Run down ink on paper.

  I dont know how it became what it became. All I could think about was, what a mess that was. I would have to redo everything, and time is something I lack.

 So I wasted time on Tetris waiting for the paper to dry up, it doesnt seem to do me good. All I can think about is how messed up that book had become. Should I get a new one?cause it had seemed to destroy my motivation. I felt like breaking down.

 So after a few matches (ive won most of them anyways) I heard metals clanking, I supposed it was the gate. I supposed my aunts had decided to go home. So with that I decided to stand up and check on the book, and also peek out to see if they were still down the driveway.
What I saw was nothing.. I looked further out to the road. I saw her drive by, slowly, with what seemed to be a third person in the back seat. I wasnt sure, but I supposed that was my sister. I felt left out. But now that Ive thought about it, it doesnt seem to matter. I could be there with them right now wishing I was home. So yeah, back to my book, it hadnt dried up. So I decided to type something in this blog.

  What a day. My friend decided not to give my camera back today, and I felt quite..sad about that too..:(

  I know theyre little things, I know I shouldnt worry like hell, and stress like hell about it, but...oh my. Things, that had to be said today.

  Uber sigh.

  Imma go check on my book again.