; as of my concern it has been 3consecutive years, at about the same time, and the same indenying boggled feeling and the unstoppable flow of thoughts. So it seems, my years will remain unchanged with very few memorable moments, and days that seem to be on repeat. I am trying hard to not complain, but it's making me sick, to the core of not even bothering. Which I could however not be able to achieve. A few days ago, it came to me that there was a period in my life that I truly cannot leave behind just like that is due to the fact that I had everything except for the concern towards my education. I however have not the 'push' to go on with it as I do not wish to come to a conclusion. Perhaps it is fate! I may sound like a nonbeliever but it is with these beliefs that I still could go on with a positive mind and perhaps somehow a little bit of clear head. Perhaps in the near future the cycle would/could somehow break, and I could once again be back to a state of mind and such as of a period where every single thing is an undenyiably gloryfying achievement. I am however, very am grateful for what has been granted to me throughout the years, But what left me stunned is the feeling of being stepped and crushed on. The reasons in my mind I could not bear to state. My eyes are getting droopy and it has been very nice talking to you bloggy. I hope you bloghoppers won't think I'm crazy for actually posting this for my blog. I just spent almost an entire day on tv watching the kardashians, which I totally don't get what's so chaotic or whatever they say their way of living is. Perhaps the money made them seem different, but the arguements, the shouting, the laughter, the happiness, the smiles, the annoying bits, and well there's quite alot to mention, is pretty much the same in most households. That is if I'm not mistaken, it's not like I scout every house for screams or anything, just a thought. So yeah, since I'm posting this at night, I'll say..goodnight!:)

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