Supposedly doing assignment Part II.
But I have this need to check facebook. That has nothing..-_-" Yatah nama nya..procrastination ni.
So since aku stop halfway(not really ambil pendrive pun alum) jua for facebook, I decide to blog it as well..AND!wait for my telur..:D Which is...for sandwich..=) see aku hell good at this. Just as I am good in essays!Semalam I had 1 excess word..and I cut it off..Now my words..are exactly 750!Steady ass wah yoh!hahahaha!So yeah, very amazed ku tu at myself..eseh..I havent really lost my essay mojo..oh yeah~
So school's reopening ni, I have class karang petang..=( Aku punya assignment will finish today..=)) Then esok I can do other stuff..=)) im so proud of myself..eseh..My olevels' in May/June. I have the date and all.. Aku very worried about probability cause I cant figure it out..=( The others so far, seems alright. Ill review it later. So to be able to do that....I'll...have to do my assignment now..x( time ku running out ah!eseh..over hahahha!

Sucks!I think I no longer know how to blog..My posts are usually short and..nonsense..-_-" Its not that..I have nothing going on, but aku malas sudah kan like..put it all in detail..Certain things saja..hehehhe..like telur ah..like whatz!hahaha..bah aku mau psyche myself for class..or..something..-_-" oh yeah assignment. But lemme make sandwich first.. Hungry ku jua..=)

Sigh..Like an apple crumble, stepped on. It probably wasnt intentional, but it still sucks like shit..=(
Perhaps it was favour, but then I wont know how much of an ass I am..=(

It was one of those that kick you in the ass, and digs deep to your heart. The one that just, make you think over, and cry on the floor of your room. *well I dont, as far as I could recall* The one that makes you see things clear, and shoos the blurry images away. The one that keeps your heart open, the one that just plainfully has an impact on you in a very, very twisted way.

So ive decided to normalise(cough, i didnt, I changd back) my blog for awhile cause it looks awesome..Or the simplicity is just way to different for me and its catching my eye. Lol!
Lastnight's bbq was awesome..andddd..thats all I feel like updating..Im gonna see booboo laterr..*wiggles* xD

Labels: everyday ku., keemosian, Random

So its true, my last blog did seem macam Atul went off to marry some dude..sekali im like psyched yang its her first day/night of marriage!HAHAHHAHA!So what I meant wasnt macam atu..cause she didnt go to marry some dude.

So its the bbq thing tomorra..i dont think Ive written anything about it, but I just need to fill my blog, make it seem useful to read..Cause like what was in my blog, used to be macam an easy way for people to stalk me!WUUUUWW!ada hati kan berstalker..:P biartia wah!Bukan aku kacau kau anyways..!So as I was saying, bbq..which!I feel I am unprepared for..So imma just pop up like I have nothing to do with it..Cause Im uber cool..more epic then a trip for someoneee...wuuw!Jealous ku ni..hahah!So yeahh..*blanks out*

So my day..it was pretty *wiggles hand to show that it was so-so* had awesome dinner though!Which wouldve been awesome if id taken pictures of what I ate and finished!Crazy shit aku habis nasi and had space for more!wuuwwwwww!!Gila kali..my vocabulary nowadays just seem so..surfer girl!hahaha..which btw, I would try one of these dayss...Probably~ see what catches my eyes first. I think Im over Mark Salling, which is a pity cause he's so hot..eh wait..lemme correct myself..Puck!Not Mark Salling!but Puck, I had the hots for Puck, but I think it died out. Bummer!I still havent quite finish my assignment, been slacking off..which sucks, cause my assignment is just at the stage of essay making.Its so close bah!But things come up, I feel tired then just ^%*^*& )*dies away* ehe ehe!Bah..for now..I dont feel like babbling to my blog..So imma...log off..and babble to booboo.*giggles* bug yar minds some other time!

Labels: everyday ku., not getting to my point, Random

God..im killing my blog..-_-" I should be unemployed and uncommitted to stuff again. So you(blog) may live FOREVER!!*BWAHAHAHAHAHAHH!okeh..shatap!

Sooo..its the holidays..and aku cuti!AWESOME!Cuti punya weekend was awesome!Jumpa booboo!*slobbers all over*. Ani normal cuti saja, except aku uber rajin!Cause aku awesome!WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!..|. <- inside repeated joke hahahaha!

Akeh..know what I just discovered?My awesome essay skills are slowly fading away..-____-" so that just means im screwed for life.FOR LIFE I TELL YA!FOR LIFE!

Okay this is sooo not a good time for me to blog, i keep on switching windows and stays on that...-_-" bah I end my blog with..

