Havent slept for 24hours, maybe more. Just completed my assignment. Yay! I feel so fresh. Not.

And this is my 700th post.

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Back to reality.

Nothing beats. Its like being home-sick, but worse. Cause its only been home for a week. blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!

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Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan ke 27, negaraku, Negara Brunei Darussalam.

And at this very moment, with my cup of tea, looking out the window. The fog seems to have subsided, but it still does look foggy. I need to do my work, but I just cant seem to focus. So Im just chilling, looking out the window.

My days have felt empty. I miss him. I miss home. I have no reason to go back other than my family. It used to be him. Ive been thinking through, im just beyond speechless. So its been another day in my room. They took my shower today, they cleaned it. its now clean. sigh. I really dont feel like blogging. This seems overdue. But Im feeling patriotic. And I miss homeland. Im at a point in my life thats just fucked. Its a huge ball of mess. And im just wandering the grounds cause I dont know where to go from here. sigh. And yes, this blog needs lightening up, thats why I posted this. But now I shall go on chilling, and then start with work.

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..Didnt incorporate.

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No plans for New Years.

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wwoooo-ooooo-woooooo-ooooo-wooooooooooooo~ and this was the result of it..i mean finishing my assignment. Ive been meaning to do something the hours before, then just thought might as well.. ehh.. some song was attached to this, but i cant remember which. thing is, it has something to do with waiting..hohoho!



mihir bunyi ku!macam kan promote this..-.- im not..i just need to do something mmkay..well then..i gots to go..havent showered..and shiz..holla!

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What came in the mail today..:D


Ohh!I meant to blog this yesterday...

"I walked in the snow this morning, it wasnt like walking in the rain, you dont get wet. I dont know if it was much of an experience, but it was for me. As a kid, I was in a world of books and cartoons, and im pretty sure, I read this in a book, that snows had a pattern of their own, different from each other. So as I was walking, I looked at my black coloured gloves, and saw the patterns, it wasnt like, I had that thought then, but as I saw the patterned snow, I smiled. It took me back to a world I long left. But then I thought, if you could see the pattern of snow as it is, what exactly were they talking about when they said that you have to look closely. I just had one look, and I saw it. Maybe it meant to address this, so people wont be so ignorant?"

But then again, who'd know.. I really should get going. I need to write an essay. Im going back in about less then 2 weeks?=D cant wait!:D

oh..fyi. Here's a rough guide for my birthday present list.

Labels: celebration, everyday ku.

taday..is a Sunday..spent the daylight with the Malaysian society. Thats that..=))

Labels: celebration, everyday ku.

Its Hari Raya tomorrow..:)

Labels: celebration, something from the soul

Iwas gonna post something patriotic for today..Cause its BRUNEI'S NATIONAL DAY!But uhh..Im quite uninspired at the moment..not forgetting the fact that mom's drama is still hell annoying for me..Macam kan ku shoot it off the screen. So okay..thats a tad bit overboard, but the dude!THE DUDE **#* ($$**#& &$ ..HEY!I NO LONGER SEE THE RESEMBLANCE!I DONT SEE IT MUCH!

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I have not blogged for 2010
Therefore, I am blogging.

I was listening to like songs from the past year.. macam Im missing something. Eyaa!in which means, aku teclick something tapi aku inda tau apa..HAHAHA!
Aku malas blog wa..no, no..I rephrase, aku malas blog NOW wah. Aku waste time saja waiting for my lovelies (the phone hahahahahha!) to finish. No, no..aku saja kan call the phone my lovelies, cause I just felt like using the word.

The internet has hilang. Aku shall vamoose!

Labels: celebration, not getting to my point, Random

Its the last day of raya today?Im kinda sure it is..thats what I heard.

So yeah, Im hungry, parut ku growl like shit, and aku masih taisliur. Aku period, I found out in the toilet of school, hahaha apakan, as if its first time EVER. Okay this is weird to post in a blog, but I wont delete cause I want my blog macam banyak usulnya. Hahaha..I wanna go holiday btw..=( I know I just started school and all, Im not complaining, BUT!Aku mau saja waa..=(( even just for the weekend *kalip2* Okay useless post ani..-_-"
Inda ku tau sudah apakan di post..-_-"

aright, aright..tadaaaa..
oh and I miss si my "bumblebee" tehehehehe..*roll eyes*

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This is such a not so overdue post..hehe.. So yeah, puasa just ended like 3days ago, Raya was on Monday. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
Fireworks werent as much on full blast as I could remember..Not that I could remember it anymore.. Since its almost every celebration with the bangs and sort of. Not fireworks though.. So yeah Raya night was almost as awesome as the supposed Raya night on Saturday. Cause he came over.. 'help' 'redecorate'..:P

i stalked the night to catch fireworks on camera.

