nada ku suka ni.. NADA KU SUKA NI CMANI ANI!

Labels: career, everyday ku., keemosian, Random

My dad once told me.. To not listen to what others say. This was about 3 years ago, when I was choosing subjects for lower sixth.


And I had to go through that again when people kept on asking me if I was sure or not..:) I may be taken aback when people ask me that. I may have doubt. But it is what it is.. And it is not about what you say. Its about what I am willing to do. I may not succeed in it. I may not succeed gracefully in it. But I may also do otherwise. To me there's no task difficult enough that could kill you. If I could go through the last few years of my life, I could go through the next if it doesnt take my life away. People fail in their lives, people succeed. But also, I was once told that, god wouldn't give challenges beyond humans capabilities.

So what Im trying to withstand is dont try to undermine my confidence, I know its a tough thing. But, asking me over and over if im sure, is just.. you know.. giving doubts.

Labels: career

So I was browsing through a friend's tumblr andd.....
I find this horrifyinnngggg!!!!!\O.O/

Labels: everyday ku., keemosian

I can never, say I care for someone a lot, and they mean the world to me, and the next second tell them, they're not worth my time.

I may not be best with my actions, but I dont lie about how I feel.

Labels: something from the soul

Syukur alhamdulillah..:)

Labels: announcement., exam

OMG!I AM SUDDENLY SO PSYCHED ABOUT RAYA!!I CANT WAIT!I THANK GOD FOR LETTING ME HAVE RAYA THIS HEAR IN BRUNEI WHERE I KNOW PEOPLE!

Labels: everyday ku., Random

" Thoughts, thoughts, thoughts. Clouding the mind.

Grumble, grumble, grumble. The sound of stomach rumbling in the middle of the night.

Toss, turn, toss, turn. The only movement possible under the bed sheets.

So the room, stays it is, but the mind twirls in motion. "


So, this morning, I sorta woke up (sort of) cause I felt something move, I seriously thought it was my hair, but then for some reason I was like, trying to remove the hair with my two fingers instead of just like well malas way lah. AND THEN!OMG!!IT WAS SOMETHING WAH!I dont know what the hell it is!Insect wah!I saw the legs like ada tajam.. Then I just threw it to the ground!And hit it with my a/c remote!I thought it was dead, im pretty sure it was dead..-__-" So this morning, when I FINALLY woke up!LIKE FINALLY!Like opened my eyes.. I looked at the thing I smashed.. And it wasnt there..CRAZY!So I lay there, just thinking..about it.. HOHOHO!SOOOOO...then..I just woke up. lol!And thats about how my day went so far. *giggle,giggle*

Labels: everyday ku., something from the soul

So..Im back to my Oakley streak..I could just die in agony. But no lah, this time, the oakley's arent as sexy as they were a year or two years ago.. But!For reminder's purposes..

These are the things I want..

I still cant decide between two colours. But damn it!One of man's sexiest creation jua banar..


So..thats just basically it for now..hehehhe!

Labels: Random, WISHLIST

Anyways, I was browsing this site, and of all touchy mushy stuff, this touched me most.

"When my sister was younger she came home from school one day and demanded I take her to the library so she could get books on sign language.

I asked why? She told me there was a new kid at school who was deaf and she wanted to befriend him.

Today I stood beside her at their wedding watching her sign "I DO". GMH"
- http://love.givesmehope.com

Labels: meaningful qoutes

have I blogged about being back?

And I miss going Bangkok..:( so much.. today i woke up, wishing I was waking up there. Then I spent like half an hour or so, looking through the pictures in facebook when I was there, and it didnt show alot..but still..:( Who couldve thought a place could grow on you..:( sedih eh.. Last trip, and I didnt have pictures to account for it. OMG!sad jua post ku ani..*menangis in agony*

So I was watching How I met your mother, and there's this sentence Lily said towards the end something like,

little things may change, but the important ones dont

Thats not per word, so its not qouted..So anyways, yeah..that made me understood..:) Like, I finally get it..:)

Labels: announcement., not getting to my point

I just think, like at this moment, that some people are born annoying, and cant outgrown it. Like, not the kind of annoying you could tolerate, but the kind of annoying you just wanna bitch back to. Like.. REALLY!

Labels: announcement., everyday ku., Random

OMG!After my last blog, I totally fell sick again. It wasnt an interesting experience..:( So Ive finally recovered, I hope, but Ive been okay for the past day. Still on anti-biotics though..:)

So Ive been feeling sick these past few days. So this morning, my sister told me my mom suggested I should drink coke or anything gassy for the sore throat. Then I googled about my upset tummy, and jeng-jeng-jeng, Ginger ale!

Labels: everyday ku., Random

So..I ended up reading this blog, and I cant help but notice (ive noticed it before, but this made a conclusion for me) that Bruneians, are no nationalists. Its like, us Bruneians, tend to undermine generalised assumptions of how we are, and thats all we do. Face it, we're all spoiled citizens, with no sense of achieving a better difference for ourselves or the society we live in or simply, we dont even have a sense of independancy. So we tend to undermine the society we live in. Take this statement as an example:Cause if you have this in your mind, why dont you have the thought, that being Bruneian is not whats stopping you from being a "movie star" (<- this is whats actually funny to me..) its actually the attitude you have. :) There is, as I know, there is this one Korean/Taiwanese celebrity, that's Bruneian, that made it to stardom. If you know nothing, about him, you might as well realise you tend to be abit ignorant. Perhaps US culture got to your mind(cause..thats where most shows came from). They are after all, considered to be one of the most ignorant people in the world.

Labels: keemosian