Every time I work up the willingness to accept, you do something that would pull that away. Like when I was 15 and 19 and now?

It's difficult to open up about this, cause barely anyone, I know, share the same ideology. I have seen the same spirit and even greater, but it didn't derive from one common thing. 

What I have seen in the past years did not fall short of what I had expected and yet, it still frustrates me like its the first time i've realised it. No one wants to deal with the elephant in the room so they just ignore and pass it cause that's 'less work'. What's more disgusting is the fact that it's their fault the elephant is stuck on the manhole that's filled with their shit.

Till someone cares enough to even address the elephant, expectations are just as real as flying ponies.