And I saw this as one of the comments for the videoclip.
"as big and as strong as the man you want to be, it kills losing the one you love :/" - Re5Infinitymp5
And its about 130pm, and still no sign of him appearing. So im youtube, video hopping, and is going through songs that are familiar, and seem to trigger something. But I have this memory block, that basically walls memories back to only a few years ago. Or this year alone..-_-"
So, I havent seen the outside world today. And I dont feel like it too. But I need to have memories, I need to have pictures to update to my blog, why?So I'll feel contented with my posts. What ive been blogging lately, has been empty. Not literally though..-_-" I want smiles on my blog, the way it used to. I want my blog to depict its smile, as according to its skin. It shouldnt be human that goes around with an empty smile!
I dont know, I think the purpose of my blog has changed over the years. Which brings me to an astounding (not so much) discovery. I have been blogging in this blog for over 4 years.. Still going strong.. hahah.. I talk as if its some sort of relationship..-_-" well it is. Ive gone through alot with my blog. okay i dont want to sound corny now..so I wont say it. So I wonder, if i'll ever get the feeling to go out and mingle with people again. Cause it looks like tons of fun. I just.. dont have the energy to go through it for some reason. And i keep on feeling sleepy...=/ I havent done any gym, or whatever, cause all ive been doing is waiting for him. =( and he rarely ever appears the way I want him to appear (having to finish an actual conversation) its the holidays for god's sake. Sigh.. i can just imagine how it'll be when school starts.
And wow, i havent heard this song, for quite awhile now..
i used to love this song..well, I dont think i have anymore to blog about.. So... i will now..bugger off, in hope, for some miracle..=]
