Yesterday I found this post while scrolling through social media:

Now I truly understand what it means when it is said something has to happen for opportunities to open up. True it may be for someone else, but what sort of monster wouldn't appreciate a gesture of blessing of someone else. It could be a bad thing/ day for you, and a blessing for others. What's one bad thing/day compared to months and years of other blessings?So when they say its fate, just take a deep breath and take it. You're there, you're breathing and you have all these other little blessings around you. The screen your eyes are glued to now, attached to a device on the hands you use to hold it. It's a blessing. 

This gives me a bit of a relief to know that I'm on this "battle-ground" cause I'm meant to be here, not because I deserve all this cause I'm not good enough. In fact, I should be grateful that I was guided through techniques and weapons of 'combat' before being released here. I still need to keep upgrading, but hey, they have been useful thus far. I have to fight this battle, to truly see if I'll be able to handle the rewards well. 

November 09, 2021