And not forgetting the fact that my laptop has failed. And has left with my internet activity to be done on phone and alas the downloading of tons of stuff?blearghhh.
You made things feel, beyond human. I was beyond superhuman. I believed. I believed this could have been our song.
..But..remnants of sensibility. That one moment you let me go, that one moment, things just slipped out of place. That one moment. All the things I didn't see appeared infront of my eyes.
Im tired.. of all the same things over and over. Im tired of trying to see how much you're fighting for this. Im tired of the constant instability of things. I want something more than this. All the things, we've never tasted, cause we constantly have this same thing going on over and over.
...You cant expect me to be the only one to keep on understanding the reality of things.
Missing the part where I had our vacation..:( Be posting pictures sometime.. Not tonight. Too depressed. heh.
So yeah.. had one of the best times of my life. And being back just feels, weird. Its good to be back to all the familiar smells and sound and everything.. But..its just soooo weird. Had about 2weeks away. And I cant emphasise this enough, but the best times of my life.
Nothing beats. Its like being home-sick, but worse. Cause its only been home for a week. blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!