What do you do when the lights were turned off on you?
and the phone lines too?
When you're stuck far away from home with no one knowing what is going on?
In a place, where you shared with someone, who is now far from you?
Taking everything along.


Imagine a room, once filled with colors of red and blue. Of rainbows and tears. Of shattered glass glued together. Of white roses and growing trees. Of graffiti and bad handwriting. Of love and hate. A window overlooking a tree that was once you have planted together. Once had bloomed fruits, once was filled with leaves. Though it had always rained, though he had always been distant, there had always been a ray of sunlight behind the clouds. Though you've never actually seen the sun, you had always had faith, you had always thought that it was there. That it would shine someday directly to the room. That the rain will pass. Seldomly, he would go out from the room, looking for the sun, and you had always questioned, if that was to justify what you believed in or was it so he could get his own ray of sun. But you'd keep the door unlocked, just in case he left his keys.

He did. He left his keys. And he left the bills unpaid. The room is unlocked, but there's a cupboard infront of the door. Which you have pushed blindly in the darkness. It isnt impossible to open the door, but it would require an amount of force to push it open. You knew, he would never come back, and you thought a 'thief' might come in and hurt you. You're not sure if you should go out and pay the bills for electricity and phone line to come back. But you are sure, that, if he was to come back, he wouldve paid the bills first, and you could push the cupboard away from the door for him to enter.