I wonder if i'll ever stop missing you.. Stop thinking about you.
Cause, I've been waking up every morning with you on my mind. And so far, I've succeeded in putting you aside. However, its been different in the past week. Everything feels like it was just yesterday. I should stop. I should know how to stop. I should be able to put you aside. But as days near by, the more I wish I wouldn't have to. I wish I was more like you right now. I wish I could. I know you're not to blame. But I just wish you could have just realized to know that we would make it. All this dwelling in sadness won't help me much with anything. But neither is keeping shut about it. Nothing is right to do. sigh.
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So I'm in exam session. I guess the world should know that. Screwed my paper today. Hopefully I'll be able to make it. Long days in the library. Nothing much. Will try to blog after the exams. If there is anything. I just made up a name for a suspected new Bruce Lee. Cause I just saw this guy, and he was wearing those kind of things you'd see Chinese people wear in movies. Like some sort of martial arts guy. And his name shall be Mark Cheong. Cause it's and English and Chinese name. Well I could vote for this other name, but then I'll just look like a desperate ass. Need to get going. Revision stuff waiting.
May 17, 2012
Fatin Tajuddin
"That's embarassing, that that's the type of person, that I fell in love with. So faaaar in love, so unconditional, that I went back" - Rihanna.♥