The tree's still there, bare, you just dont see it. I just wanted you to breathe, without having me smother you.