aku terrified kan tau something that may or may not be serious. Inda ku mau tau eh..*dust shoulders*

Tapi its at the very top of my head, and I really cant shake it of!shit..shit..shit!Banar aku macam see a flash of how it may be..and aku inda dapat like picture how the rest of my life goes, if that particular flash comes true..Macam shit!Can I get out of the circle without being entirely selfish?Malas ku malas!Im just perhaps gonna talk about this today, so yeah jangan ditanya ah lagi.. THANK YOU!

So yeah aku macam really REAALLY whats the word for gelisah and susah hati ani shit in english?cause that is what i feel..macam OMG O_O aku will permenantly be awkward and uncomfortable and crying my nights and hell inda mau socialise at all and shit!Miserable lah kali life ku tu jadi nyaa..



So aku and si Naz is talking about circles kan(not literally ah tampar kau karang *over jua eh*) and how to get out..so like aku ani kan draw a diagram but she couldnt receive kan, because she hasnt usai-ed her msn..*tantang* so yeah..


this is like our objective lah ah..question is how..!how how how!omg!macam lama sudah aku inda buat long posts cani..so yeah anyways..if there is a way..please, consider posting comments or such..PLEASE!MAY GOD HELP US ALL!

Labels: keemosian, something from the soul