Zahirats!Update tah!=)) iski me tau..ehe ehe!Harap-harap berbahagia selalu..*apakan macam salah jua greeting nya ani..hahaha!

Labels: everyday ku., Random

HAIL TO STUPIDITY!*lifts arms*

Its wednesday today. Its calculation day in school!Awesome two classes of 6hours!of calculations!crazy shit ah?But!im starting to drill in accounting ah!awesome shit!NICCANOR JUNIOR YOU CAN START KISSING THE RING NOW!KISS IT!Aku gangsta kali ah!*eats cake*

ATUL'S LEAVING SOON!OMG!T.T NERVOUSKU UNTUK IA!*benci*
Ehe!ehe!I kid, youll do just fine sana. Jangan saja you jadi orang sana, inda tah me dapat kawan you tu ah..=(( sorry. Me ani nationalist wah..inda me dapat betray negeri me..*benci, boyfriend sana jua rasa jua wah kan over atu!So anyways..I hope we get to jumpa before September!Please sempat hantar me ah?heheh..:P Nanti me selitkan gambar sexy me untuk you for you disana..hahah benci!nada wah I kid..!Well anyways, jaga diri disana!May you do well and stuff like that..hehehe!Bah sorry ah enough of you..=( karang si boyfriend jealous ani untuk you sekali nada untuk ia..
Me sayang kamu dua!

Hi boyfriend, I miss you, I havent seen you since ever. I hope the holidays will bring us sweet sweet tastes of sweetness..=] Im sorry things are rough for us. I love you. I dont know why this post is suddenly like a dedicated one..heheh!but nonetheless, I want to write about you anyways, even if we're not so in good terms. But I really miss you. And I really wanna spend alot of time with you. And I wanna joke around with you. And maybe spend some time at the beach with you?=)) have sushi?that is if you sudi..=)) And yes!I need to keep my chocolate around so i can easily grab it to share with you. You just hafta the see the cute picture!Cause when I looked at it, I instantly like thought like.."So okay, ill be this one and he be this one. Eh no no!ill be this one and this is him" *senyum sendiri* hehehe!I know, its cheesy, but yeah..andang jua I have small thoughts like that about us. heheh!Well I wanna write more.. but!imma go eat and all!*paluk* I love you tons!

Labels: 567, announcement., everyday ku., keemosian, Random, something from the soul

I can't sleep. I'm sleepy but everytime I close my eyes it's like morning dew on daisies. I'm not pretty sure if that's logical but it sounds quite right to me. I've been assesing, evaluating, re-evaluating but my mind's more clearer when there's ray of light from somewhere. I guess things just either becomes clear when my eyes close.
Or logic just strikes in when there's light. But eitherway, I'm not happy. I'm pretty sure if I stick with my logical senses I'd cry when I deliver the news. But for some unknown, light orientated reason, it just is too much.

I've yawned, but as off the over third time of doing this, Im pretty sure everything changes the moment lights are off and my eyes are shut. I don't have pretty much more to say. I was thinking of uploading a photo but they haven't fully uploaded it all yet. So, there would be delays. I am totally lost in leading my life at the moment, no path seems bright it's soo soul- crunching. If I have any. Well that just reminds me of this awesome thing that happen. I felt like I was goddess of fire of something.. It was awesome. But yeah, being that couldn't make me sleep well tonight. But since I'm yawning so much, I think I'll just give it a try, rather than squeeziing everything out for the world to read..:] I've been discrete that way for a reason. Baa anyways.. Goodnight!

Labels: everyday ku., keemosian

This is stupid. This is stupid. THIS IS STUPID!For some reason, I am very, very, VERY mad right now!Maybe I had like multiple concusions and my brain and my emotions is like jumping all over the place..I saw about this concusion thing on E! ya know!Its actually educational..Haha!So yeah, I still have this raging anger going through me..Aku tau ni, if sisters ku baca they'd go "PMS all day" or something like that!Soo..Seluar dua!thanks!Atu to like, slow down the PMS thing..ehe ehe!

