Monday, January 20, 2014
I'll try baby..
I'll try for us.
Labels: 567, keemosian, something from the soul
January 20, 2014
Friday, May 11, 2012
I try to live more everyday, but every time I think I'm strong enough, I feel a part of me wither back. I don't want to be here, and I don't have the need to go home. I don't know what to do, or what to feel. I try to fill my everyday so I won't feel that piece of shattered emptiness. I'm tired of talking about it. It doesn't change a thing. I'm tired of running from it, it doesn't change a thing. I hate how vulnerable you've left me feeling. And I hate how much its affecting me. I no longer hope for you, yet my heart yearns for your presence. I try to win, but always end up tumbling down. Even if I cry, only the pillow would catch my tears. Even if laugh, it's gone for awhile. I try to change, but nothing felt like it has changed. I try to move on, but I don't know where to go. I try to see the light of everyday, but the rain keeps pouring. I wish to see your face, but I know, I'll feel the pain. I want to know how your days are, but it'll kill me to know you're not in mine. I've given so much, and had been left with so little.
At this point on, I don't know how to love again. I know, I have all the love filling in my heart, but I trust no one to give it to.
I miss you, but I don't want to know if you do.
Nothing will change. You will just always be... the one, that left.
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May 11, 2012
Saturday, December 24, 2011
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I never said I was ever fine without you, but he wants to make me happy, and I think I deserve to be happy. Dont you?
I know, you no longer want to be the person that would make me happy, so please do this one last thing for me, let me be happy.
I did one last thing for you, letting you go.
Its not easy, but what's the point of standing alone for a relationship?You wont stay to listen, you wont stay to work our way around it. Why should I?Were you just gonna let me stand there alone for the rest of my life, just watching you go by?
And I thought you knew, I tried to be different for you. And I thought you knew how deep in love I was with you. But you didnt. So what's the point?
I have alot more to say. But what's the point?
Youve said it yourself. Youve put an end to it. Youve asked me to let you go. Youve said hurtful things to me. Whatelse do you wish to do?That has anything to do with me?
If there is nothing more, then just let me be happy.
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December 24, 2011
Sunday, December 04, 2011
Labels: 567, keemosian, meaningful qoutes, something from the soul
December 04, 2011
Monday, May 30, 2011
"If she's amazing she won't be easy. If she's easy she won't be amazing. If she's worth it you won't give up. If u give up you're not worthy."
Ive been trying.. for so long.
when will you ever see?My heart, doesnt seem like it could cope any longer.
Please. If you do want things the way it was, make me see it. Dont keep strangling my heart on a string and yanking it hard.
Labels: 567, something from the soul
May 30, 2011
Thursday, April 21, 2011
You made things feel, beyond human. I was beyond superhuman. I believed. I believed this could have been our song.
..But..remnants of sensibility. That one moment you let me go, that one moment, things just slipped out of place. That one moment. All the things I didn't see appeared infront of my eyes.
Im tired.. of all the same things over and over. Im tired of trying to see how much you're fighting for this. Im tired of the constant instability of things. I want something more than this. All the things, we've never tasted, cause we constantly have this same thing going on over and over.
...You cant expect me to be the only one to keep on understanding the reality of things.
Cause I dont. And I cant.Labels: 567, something from the soul
April 21, 2011
Thursday, March 24, 2011
I bet you just don't know how much in love I am with you.
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March 24, 2011
Tuesday, March 22, 2011
thats worse than if you were cheating on me.
but I miss you.
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March 22, 2011
Friday, March 04, 2011
And just when I was about to take off. I thought of you..=]
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March 04, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Cause I keep on tumbling down trying to walk away from you.
With every single thing I do, there's you at the back of my mind.
And I just miss you.
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February 22, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
What do I do now with all this love I have for you?
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They're planning to go for a movie. I hope its just not one of those romantic comedies.
Id like a good laugh.
without having to think of you at the back of my mind.
You know, its not your pity that Im asking for. I dont need your pity. What I want is for you to know.
Labels: 567, everyday ku.
February 20, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
It feels more than a heartbreak.
Its not that I cant go through my days missing you. I just cant go through the days, knowing you're missing from my life, period.Im trying my best to fight off the feeling, but it just stays there.
No matter how far I run, no matter how high I go, the truth is still; you're gone away from my life.
At this point, in my mind, if I had known, things could just disappear in a matter of seconds, I would've just believed them. I should've just believed them. I shouldve just listened to them.But then my heart's just calling out, needing a gist of fresh air to get away from all the pain its going through and just runaway to you. My mind, my body, my soul, my heart. Each on their own.
And all I ever wanted...
Sigh..despite all this, all I can think about is if I had you with me right now.If things had been different.If I hadnt fallen deep in love with you.If my every though had not revolve around you.
I know, you believe more in words than actions. So here there are. Here are my words. Here is what I feel. And here I hope youll get how much in love I am with you.
was just something we never had.If I had known, giving up was much of an option for us as losing faith in promises, I should have known that was the choice I had to take long time ago.
Sigh..despite all this, all I can think about is if I had you with me right now.If things had been different.If I hadnt fallen deep in love with you.If my every though had not revolve around you.
I know, you believe more in words than actions. So here there are. Here are my words. Here is what I feel. And here I hope youll get how much in love I am with you.
I miss you Mervyn Yeong
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February 18, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
The world doesnt need to know my stuff.
but I still have the right, to put it out.
I miss you M.
Its Saturday, thought of doing something. But, just too knackered. =]
If I dont hop on board, I just feel it..
and it hurts like hell.
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February 13, 2011
Tuesday, February 08, 2011
The reality is...
it still hurts as if it just happened yesterday.
Labels: 567, something from the soul
February 08, 2011
Friday, February 04, 2011
I dont know what Im standing up for. What Im waiting for.
Maybe, its just not as I thought it was.
It just wasnt.. was it?I struggled too. But that dont matter. Its just the beginning of the night. And I already feel I should just be standing in the wind. Let be blown away.
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Just feel like flipping somebody off.
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February 04, 2011
So Im guessing he thinks I'm doing alright..
I guess he never knew how I feel. =']
And I guess, he never believed a word I say.
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So its Thursday, yesterday was wednesday. Had class. Battery died. Class. Morrisons. 'Home'.
End.
Labels: 567, something from the soul
February 03, 2011
Story of me.
Aint it just one screwed shit..=]
Labels: 567, something from the soul
February 03, 2011