=(( inda dpt misscall ia lagie?i fucking feel empty..sadang..haha..me miss ia..ia nada sini..me mau ia..mana ia??=(..if ia ada~ bisai ni~ the room is already cold then have him around to hug me to keep me warm lagi..eish..siasiapun~
Sayang~ datang sini ta you bah~ out of the blues ada ta you knocking on my room's door..
*Starts imagining*
*Knock-knock*
Me: Nyeh~ apa?
*walks to the door and opens it*
*senyum malu cause my room's a mess..*
Him: hii sayang *hugs me*
Me: *hug him balik* dapat you kemari?jubur
Him: hehe..me kata tadi arh your mum me dgni usai bilik you..
*stops imagining*
it started to get corny and i know where its heading to..=P
if ta bnar wa..ish..mau him~ sgt2 berabis..boleh?haha..=P
Happy 27th ya'll..=)) May god bless you on this wonderful date..

Labels: keemosian, sexy love - 279

*giggles like a little school girl*
i'm in love~ i want~ need~ miss~ the one that i'm in love with..Completes my day everytime i meet that one that i love..ahh..After quite a long time (even if its not,to me it is) i finally have the chance to be there with ia..(Same day lagi tue,the previous meet was on the same day jua but different times..;))
Ahh.."Chocolate" holding on tight to you..*drEamy look* its like "Chocolate" is the cherry on top of an icecream..or a cake..or whatever has cherry on top of it..
Hmm..Inda laa..
"Chocolate" is half of the cherry while the other half is "him" my "him"..The one i share 27 with..hmm..make "Chocolate" ¼ of the cherry..
meaning i could leave without "Chocolate" if i have "him" around.
Ahh..27..coming soon in like an hour..I sayang him so much~ i want him so much~ i need him~ i LOVE him~ i dont know what this fluttery feeling in my heart is~ but im sure the cause is him..the one and only..~ ahh..syg~ me love you~ jubur~ im gonna miss you alot while im away~ ani sudah me mcam palui aa..~ u nie punya pasal~..hee..i wanna hug u so bad..I want you so bad right now..happy 26th..esok 27th~ hee..apakn..
You might be wondering~ wth am i talking about~..LoLx..as if~
Haha..whatever~
Mwahx..Sayang ya'll who sayangs me..*grins*
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Moving on~
Tadi i went out with Nis and abg Zul~ saja~ dari me stay at home melayan my boredom..we went to the area around Muara~ inda tau lagi where to go~ otw we talked about ...'s accident which sounded more gruesome than the one yg Amir told (since abg cerita in detail,the part yg the car got hooked to the truck and they got dragged blabla..$16000~ whoops..) then sampai cha us at Muara~ then abg headed to the pantai cha..masuk the pnta then..
Terstop...
why?
Pasal long queue kan masuk the pntai so us pusing..then singgah arh the kdai2 yg most likely boleh jadi mcm the complex near my house~ then after sana headed off to Serasa..then same thing..Ramai jua~ so pusing lagi~ that was when we ended up in..Mer..uhmm..nvm..cant remember the spelling jua~..LoLx..then stayed sana for awhile..told dorng pasal my encounter on the morning..i said "kamu liat sudah the video yg old woman.."(haha..shit kurang ajar jua tue me aa..panat) then i told dorang cha..yg i saw someone yg usulnya macam atu~..for details ask Naz..was with her tadi tue..LoL..sekali cerita2 than take video,bgmbar then we took off..Planning kn makan Taurean laa nie..(siasiapun) sekali ended up di Seri Balai,Berakas..why?Pasal i told them my mom message ckp dorg kn jln and they were waiting for me..Masa smpai sana~ i answered the call..sekali on the moment my mom kata "kn jln la,kami tunggu kau ni" was when i realise..DORANG TIPU!!Me gtau dorg..but i guess nis saja dgr since abg zul sambung jalan ke that restaurant~ so we went off mkn sana cha~..blablabla..cerita2~ then went home then masa at home i rushed to the toilet..then went out,bisai ni mencari camera aa..mcam.."mana ku simpan aa?dlm toilet kali" then texted nis,sekali ada cha kna call.. "awu ada..blablabla" hehe..pikir ta kn call pasal atu saja ni..rupanya there's more..talked to abg zul most of it~ kn almost an hour jua laa~ ia lagi gtau tu yang c *tut* pkai towel saja keluar and bdan nya lawa..Haish..trus terimagine ani wa..(since i've always noticed his badan yang lawa tue..siasiapun..ahha)..and i was like "abg take a picture" and he was like "bhapa?abg lelaki x aa..klw abg bini2 kali" and i was like pjal-ing him like "bah ada kali my camera tinggal tu aa" in the end he ambil kan jua gmbr c *tut*..after i had a sdg hard time teaching him (over the phone) on how to tutup the flash..LoL..sekali in the end ya bgi *tut ii* jua the camera then dorg bertiga ani bgmbr cha plg..*tut,tut ii and tut iii* tsktsk..salah~ at least ada gmbr c *tut* in towel..lol..but abg kata ia cover the towel..sob..inda jua siuk tue..=((..haha..panat~ haish~ connection lagi stupid masa ni..sasak neh~..aights thenn..out of words..sdg..
XoXo..

