Which btw must be highlighted the fact that I havent seen him!Last I met him was, GIJoe..=( that was, hmm, the day right before the fasting month..sucks! Okay and I seriously cant remember what I was gonna type..-___-"

I want to change my blogskin btw, but Im tired of looking for them, I want to like create my own, but, I feel very malas jua. So Ill just stick with this one, for abit, till I finally have the hmm, kerajinan too do so.

Hmmm, I think, Ill be done for the night..toodless!xP

Labels: 567, announcement., everyday ku., exam

Dont look for updates, there wont be any, till a further date...

Labels: announcement., everyday ku.

My laptop sucks!There I say it!IT SUCKS!!!Its working, working alright, just cant open some softwares, cant open MSN, cant open Norton, cant open MICROSOFT WORD!!MMHMMM!MICROSOFT WORD bah inda mau buka ah.. so probably be going back to Wisman since its still under 3months warranty, unless theyre gonna give me shithead excuse that its not their fault..-_-" i think imma start throwing stones!pfft..

Less than a week to go before puasa!Weehee!and weekend!yay!-___-" and results would probably be out then, kan bertapa ku digua eh..-____-".

I woke up this morning from a bad dream -___-" aku sedih ah, hahahha apakan.. And I miss Mabin..mhmmm.. I guess the conversation we had lastnight just something something something.. I went to Nis's blog tadi, and I think I have the same exact pants..hahahha!apakan..-_-" Im hungry, I havent had breakfast, Im just waiting for lunch. No, no, Im not a diet, I dont really care about my weight by this point.. I just wanna eat, eat, EAT!-___-" okay, I think what we talked about lastnight, is starting to sink in to my mind sayang..-___-" HAHA!apakan..-_-" I just had a weird not so funny thought..Okay I think Im just being delirious, cause Im hungry, okay, I go. I go.. Useless ni sudah my ramblings ah, and its pushing my oh proud post on poklens cause macam orang pandai wah aku sana ah...AHAHAHHA!

Labels: 567, announcement., everyday ku., exam, Random

It was me on my ease, and the feeling i had was back in my childhood days, where everything all starts as an exciting wonder.
And it came to me - serenity.

Some people believe that before you die, you see your whole life flash infront of your eyes. I just believe that you dont have to go that far to know how much of life have you learnt, it's just simply when youre at ease, with everything left in the open, that you see it in playback. All it takes is a place , a moment - a setting. You dont have to die, to have flashbacks of milestones in your life. All it takes, to the least, is a seat. Your flashbacks im guessing just stays at the back of your mind. Well i didnt take psychology, so the facts to this may differ to different perspectives.

So perhaps, the near-death experiences of having playbacks of your life, might not be wholly false, it is logical that youre feeling most relaxed at the moments of your 'departure' - or isnt it?
Well as not to sound very errmm..dark/gothic-y/anything related, this thought just crossed my mind for awhile back. And i just need my sleep now..goodnight.

What was meant to be a treat for Syahmi turned out to be..

Labels: everyday ku., exam

So for the past few days, the thing that has been spinning my world is this 'poklen' issue, it all started with an invite for a group, to plots, an well apparently on going schemes. Well, it didnt really spun my world, it just rocked the boat for abit, despite other things.

So yeah, mean,mindless remarks were posted and all that, amplifying small matter to become a worldwide menace - well at least in their err..intelligent views. Put the impression that your country has nothing to offer but scumbags and delirious losers, to the world, itll boost our country's pride. Remarks like *memalukan Brunei saja - *put shame to Brunei - makes you much of a hypocrite just as the next person you label. I remember back in my Sociology class, touching on a topic of 'Racism' my sir stated that, 'those who even thought of the word 'racism' itself, is a racist themselves' well not that I remember his exact words, but that was the message he was trying to deliver.

