Saturday, July 10, 2010
TWITTER NO MORE..Ive deleted my tweetdeck, but just dont feel like going through everything to deactivate it. But I'll be dead there anyways.

Aku annoyed everything today, pasal aku nada kana bagi attention oleh orang yang suruh aku clingy arah ia. So aku inda suka anything. Include kau.. awu aku pissy. Orang cakap bini2 andang cmatu. Macam laki2 inda dapat sayang banar2 as much as bini2 sayang. Atu abg zul cakap cematu.Awal2 aku inda agree, sekali.. now i think its true.
Aku sedih. I hate sleeping, but it passes time, and im happier when im asleep. Thats mainly why I hate sleeping, cause my dreams are better than my reality. I hate waking up, knowing ill go through the same shitty thing. I hate waking up, feeling bummed on how I felt happier in my dreams. I hate waking up, knowing he's not around as much in my reality than he is in my dreams.
It breaks my heart. He doesn't have the chance to know all this directly from me. He should.. I just cant keep on waiting for the right time.

Labels: keemosian, something from the soul
July 10, 2010