So what do I do?
I end up here, in front of my computer, typing whatever I can articulate from this feeling.
It's not something I've ever experienced before. I guess that's why it feels odd, it feels different and it's scary.
"That's embarassing, that that's the type of person, that I fell in love with. So faaaar in love, so unconditional, that I went back" - Rihanna.♥