Monday, May 28, 2018
It took a couple of slaps for me to realise that I have again, fell for the wrong guy.
Though my heart remains with him, my head just started thinking straight again. It hurts to think of my future without him, it sucks, but then again who knows what the future has in store for me.
As for now, I'll just try to focus on what is actually on my plate. What is actually in my life, what is actually here for me. Dwelling on this whole situation when he's abandoned me, it feels like I'm just..... stupid. I am, for him. To tell the story, it's just a plain story that I shouldn't have even fallen into the first place. Then again, I'm always hopeful. I always see the good in a person, I've always believed in a good of a person.
So earlier today I found this quote from Grey's Anatomy, that states:
"The point is we can't help who we fell in love with." - Meredith Grey.
It fits in perfectly now.
Okay, I'm actually at work, and.. I actually should'nt be blogging.
I just needed to get somethings out of my heart. Well, i'll just stop now, though my post didn't go where I intended it to go. So... till next time!
May 28, 2018
