Thursday, February 24, 2011
Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan ke 27, negaraku, Negara Brunei Darussalam.
And at this very moment, with my cup of tea, looking out the window. The fog seems to have subsided, but it still does look foggy. I need to do my work, but I just cant seem to focus. So Im just chilling, looking out the window.
My days have felt empty. I miss him. I miss home. I have no reason to go back other than my family. It used to be him. Ive been thinking through, im just beyond speechless. So its been another day in my room. They took my shower today, they cleaned it. its now clean. sigh. I really dont feel like blogging. This seems overdue. But Im feeling patriotic. And I miss homeland. Im at a point in my life thats just fucked. Its a huge ball of mess. And im just wandering the grounds cause I dont know where to go from here. sigh. And yes, this blog needs lightening up, thats why I posted this. But now I shall go on chilling, and then start with work.
i miss you M.
Labels: announcement., celebration, everyday ku.
February 24, 2011