Lastnight, was an epic night. Racist though.

But anyways, the point of this post is.....

New Baby Girl added to the family. Congratulations Kayan, Abang Kid, and Andy-dus. <3 Cant wait to see her.

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Dont think I want to go home anymore....
I dont know what its like to land and not race to your door...

Cause I'd die if I saw you, I'd die if I didnt see you there.



And Happy Birthday Babah and Ka Nanieh!!

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Happy Birthday mom. Missing you tons.

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One of the best days of my life..=)

Is from today..:p

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So..hello.
Im in the library. Cold, hungry, sleepy, uninspired to do work. And for some god-knows-what-reason. I feel like revamping my blog.

So..here i am, sitting with a couple of Chinese, I wonder, if people walking by think Im one of them?For some reason, its really depressing. its been about two hours, i havent quite done my work just right..:s sigh..its due soon. :(
I just really dont feel like something.. :( sigh.
So im gonna go on with what I was doing now..Blog soon.



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An Update for my Birthday present list;

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he annoyingly never smiles in a picture with me!

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I think, I'll just leave the blog dead for awhile. I don't want you to know how much of a mess, I feel like I am. It should be gone soon. I just need things to settle on it's own for the time being. Yeah, I've kinda turned passive for some reason. But there is no way in the world I can think of to change how my brain functions. It's not about being stupid, it's just about being a thinker. I can't really let things float away unless I've finally figured it out, or part of it. I'm not as stupid as I look. I'm not that ignorant either. Probably. So yeah this was suppose to be like a short blog to announce my absence in blogging. For the past days or days to come. Well the previous post would just be a marking stone, will probably blog back when I get 'over' it. But uhh, for the time being, I would also like to add in the fact that it's 4+ am and I can't sleep cause I'm hungry, not only is it growling, but it's also uh..has pinches of pain to it.. So yeah, imma force myself to get back to sleep now, it's Andy's birthday tomorrow. And thus a celebration. Happy birthday little guy!will upload a picture after I come back..:)


Thanks blog for being able to serve as a abut of a "cheer-er" throughout the years I've created you. Now that's love. Okay whatever!:]

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I am~ 19 YEARS OLD! its official now that the clock has striked 1209AM. It is official, that not this very minute its my birthday because, my birthday has ended 10 minutes ago!Thanks love of my lives..<3 my day has become sweet. Yet tiring..-_-" sorry though because I was 'occupied' =( but nonetheless I sayang you guys loads..<3 <3

It was somehow, the only birthday that i have come across thats the most tiring EVER!Bebeh bbq-ed..and bebeh appeared early and stayed till almost end..I love you..=))

So yeah.. the highlight of the day would be;

• Spent time with bebeh
• Arrival of awesome friends
• Syahmi belted out 'sollatullah' than singing the birthday song.
• short bonding time with awesome friends
• 30$ in hand
• another 10$ in hand
• the best present I think bebeh could give <3
• gifts*

* will not explain..hahaha!

So yeah.. that was preetty much it..and THANKS NIS FOR THE NOTE!kan me baca after you done tulis!*paluk kuat2* we should do chilled session more..=( macam dulu2 tadi was like sekajap..bleurghh.. so yeah this blog took me 20mins to blog..-_-" i was thinking of posting pictures, but i only took when bebeh bbq-ed so yeah..will think about it..<3<3

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Two days ago was E-e's birthday bash!weseh di bash jua laa~ and anyways, ada si Winnie the Pooh ah!like omg!hahahha~ and he looked soo cute in his err..kemeja?whats that in English?-_-" and I had fun in the morning~ hehe..my last weekend was awesome..=) I technically had breakfast with si sayang..=)) if only he didnt have to go back..hehe..I miss him tia eh..hehehe..

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I feel my heart breaking..I know, its like soooo sudden..-.-

I guess my life's moving on way fast forward at the moment, like the things I missed, this is my life redeeming it. (And btw, I got stood up..haha..-____-") anyways, yeah, its like Im in constant fatigue, and still I have this will power in me to keep on going.. I dont know in what way is that depressing, I dont do alot thats how I feel, but I just feel so fatigued. Excluding the daily mild headaches Ive been errr..having lately. My weight depressingly stayed and err, reduced?The rush of going to somewhere is what's causing it..-______-" Its like I have issues..-___-" pfft..no I dont, well I dont think I do..





okay that was sudden, Im being sudden nowadays, dont suck, its awesome..hahaha apakan..Its Wa'ie's first birthday tomorrow btw..-___-" he's turning one!hahaha i know ive mentioned it, but I have nothing else to sayy..-_-" I am so desperate to blog something out..-__-"

hish!sasak ku semua orang kan jadi busy people ani.. hehehehee..okay I have nothing more to blog about..

Happy Birthday E-e!

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Happy Birthday Nazihah Ibrahim!
I dont have your picture in my newly formatted laptop, Im not on facebook to curi your gambar jua. Maybe later ah?Liat lah kerajinan mengupdate. Hehehehe..

So anyways!Happy 20th!6tahun lagi kawin tia you ni!*menangis* macam omg!membesar me sama you..*labih* hahaha!Ahhhhmmm.. Inda me ingat apa me kan cakap ah something pasal kan hint-hint belanja?*kelip*

OMG!sorry, sorry, I went out in the middle of this..-_-" grrr..
Sorry ah inda proper post..=(

Happy Birthday Naz!!

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I laid in bed this morning, with my thoughts, and I cant help but be overwhelmed by it. It took awhile for things to turn around, and it really didnt have a change on my thoughts, I just felt I could put on a smile.

