Friday, July 10, 2009
I hate this new thing that's becoming like a new custom to us.
I hate the fact that we have to be so far away, the fact that we'll see each other alot less than we usually do, the fact that its harder for me to get to you. Cause it sucks, it really does. sigh.
I miss you, and when I look at you, I just thought that there really shouldnt be an end. Like you shouldnt have to go, but I know you will, and there's really no point in seeing you at all. But just having you there just feel like a bliss and Im really glad that youre there. But in the end, you'll leave and I'll miss you all over again, then there'd be a possibility of me finding it hard to reach you, and that sucks. Cause well, youre just not around. And when youre not, I get all bummed. So far with no consequences, and I dont know how long I can keep the sane mind to keep it that way. I know, for all the times I could told you this, I've said nothing, but I just dont want to ruin the moment, you see.. Its not like we have all the time in the world to see or talk to each other. I really dont know why..=( I really miss you, and all I need is sometime in a day spent with you, to keep me feel alright. =) I love you.
And so its the 10th of July, and another member of the family was welcomed this morning. And he looks alot like his sister, mata nya sipit..and..he's a boy. well duh!hahaha..its Yasmine's brother btw, making making Yasmine, the only girl grandchild for the time being. Havent had a chance to meet him personally though.
I met bebeh tadi..=)) it was a pleasure hidden amidst a straight face. hehehe..
and so, habis tia hari ku..-_-" this h1n1 thing is still chaining me home..havent even had to chance to go pay deposit for my laptop..-_-" omg!ingau hati ku..eseh..hahaha..bah im done, I dont know what to blog about.
-END-
Labels: 567, celebration; birthdays, keemosian, something from the soul
July 10, 2009
