my heart used to sing a symphony, a happy tune.
What's just left of it is a torn music note of what it used to be, a long forgotten symphony. An empty hall, supported with stilts that collapses everytime people come in and out of it. Every vibrant movement, collapses it.
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I wake up every morning, for almost a year now, doing the same thing, doing nothing, with the same meaningless routine. I miss waking up to complaining waking up that early, too tired of doing anything, falling asleep before even hitting the bed. I miss having something to do. Now whats left is just for me to be doing the same routine for the rest of my life. Okay that's a little exagerating. Sigh, Im just so sad at the fact that Ill have to become a vandal, for authorities to realise that I need education to keep me going..=( so if it is my fault, sigh.. I cant even say things out right. Okay this is just too frustrating. Im sad with the fact that, with limited course, you have to have higher requirements. sigh.. Im too down for this. Till then.

Labels: career, something from the soul