Labels: everyday ku., sexy love - 279

*giggles like a little school girl*
i'm in love~ i want~ need~ miss~ the one that i'm in love with..Completes my day everytime i meet that one that i love..ahh..After quite a long time (even if its not,to me it is) i finally have the chance to be there with ia..(Same day lagi tue,the previous meet was on the same day jua but different times..;))
Ahh.."Chocolate" holding on tight to you..*drEamy look* its like "Chocolate" is the cherry on top of an icecream..or a cake..or whatever has cherry on top of it..
Hmm..Inda laa..
"Chocolate" is half of the cherry while the other half is "him" my "him"..The one i share 27 with..hmm..make "Chocolate" ¼ of the cherry..
meaning i could leave without "Chocolate" if i have "him" around.
Ahh..27..coming soon in like an hour..I sayang him so much~ i want him so much~ i need him~ i LOVE him~ i dont know what this fluttery feeling in my heart is~ but im sure the cause is him..the one and only..~ ahh..syg~ me love you~ jubur~ im gonna miss you alot while im away~

Ahh..Another theft again..And noone was there to stop it..
"How Pathetic are their lives?" i qoute myself saying..
Twice in a week..what's next?Everyday of the week?Every hour of the day?Every minute of the hour?Every second in the minute?And still its,i qoute;
"Not the school's responsibility"
how couldnt it be?Its in school compound..How come when someone smokes in school compound,then its your responsibility to take them out of school?When someone dates,its your responsibilty to call them in?You may say;
"its because they are our students"
then what about us?The victims of theft..?arent we your students?Dont you feel like saying
"Not the school's responsibility" same as saying WE are not your responsibility?
I can recall..The time we were brought "up",sometime at the end of lastyear..I remember him say something about us being watched around the school..
Ahh..Where are those watching eyes now?Now in times of need?Are they just blind to see whats going on or are they just blinding themselves?Those watching eyes why didnt they see those thieves and stop them?How can you,the person who claims this "watching eyes" exist,just sit your ass off at your seats as if anything happens..Prove your words and show us that you really care..Be someone we could look up too..Dont be a typical Bruneian and sit your asses off waiting for a miracle to happen..It wont unless you do something about it..!!

Labels: keemosian

Ahh..I declare myself officially PHONELESS..Sobs..

It was kinda disappointing on what the teacher's reaction was..True,its not the school's responsibilty cause it was mentioned on the school rule,we cant bring phones.Still,can you assure you'll be around if anything happens to us..In school?
As how strong you've held on to your principles,you are irresponsible as a teacher who was suppose to be what we should look up to as a role model..Honestly,i looked up to you,i respected you..Sighs..Another reason to get out of that school?That incident spoiled my day..I had problems answering my malay paper..ahh..Cant use the wireless connection on the laptop..Sheesh..
i hope orang atu tangan nya hangus..hahah..Yeah honestly..i hope so..Biar ya..hoahoahoa..

Labels: announcement.

I havent blogged for quite awhile now..a lot happened lately..Ramadhan's over and its Hari Raya now..Feels like time just flew by..Went to Eyza's a few days ago..Planned bringing Nis along..well we did..But she asked to be brought home..Ahh..Cause of a stupid dispute..Tsk tsk..

I really have a lot to say but i just cant seem to put them in words..Ahh..the stress due from exams i guess?Naa cant be..What kind of stress am i in?Not that i studied much..Sighs..So wanna get out,but so little effort to do so..I know i'm gonna disappoint myself once the results get out..But still..Wth is wrong with me..?Sighs..Just meant to be a lazy-ass dreamer i guess..God please change me..=S

I chatted online with Amer lastnight..Our topic was kinda disturbing but i had to put the feeling aside..As if..He said he'll show me "something" when we meet up..LoL..i know what it is..But yeah that's our little secret..haha..wth..i really have nothing to say..Just want to update my blog..:S how pathetic..owh well..


Mwahx..