sighings on 25th April 2007
Is it a little too late or a little too soon?I've been crapping my head out missing him~ sigh..im being such a hypocrite..
i miss having to wrap him around my arms most..Ahh~ Most of my friends are starting to hate April~ some crap about it bringing bad luck and shit like that..i couldnt agree more..but i just cant make me hate the whole month fully as i did last August~
gawd..August?September?!sigh..what a bitch~ but things are for the better..at least for him~ i've tried my best..but i could've been better..sigh..saying that over and over to myself doesnt help much..sigh..i'm lost in this feeling~ sigh..
Not once have i cried ever since we broke,even when my heart yearns to..i dont feel like i dare to face him~ which makes me worry cause i have to go back to Berakas at about a weeks time cause im retaking my physics and maths 'O' level..and he'll be there..
Sigh~ i guess this sudden missing him berabisly is because the non-existance of 'sexy ass' and 'beh' in my life lagi..well there still there..but not..hmm..i dont know..
hmm..Projects are piling up fast..and im doing them in really2 slow speed..thats what i feel of days nowadays..none of my homeworks are properly done jua..sigh..
slacked off alot..!and by alot i really mean ALOT!!haha.crappiness~ stupid blog..!lol..wth?

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