Friday, February 18, 2011
It feels more than a heartbreak.
Its not that I cant go through my days missing you. I just cant go through the days, knowing you're missing from my life, period.Im trying my best to fight off the feeling, but it just stays there.
No matter how far I run, no matter how high I go, the truth is still; you're gone away from my life.
At this point, in my mind, if I had known, things could just disappear in a matter of seconds, I would've just believed them. I should've just believed them. I shouldve just listened to them.But then my heart's just calling out, needing a gist of fresh air to get away from all the pain its going through and just runaway to you. My mind, my body, my soul, my heart. Each on their own.
And all I ever wanted...was just something we never had.
If I had known, giving up was much of an option for us as losing faith in promises, I should have known that was the choice I had to take long time ago.
Sigh..despite all this, all I can think about is if I had you with me right now.If things had been different.If I hadnt fallen deep in love with you.If my every though had not revolve around you.
I know, you believe more in words than actions. So here there are. Here are my words. Here is what I feel. And here I hope youll get how much in love I am with you.
I miss you Mervyn Yeong
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February 18, 2011
