So talk about being bummed. Its Saturday night. And my exciting plan is....*drum rolls* definitely buat kerja. Then Monday gonna chill for abit...THEN..do my other work..=] hopefully. I really really need to be somebody else. And..my exam..it was fucked up. I kept on thinking about it everynight..and what i couldve written down..=( sigh.... I know it wont account to an A or a B..but Im still hoping for it..:( I really am.. im so disappointed in myself. Its not that I didnt do enough revision. I just got striked out from writing more. Idiot. Sigh.. I gotta pull myself together..and battle the next five papers tremendously in May?

Cant wait for the Summer scene..=] but...REALITY WAH TU..REALITY..sigh..Im so confused right now.. Like with everything.. I really have to sort myself out.

Lastnight.. I went bawah, they were like..chilling saja, ada main monopoly, game, poker..others buat lain.-.- and i was part of the others..buleh jua lah...HAHAHAHA..pacah jua lah..HAHAHAHA...-.- apakan..so cause of that, slept arah si fids..went back at like 10ish?in the morning.. and i was like sneaking out..i literally did.. and screwed up thing was..i wasnt even sure if it was cold or not. -.-retarded kah?

I really wanna travel during summer, a few days pun okay wah.. and im such a pathetic loser. I just liked Oakley Uk..-.- oh my god.. i really should start back on my work.. here i go..*shivers* the temperatures way too cold.. and the terang2 shiz..im over it. so im with just one lampu.. and hmmm.. yeah. Sasya left this morning. She's going to Brunei.. And im gonna start semester Monday..same day imma hand in my assignment..-.- :( i feel soooo..down right now. Maybe its the night thats fucking it up..=] holla soon!

FYI!aku sasat ni new semester ah!and ive got one class di dean street like whot?!And i still havent done anything more to my assignment..im like soo...unmotivated..and omg!been eating the same thing day and night..today that is.. I dont know..something's screwed in my body.. maybe ill start eating again once uni starts..but till then..omg cant wait for tomorrow's dinner, when my kfc comes..and im all happy person. and i miss the kids this very moment... For some particular reason..Harith..and Yasmine has grown up such a pretty girl..though layah2..-.- okay why am i writing this down?its cause im looking at their picture..and I miss Andy..and Waie..abang?hmmmm..inda lah..HAHHHAHAH..kesian abang eh..and omg i wanna eat icecream for some reason (looking at the kids' picture) =] back to my main focus for the night.............

January 23, 2011