Well not directly saying youre a 'poklen' just because youre using the word as in the case of racism, BUT COME ON!Youre clever enough to have remarks on 'dropout poklenders' use those clever senses to get what I mean, and I am pretty sure, I'm making this as direct as possible. I btw, am a loser, who got off Alevels, so Im pretty sure, my vocabulary is not as astonishing as yours are, dear intelligent public. Since you find it irresistably wrong/poklen - as your vocabulary would imply -to spell malay words differently e.g aku to aqu but its perfectly alright to spell english words differently e.g like to loike..whats the difference?Dont they both seem annoying to you, or you find westerners more right?
But if so why would something like this; "Anti Poklen Community - here's a topic. Are guys or girls that are what we say "gatal" are considered poklen? I mean the ones that urat any guys or girls they see that's hot. And pandai sudah bebuat buat sexual stuff before kawin ani?" - come up? This is if you hadnt realised what is depicted on televison are the ways the society you look up to live their lives.
And ohh please, dont be such a 'clever-ass' like this person "*** ***** wroteat 07:16 on 10 August 2009 BWAHAHAHA!! Wow..i seriously agree wid u guys. Those words ruining our mother tongue! We must protect our Malay slang!I see...kamu rupanya buat dis cause haha! *name~ *name~" thats like hypocrite written all over..-_-" like, I bet, this person, would criticise anyone, ANYONE, who speaks in a 'melandih' tune..well thats at the least!
So what message are you trying to spread out? What exactly are you trying to prove by creating a community or group to resist a subculture?


These 'poklens' are just simply another subculture if you can see, and if you learnt/is learning sociology, you might realise that. Just let them be, just as you are in your subcultures, of perhaps you might label yourselves as the 'cool' ones. You cant expect everyone to be in your circle, to live the way you live, let them pop up, for all you SHOULD care, is if perhaps, they're intruding your personal lives, took your girlfriend/boyfriend/husband/wife/fiance away?or did they do that already?


So yeah on a what more lighter side of this topic..
I prefer reading a somewhat more intellectual post on this, than read nonsense rambling how much you people hate 'poklens'.
http://showerheadgalore.blogspot.com/2009/05/poklen.html

Labels: something from the soul

I dont know.. I just dont know..=(


I miss you sayang.

Labels: 567, keemosian

I just feel KINDA inspired - emphasise on the kinda - so I decided to blog.

Well noone really has to know, but you know, you just need to say it. Not because you need to show off the world, but you just have to, for the sake of your soul or mind, or something.

Was listening to this song, and was thinking of posting it up, but then I thought whats the point?It doesnt really get out kan?So I held back. Well not exactly what Im trying to say, but that was how it was suppose to start. Now I just dont know how to start it off..-__-" Okay, okay..thats why I emphasised on the kinda part, cause I know what I want to say, I just dont know how to start it off.


Well, you know, for all the times you try to let loose the bird from the cage, eventhough you didnt see it fly, you just think it did. Did it really?So you looked at it again and just saw it there, sitting on a branch. Then you just smiled at it, and try to shoo it off, it flies off for abit, but it kept on staying close by. So you go on with your life, letting it be the way it is, cause it doesnt bug you really. And then one day, youre reminded of it, and you try to shoo it away then you wonder, why is it still there?Is it because you wont let it?or because it didnt want to?

Labels: something from the soul

I'm bored.

I wanted to go bloghopping, but noone seems to be updating. Out of trend kali sudah blogging. So that just totally killed my mood. And, Im just, something right now..-_-" was on facebook doing the quizzes, and tried a few games; restaurant city, biggest brain and who knows what. Wasnt entertaining. I seriously, need something to occupy my time. -_-"

Well in a more, somewhat general topic. The fasting month is just around the corner, I cant wait CAUSE!I miss the gerai ramadhan. I dont know why, but it crossed my mind like about a week or so ago. And macam I miss the feeling of wanting to get everything, cause youre hungry, but in the end, you dont really eat them all. hehehe!Wasnt much excited about Raya though, cause, well, itll just end up like any other past rayas' the fact that I'm older, and there's really no point of Hari Raya kali sudah. =___= well economically!hahaha!





Well, I really have nothing to blog about, inda ku terfikir waa!and I miss mabin..sigh.anndd ooh, i found this picturee masa ku rambut panjang..xD

and with a closing end, of

Alfatihah.

Labels: everyday ku., Random, snapshots.