So in a more lighter note... THERE ARE NO LIGHTER NOTES!*emo, belari kejambatan, sekali tebranti tangah jalan* *SCREEEECHH* eh ada!Date sama diamonds ♦♥..Like for the first time in years ni!I cant wait to see how things go..=)) And I better.. Charge batteries!OH MY GOD!OH MY GOD!IKSI!*sengaja tu tukar it from iski to iksi okay?* Sekali..my finger just itch!and oh yeah!After months of so, of neglecting Pet Society, I got into it again!And guess what?I REDECORATED!
The kitchen is my favourite one so far!!*giggles* I know it make me seems like im obsessed with Pet Society, I really am still just in the middle. But I redecorated ah!And Ive nothing better to blog about other than how angry I am~..-_-' bah imma go have dinner!*forced giggle*

Labels: announcement., everyday ku., keemosian, Random

This dude!is now on the very top list of my "rawr dudes". Im no big fan of Glee but..JUST LOOK AT HIM!!OH MY GOD!SERIOUSLY OH MY GOD!But thing is, he only catches my attention with that hair.. Look at his grin.. its soooooo..sexy..!x(

But too bad he's old~

And so, in a more lighter note.. *exhales* Hols are coming soon, IM SO PSYCHED!Cause its like "BOYFRIEND AND ME" *giggles like shit crazy* Haha!okay that just first reminds me of the class "ahakz" thing~ AND!LICIN!hahahahah!OH MY GOD!my classmate was laughing like crazy!Even when she was calling me, she was in the middle of laughing!So yeah, I had lunch with the cousin, we did updates, it was fun. Though I wanted sushi jua, the classmate invited lastminute.. But the cousin one was awesome jua!AWETHOME!Okay, I sound annoying, bah aku malas lagi go on..

Dear baby boii,
Im sorry for the VERY above post, you take my breath away too. But I am also marah at you right now, cause I waited for your text but just got a wall. =( Anyways, I cant wait for the holidays, I hope we'll have the time to spend it each other..=)) I love you. EH NO!Aku masih marah arah kau!*roll eyes*

Labels: 567, announcement., everyday ku., keemosian, Random

I love this. I mean the whole thing, the song, is just a bonus!:p its no different than the original.

So anyways.. I maybe having a loooooonnnng day today. I hope I have the energy for it, thats why I SHOULD START JOGGING or SOMETHING soon. I had awful dream lastnight, cause it was weird. And awkward. So yeahhh.. My class is in the afternoon.. And Im already yawning..lol!havent even started class, havent even stepped anywhere close to school.LOL!So yeah, I miss boyfriend. =)) and..*blanks out* hehehe..I was just gonna post the video, but yeah, I dont really favour it just as it is. Unless the video just means, something..Just something!That cant be said out in any other words..hahaha!okay..I should stop with the emo stuff.. Imma stop till here..and focus on something else.. hehhe
And Zahirats!Mun membaca!Balas deh wall ah!apakah!APAKAH!*BELARI KEJAMBATAN SAMA CUTTER*

Labels: everyday ku., Random, something from the soul

Yesterday was any normal Friday, with a twist. Woke up, with Glee's mash up version of its' my life/confession 1. Heard a couple of knock on the door, and so I stood up from bed, and that was sorta the start of my day. Took a shower and got dressed. I chose something boring cause I thought itll just be another normal Friday. The morning part of the day, was pretty normal. But then midday came. He texted, and apparently we were fated to meet up..=) Something happened it between, though we didnt ended up in quite good terms. What comes after that was awesome..=]

Im guessing the other blog is now dead to you, and there's really no need to blog it. But for the past month, I think this would be my first blog that opens up to much of whats actually going on.
At the back of my mind, there's always a whisper, to whether Ive done the most I could have. You probably think I disregard most of what youve done, I probably have at times, but at the end of the day, I know that where we are at this point is what actually keeps me sleeping soundly at night. The little things, that you dont realise, that you do out of the core of your nature, keeps me bound to you, and even closer. You always have this calming effect on me, where I look and everything else just disappears. But when youre not there, everything else becomes clear, and it boggles me. Your smile, makes my heart smile, and if my heart was to be forever a mutilated organ, it would have seem perfect anyways just because of your presence in it. Your eyes, give me a sense of direction, though I may not simply understand, but it corrects my judgement, make me think twice, it offers me logic. I know this just seem like bull- all the way, but Im on my best to make it turn out right from my perspective. And you, your very being, gives me a sense of security.
I know Im pretty annoying to be with at times, and youve always stuck by. And I know hard-headed we both could be at times, but god, gave you a softer heart than mine and you'd always back down. =) and I love your lame jokes, cause though its not really funny, Im actually laughing at it, cause of your lame attempt. I love all your attempts to make me smile and be closer to you.. =)
I know this is supposed to be longer but everyone else is bugging me to have lunch.. So its shorter.

So yeah, anyways, Im going off fer lunch. And Chris Brown's crawl!is awesome!I mean, ive heard it before, but ive just realised it. And ive had it in my laptop for quite awhile and just recently listened to it, like really listen. SO yeah! Buzzing off.

Labels: 567, everyday ku.