I've been waiting for him to reply my text since a few hours ago..i feel so wasted..='(
Yea we had a crisis the night before lastnight.Ughh!!
I know i shouldnt post what he said but i just feel like it..

"Go out then!Goodnight?u're not going to sleep yet..Hah..Just think,how many times have i wanted to *join you?
do u remember when you said "i dont wanna go out"?u've said that around 10times already.Then when i had no transport.Then you'd text me telling me that you're going out.You did this so many times.I just didnt want to mention it.Dont you think i'm hurt?Even if i bring u out you wouldnt want to.Okay im sorry im not fun to be with,i'm sorry i'm not as sweet as u want me to be,and i'm sorry i'm not perfect for you..m sorry."

*go out

and when i woke up and read that test the text morning i replied sayin:

"U know what?i was actually looking forward to going out with you but now i dont feel like i even want to look at your face.Maybe i'm just being paranoid but yo'uve been kinda weird lately.You already know i've lost trust in you,you dont seem like you want me to gain them back.Everytime i strt to trust you,you'll do some shit that makes me lose faith in us.And btw dont say you love me when you dont!"

is it harsH?well i'm just saying what i felt!!so i went to school tried to act normal.that night(lastnight)though was a diffferent story,i went out with my friends and we went to the arcade..haha..stress was released.FuHh~ and i met them..HIM,IT!!Sigh.=) hehe..a day i will try not to forget..;) + "He" said sorry to me and we ended being okay.well i guess =/ sigh.its complicated.

I was actually pissed at him like 2 days before we fought.just because he didnt tell me at the very minute that he was home.but i tried to act normal.Then i was mad at him again the next day,because what?Because he didnt reply my text at the very minute he woke up,but instead he went online and took ages for him to say hi to me..Sigh.I WAS EXPECTING!!uhh..

And here i am still expecting for "HIM" to reply my text,AGAIN!!Sigh.

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June 05, 2006