I'm not suppose to be alright right now,but he made things change..i guess he's still special to me//but not on the top kind of special..well i just dont know..We were both depressed i know..

I chatted with him lastnight from around 12 till 1+ my god if my eyes werent already watery i'd prolly stayed all night just to chat with him..He made me totally forgot that we were both owned..?I asked something from him lastnight and he said alright..what i asked was something i can look at and remember our past..=)
this morning and afternoon i chatted with him lagie..He ate maggie twice today i know cause he told me he was cooking maggie..hehe..I think his girlfriend asked a break from him..and i was there ready to slip into his life again..But while i was so high up on cloud 9 my boyfriend called..He saved me from falling into "him" =) my boyfriend called me again saying that he read my blog on friendster and to say that he's sorry..I'm in his world again now..

before,i was high up in the clouds ready to float up to "His" world..hehe..I told Abg Zul lastnight i suddenly thought off him..and abg zul told me to call him up..I was about to,then niz thought that she should call "him" and i call her him..So we did..Her him,didnt answer my call though..he did but then hung up..Niz talked to "Him" for like 1min+..hehe..Why is this happening to me?God can you please give me a sign?To help me?"He" made my day alright..i'm glad he's around..=) if not i would've been the one to mope around.

=)

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