So the first Raya was pretty normal, odd to say. The family gathered like the way it used to be, that was pretty awesome. Not alot of guests came though, just one as I could recall, first house, well second to be exact, eh no, third, including the one in Bandar, had a bit of drama, which still went on till yesterday. So yeah, anyways.. had the open house thing yesterday, which still seems pretty odd to me, cause its just the third Raya today. Im so used to having it on the third, but we're heading out today pulang. So yeah.. I cant really remember what I wanted to blog about~ OH YEAH! I didnt get to take tons of pictures~ I only took 50+ pictures in two days..HAHAHA!I am so not a mengambil gambar person..:D bah eh, done. Im tired..

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haha..ani, cant remember, but i think there involved the 'begagas-kan-menyampati-masuk-gambar' hahaha dapan2 tu muka kami dua ahh..xP

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I'VE GOT IT!!I'VE GOT IT!!*lumpat2 iski* its pakinn awesome *drools* and its my new baby!!I WUV YOU PHILLY~ well that's its current name, i'll think of something nicer meanwhile..x)) yay!!i can finally jog!since si bebeh~ kan menghak milik aku punya yang lama~ *rolls eyes* I need it back soon btw bebeh, abang kid kan pinjam sekejap, will pinjamkan you balik after atu..EEEEE..*squeals excitedly* nahh..meet my new baby..XDDDD

(will upload gambar soon, my camera is sucking at the moment!)

Labels: 567, celebration, everyday ku.

Have a Happy CHINESE New Year..(y) xP

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27th - a date for ex-lovers to celebrate with maggi and kerupuk udang. HAHAHA!my god..just a random thought.

And its, 1152am and there's just 10minutes left till the laptop dies out on me. Supposedly out dengankan someone hantar buku but no sound of it,so malaaas tah ku.. It's been about two weeks durang the parents went for Haj and aku rindu duit..*cough* i mean durang..hehehe...xP ahhh..today's gonna be the second 'Jumat-Jumatan'? yakah?or whatever it is called, I no longer have an excuse to not be part of of the function..damn it!Aku rindu exam..lol!lainn~
There's and exhibition karang..


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Stupid "bibi masrum" brought stupid probably "tukang jahit yang ruined my raya" masuk kawasan rumah.. And gave Andy for her to hold?like apakan?suka hati nya jua.. Who made her boss??sheesh..and im trying to call bebeh..*pouts* jawap!!!!

Labels: celebration, everyday ku., keemosian, Random, sexy love - 279

he's just so tired. came across this masa di tutong ahh..lol
will update once i get the other pictures..=))

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and so that inspired me for tonight's post.

Brunei Darussalam was excluded from the event.

And so this was abit disturbing..-_-"
But apparently, not until it was "Malawi's" march out to the open stadium that it became more disturbing.

They have never received any medal

And what impression does give Brunei? Its sometimes depressing to be in an area in where "nationalism" doesnt seem to appeal to anyone. Perhaps even if there were, it could easily be crushed, suppressed amongst all of the other things. "K.N.K (kenali negara kitani)" maybe promoted, but how much is there to know really? Its not that we lack the "interesting" things, its just that, the "higher" authority themselves lack the interest really. This "K.N.K" promotion might just as well be just "the tip of the iceberg".

"Entertainment", "Joy first, forget others" and all those related. Perhaps is the main priority to most. As in sociology, norms and values are passed through socialisation, both in primary (family etc) and secondary (schools etc) socialisation. This may be the explaination for such hmm..hopeless hmmm~.. And I remembered my sir once said "sometimes, there are some people who are racist towards their own race" and perhaps i might be one of them at times..-_-" and as i said, its not my fault tue, its the "environment"

Labels: celebration, keemosian, something from the soul