Be it for the good or the bad. It doesn't matter, cause this moment, these painfully miserable moments are, and will always remain as, his fault. 

He made the decision that not only affected 50, but over 200 people's livelihood. I can only imagine if I were in those shoes, what my conscience would be screaming at me for. 

How thorough was that "Strategic Review"? How can it negatively affect so many people if it was well-reviewed and thought through. Why are people distraught about their future? Why are people demotivated to be in that environment? When will we see the "progress"?  Where is all the preach of advancement, innovation, THINKING OUTSIDE THE BOX?

Surely, this country, my country, is UNIQUE, in it's own way. We should be striving to being a "think outside the box" community, cause we are unique. We should be unique in a good way and not simply adapting to the culture of others and becoming them. They are effective where they are, not where we are.  

It saddens me that any opportunity can just be taken away from you because they "don't know who" you are. I had always believed that hard work is the key to success, but i've never had to unlock that, I just soared my way through by luck until these moments. It is only now that I realise that, the big picture, has always been right in-front of my face and from where I was, there was frosted glass. 

The frosted glass did help though. It wasn't good, but it did help. The big picture isn't a pretty sight. It's not something, I've never seen before, but if i could unsee it. I would, for the good.

 

August 24, 2020