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I was watching scrubs lastnight, and I thought, there was a time, that songs seemed to be aligned with life. And I thought, that time has long gone, and fact is, I dont - not literally - listen to any songs nowadays. At times it just seem like, I go through 'was-meaningful' songs just to feel something stir inside of me. Just something.

Though really its a lie, if I was to say that I feel nothing. Cause I do feel things, just not the way it used to be, like I've changed, and the world is just accepting it as it is.
Like something shiny, wiped off its shine, and it doesnt say a word, cause thats just the way it should be.

ahh..its of no use now, my thoughts my words.


and Happy Belated Birthday;
Khafidh, sayang si Zahiratul.
And to Nabeelah Khalid.



Trying to be a conformist made me one, and it hurts.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY SI KAYUN!

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I hate this new thing that's becoming like a new custom to us.

And so its the 10th of July, and another member of the family was welcomed this morning. And he looks alot like his sister, mata nya sipit..and..he's a boy. well duh!hahaha..its Yasmine's brother btw, making making Yasmine, the only girl grandchild for the time being. Havent had a chance to meet him personally though.

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Happy Birthday..=)

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I'm hungry.. Can I just eat you?

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I didnt get to go out with them geo mates, today. For some reason they all couldn make it..-_-" so much for rearranging schedueles. Now I have empty days, till next friday was it Han?or tomorrow?I'll have to talk to her later..hahaha.. So yeah, I feel quite duuh now, my throat feels abit sore, and my head's kinda heavy. The kids, are playing dibawah, and its just so.. bising..-_-"

I want to go Thailand, just for a day, to survey some things.. And spend, and come back home. I have loads of cash now, jealous?dont be. Your turn would be around the corner people..xP so berjimat lah!
hahaha..apakan.

Nothing really happened today, except that it is a kind of special day today, its Abang Kid's birthday!!OMG!I almost forgot to mention that..haha..So yeah, Happy Birthday Abang Kid!so okay nada gambar Abang Kid dalam ani..-_-" oohh, and also its Nonoy's birthday, I havent talked to her in ages..Happy Birthday Noy.

So yeah, we're just having a simple delivered meal at home kali, steamboat and pizzahut, sincce babah's away jua at the moment. So yeahh..

Speaking of away, I miss you behh.. banartah..nada b melapas beh apa ni mun beh balik, no shit. No excuses..YOURE MINE!!apa jua ganya for a few days tu.. sama jua you wont see me lagi sudah nya you go to that place lagi..-_-" okay i shouldnt bring this up..-_-" beh ni wah punya pasal!siapa suruhhh!siapa suruh nada?siapa suruh buat b rindu?grr, cari kelayi kah ah?ah?ohh and btw behh...*kelip* tell me when youre coming back..hehe..suspen..xP *paluk* i love you beh..=))

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Happy birthday Zahiratul Aini..Me tunggu you transfer kan me gambar2 tadi, baru post sini..and elaborate further *kelip* xP

It was fun melepaskan rindu pada kamu semua, free kan masa.. We need more spending time!=))

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sigh..
i have no choice, and this is where it goes;
i know i shouldnt, but i do.
i dont want to tell you, cause i know what you'll say.
and i dont want to tell them, cause i know what they'll say.
i dont want to tell bebeh, cause i know what he be..-_-"

yeah, itll pass, it definitely will, even in the middle of this post. i have to get away, i reeeaaallly dooo..
yeah, this dont quite make sense,
and its not a poem, or a song cause it did seem to start out with ends of the same err..sound?whatever.

they're short words, indicating, i really am at the bottom line. okay bida ni statement ah..tampar saja tia keypad ani..HAHAHAHA!

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see didnt i tell you itll pass?=) it just did. its just the beginning of my day, im still waiting for a particular call, that doessnt seem to come. ohh well, its till today, mun nada sudaah. there's something really bothering the middle part of my body (its the tummy btw) it either just hurts on its own or!it wants me to poop..-_-" (actually wants to elaborate further but thought itd be too much for the public eye) hahaha!
i know my posts have been full of ramblings lately, but i really cant help it, phone blogging sucks.xp yeah, i know, there's a choice of 'jangantah blog' but hello!didnt you read the first part of this post..pffft..*roll eyes* so..im guessing im done..will just be editing my posts when 'baby' comes back end of this week..MAYBE!hehehe..till then..
and oh yeaahh..happy belated birthday to orang atu..=)) manatau you still drop by my blog..OR!just dropped by my blog just to see a birthday greet..-_-" HAHAHAHA! so yeah, aku tau kau berakal sudah..and err..hmm..bah..=))

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i need to update my blog, ever since laptop's in worse coma ever, i still cant you do the regular updates, though i really have nothing to update on. haha..loser~ *bangga*
its chami's birthday today, he's turning 2 as in years old not 20 haha..apaan.
so yeah, i have a dull life, with actions on simultaneous repeat ev..ry..sin...gle..daaaaaaaayyy!!*rolls eyes* so yeah, thatll have to be a hell lot of boring updates.heee...my exams starting 3weeks from now, but im counting 2!like seryuslii!and im hoping for hehehehee..to be out by then!xD hehe.soooo uhmmm!oooohhh i spent my day with bebeh 2days ago..twas fun cause he was there,and i was there..and we rock each other's world!-__- hahahah!but yeah,it was fun..with a little twist of excitement,and a pinch of sugar,spice and everything nice.-____-" okay so now i know, why i rarely update..-___-" cause i talk nonsense, and i know thats why YOU PEOPLE come for more..*kirai* kan?ooohh..and i want to embark on a project!heheeheh..*peace*

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The only gambar yang ada in this laptop, and I couldnt edit cause this laptop nada adobe. I miss my laptop.sigh!

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