I wondered this morning how/why people are 'mean' to the person they like most?- I saw it on friends lastnight, and that kinda made me think. Perhaps not such a mean bully but more like an annoying person?
Like how it started out on a chapter closed awhile ago?How it all began with mockery, and the oh-so-insensitive "inda ko lagi sama boyfriend mu atu?" -_-" and somehow be the 'messenger' to which at that time was 'someone-I-could-possibly-be-attracted-to-but-wasnt-very-interested-in-pursuing' then somehow over the holidays became something else, just because of bluetooth?!And things just went over the top!

It's a puzzle really why such phenomena occur, well not really. But its just puzzling that things changes fast, like how can you be first mean to someone, than the next is pouring out your heart to them. Well not really in that sense, just that, youre finally 'faithful' to your heart. -_-" whatever, this doesnt make sense.

- I've solved your 'secret-message' sebenarnya, and it lit up my face with a smile, and it kept me warm through out the night. hehe..i do to beh..x) and i miss you tons now. I actually thought of flying back, but nasib I had my hair cut tadi, and I wandered out to starbucks, i preferred starbucks..xP ehhee...i still sayang you alot though!and i'll come back, very soon now. And perhaps i wont be seeing you straight or till a few weeks after, but ill see you. *though by that i still dont get the point why i should be coming back to brunei* xP i miss talking to you, and the little things you do. =(( Can i please see you for abit, just for now?T.T

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