Friday, February 25, 2011
have I not told you about this?
sigh. Imissyou.
February 25, 2011
Thursday, February 24, 2011
Selamat Hari Kemerdekaan ke 27, negaraku, Negara Brunei Darussalam.
And at this very moment, with my cup of tea, looking out the window. The fog seems to have subsided, but it still does look foggy. I need to do my work, but I just cant seem to focus. So Im just chilling, looking out the window.
My days have felt empty. I miss him. I miss home. I have no reason to go back other than my family. It used to be him. Ive been thinking through, im just beyond speechless. So its been another day in my room. They took my shower today, they cleaned it. its now clean. sigh. I really dont feel like blogging. This seems overdue. But Im feeling patriotic. And I miss homeland. Im at a point in my life thats just fucked. Its a huge ball of mess. And im just wandering the grounds cause I dont know where to go from here. sigh. And yes, this blog needs lightening up, thats why I posted this. But now I shall go on chilling, and then start with work.
Labels: announcement., celebration, everyday ku.
February 24, 2011
Tuesday, February 22, 2011
Cause I keep on tumbling down trying to walk away from you.
With every single thing I do, there's you at the back of my mind.
And I just miss you.
Labels: 567
February 22, 2011
Sunday, February 20, 2011
What do I do now with all this love I have for you?
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They're planning to go for a movie. I hope its just not one of those romantic comedies.
Id like a good laugh.
without having to think of you at the back of my mind.
You know, its not your pity that Im asking for. I dont need your pity. What I want is for you to know.
Labels: 567, everyday ku.
February 20, 2011
Friday, February 18, 2011
It feels more than a heartbreak.
Its not that I cant go through my days missing you. I just cant go through the days, knowing you're missing from my life, period.Im trying my best to fight off the feeling, but it just stays there.
No matter how far I run, no matter how high I go, the truth is still; you're gone away from my life.
At this point, in my mind, if I had known, things could just disappear in a matter of seconds, I would've just believed them. I should've just believed them. I shouldve just listened to them.But then my heart's just calling out, needing a gist of fresh air to get away from all the pain its going through and just runaway to you. My mind, my body, my soul, my heart. Each on their own.
And all I ever wanted...
Sigh..despite all this, all I can think about is if I had you with me right now.If things had been different.If I hadnt fallen deep in love with you.If my every though had not revolve around you.
I know, you believe more in words than actions. So here there are. Here are my words. Here is what I feel. And here I hope youll get how much in love I am with you.
was just something we never had.If I had known, giving up was much of an option for us as losing faith in promises, I should have known that was the choice I had to take long time ago.
Sigh..despite all this, all I can think about is if I had you with me right now.If things had been different.If I hadnt fallen deep in love with you.If my every though had not revolve around you.
I know, you believe more in words than actions. So here there are. Here are my words. Here is what I feel. And here I hope youll get how much in love I am with you.
I miss you Mervyn Yeong
Labels: 567
February 18, 2011
Monday, February 14, 2011
I tried to stay in reality, and it bites.
Here, its valentine's day so Im guessing itd be abit hard to avoid?:(
February 14, 2011
Sunday, February 13, 2011
The world doesnt need to know my stuff.
but I still have the right, to put it out.
I miss you M.
Its Saturday, thought of doing something. But, just too knackered. =]
If I dont hop on board, I just feel it..
and it hurts like hell.
Labels: 567, everyday ku., keemosian
February 13, 2011
The reality is...
it still hurts as if it just happened yesterday.
Labels: 567, something from the soul
February 08, 2011
Monday, February 07, 2011
Sometimes, running away is the best option.
Can you picture, closing your eyes, with the wind hitting on your face?
Thats what literally happened few days back. In the rain, at 0400, over the top crazy wind, rain dripping like crazy on your face. Just closed my eyes, and that was all I felt. Everything else just seemed to be washed away by the rain, blown away by the wind.
So its Sunday..night. Tomorrow, classes. Pulling things back together..=]
So, yeah.. crazy week. For everybody. Sasya came back today. She like kinda was gone tarus. lol. tired.
So yeah.. im hungry. Im gonna go cook, and chill and sleep.
Labels: everyday ku., something from the soul
February 07, 2011
Friday, February 04, 2011
I dont know what Im standing up for. What Im waiting for.
Maybe, its just not as I thought it was.
It just wasnt.. was it?I struggled too. But that dont matter. Its just the beginning of the night. And I already feel I should just be standing in the wind. Let be blown away.
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Just feel like flipping somebody off.
Labels: 567
February 04, 2011
So Im guessing he thinks I'm doing alright..
I guess he never knew how I feel. =']
And I guess, he never believed a word I say.
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So its Thursday, yesterday was wednesday. Had class. Battery died. Class. Morrisons. 'Home'.
End.
Labels: 567, something from the soul
February 03, 2011
Story of me.
Aint it just one screwed shit..=]
Labels: 567, something from the soul
February 03, 2011
Wednesday, February 02, 2011
here comes the heartache.....
Labels: 567, something from the soul
February 02, 2011
Tuesday, February 01, 2011
i....am late for class. So..I might not...*cough* self-taught..there's lecture notes at Blackboard.
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Labels: career
February 01, 2011