sighings on 25th April 2007
Is it a little too late or a little too soon?I've been crapping my head out missing him~ sigh..im being such a hypocrite..
i miss having to wrap him around my arms most..Ahh~ Most of my friends are starting to hate April~ some crap about it bringing bad luck and shit like that..i couldnt agree more..but i just cant make me hate the whole month fully as i did last August~
gawd..August?September?!sigh..what a bitch~ but things are for the better..at least for him~ i've tried my best..but i could've been better..sigh..saying that over and over to myself doesnt help much..sigh..i'm lost in this feeling~ sigh..
Not once have i cried ever since we broke,even when my heart yearns to..i dont feel like i dare to face him~ which makes me worry cause i have to go back to Berakas at about a weeks time cause im retaking my physics and maths 'O' level..and he'll be there..
Sigh~ i guess this sudden missing him berabisly is because the non-existance of 'sexy ass' and 'beh' in my life lagi..well there still there..but not..hmm..i dont know..
hmm..Projects are piling up fast..and im doing them in really2 slow speed..thats what i feel of days nowadays..none of my homeworks are properly done jua..sigh..
slacked off alot..!and by alot i really mean ALOT!!haha.crappiness~ stupid blog..!lol..wth?

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"you deserve more. you know whats best and whats not for youuu. and plus, its not the end of the worllddd. go have funn while you can. dont bother to waste your time for someone who dont actually appreciate what youve done."
What have you done?and what have i done?What have you LOST for me?and what did i LOST for you?
But OBVIOUSLY you have SACRIFICED more~ if only they knew the whole story..still i'd be the stupid one..true?
You hurt more~ you deserve better and i deserve noone..You ARE everyone's hero and i am the kryptonite that destroys you..
i know who i am,and i know i dont deserve you..
BUKAN PASAL ANIQ!!
i said nothing to noone,and you told EVERYONE..what a waste of sweet talk~ i ended up disliking you jua in the end..Happy already?
Smiles for you and your friends..Laugh out loud and enjoy what you've gained..
cause somehow im laughing jua,along with you and your 'friends'..who i barely even know and who barely knows me,but knows everything about my life..i wonder how..Hmm?=)