This sudden realisation of your role in my life, sends a gush of shiver across my body. 

It's funny that it came along with being able to stand by the door to wave you goodbye. It was nothing we ever spoke about, I can live with being wrong about it cause this, is good to. 

*in Joe's creepy tone* this way i'll never lose you. 

Jokes aside, I sat down this morning ready to start the day "new", but alas, it's just routinely in the way. So I sat down this morning, with some actual work, which right now, I, am quite proud of. Sorta did finish about half of it, until this revelation.  

I guess I had always knew what 'we' were, which is why I made a choice which I had thought was a mistake. I just realised that mistake was also for you too, just as how your choice now is for me. We had to be put in our place and I'm glad, cause that's better than having thought I deserved that mistake. I didn't. I just had to go through it to realise what this unspoken connection was. Thank you for drawing me a bridge to the next guy. I hope he's the total opposite of the last one and I hope he's better than you are. 😱😂