Saturday, November 20, 2010
its not that ive just noticed, but I havent been blogging about my life or anything in the pastyear or so.
Perhaps ive lost the habit, perhaps my thoughts and emotions are not for your access, perhaps, life isnt just that exciting to blog about.
or perhaps my mind is just plain mush, toactually keep up with blogging. Ive noticed my 'writing skills' hasdeclined or had remained constant over the years. Andmy train of thoughts had long beenabandoned in the railway.Although so, im not pretty sure what ive been doing.
So im still in bed at the moment, I havent had enough sleep to begin with, but I just cant seem to sleep. Having thought that im gonna spend the day in my room, to do work.. has really made me believe, i really need the sleep. Which I cant even afford. Im flat broke, but who knew, sleep would be in relation to that. Over what I recently discovered, im really puzzled. But ive always had this synonomous view since I could ever start thinking about it. Never have I thought differentlly, and I tell you its crazy.
Sometimes, I believe I have that OCD thing, where I just cant let go stuff just as it is.. there's really no train of thought there but i just needed to state that I guess.
Sp, for some unknown reason, my faith in things changed. Its not because someone said its suppose to be this way, but because I thought it. Sometimes it annoys me when people assume, my mind could be infested with things outside of it. Im not saying, I wont take to mind what is out of my own thinking, but then, there's really no particular reason to say that has influenced me.
Wow..for some reason, my mind just stopped at that.
Today's gonna be a hard day to waddle through..sigh.. Im just gonna leave it at that at the moment, and try to get abit more sleep before actually starting my day.
There's so many things going on, big things shouldnt happen drastically.
Labels: something from the soul
November 20, 2010