Yesterday was any normal Friday, with a twist. Woke up, with Glee's mash up version of its' my life/confession 1. Heard a couple of knock on the door, and so I stood up from bed, and that was sorta the start of my day. Took a shower and got dressed. I chose something boring cause I thought itll just be another normal Friday. The morning part of the day, was pretty normal. But then midday came. He texted, and apparently we were fated to meet up..=) Something happened it between, though we didnt ended up in quite good terms. What comes after that was awesome..=]
Im guessing the other blog is now dead to you, and there's really no need to blog it. But for the past month, I think this would be my first blog that opens up to much of whats actually going on. At the back of my mind, there's always a whisper, to whether Ive done the most I could have. You probably think I disregard most of what youve done, I probably have at times, but at the end of the day, I know that where we are at this point is what actually keeps me sleeping soundly at night. The little things, that you dont realise, that you do out of the core of your nature, keeps me bound to you, and even closer. You always have this calming effect on me, where I look and everything else just disappears. But when youre not there, everything else becomes clear, and it boggles me. Your smile, makes my heart smile, and if my heart was to be forever a mutilated organ, it would have seem perfect anyways just because of your presence in it. Your eyes, give me a sense of direction, though I may not simply understand, but it corrects my judgement, make me think twice, it offers me logic. I know this just seem like bull- all the way, but Im on my best to make it turn out right from my perspective. And you, your very being, gives me a sense of security. I know Im pretty annoying to be with at times, and youve always stuck by. And I know hard-headed we both could be at times, but god, gave you a softer heart than mine and you'd always back down. =) and I love your lame jokes, cause though its not really funny, Im actually laughing at it, cause of your lame attempt. I love all your attempts to make me smile and be closer to you.. =) I know this is supposed to be longer but everyone else is bugging me to have lunch.. So its shorter.
So yeah, anyways, Im going off fer lunch. And Chris Brown's crawl!is awesome!I mean, ive heard it before, but ive just realised it. And ive had it in my laptop for quite awhile and just recently listened to it, like really listen. SO yeah! Buzzing off.
