Two words;
good movie & furious feeling.

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i am stricken to the fact that someone would come up to me rejecting me, when i am not even interested..=))
i dont bite, and nor will i take you back..=))

I am over as in THROUGH WITH YOU so no worries there..=) I am not "sakit hati" but I'm just trying to make it clear for you. Just as you have no guts to say things directly to me, this is how i do it..=))

I am happy with someone who's an absolute sweetheart, and he doesnt bore me with old predictable pick up lines and attitude. He is a big puzzle to me, yet I know his big picture. He's a REAL MAN of his words and not just sweettalks, except for probably one of those few things yang "all talk no action" ones..xP but that's a different story - inside tease.lol! And most important of all I miss him now..-_-"

OHHH SAMUTT!!DIMANAKAH DIRI MUUU??!!!

Labels: Random, something from the soul

And i just notice this on the banner..-.- point out to me how is quench thirsting right..-.-

Labels: Random, snapshots.

Labels: everyday ku., Random, snapshots.

Labels: celebration, snapshots.

And so here are, err..pictures to lighten up my blog xD

a not savoury err..meal?lol. this was intended btw..=p The fries were teeny tiny, i mean in terms of width waa..cant really catch its "thin-ness" i suck..-.-
Si chami!!

Labels: Random, snapshots.

Possibly, the reason I agreed to rejecting to what 'they' call a 'life' is not getting myself involved in another one of those drama. Being out there, means being more susceptible to knowing more to what I know now. Not that I prefer to being an easily cheated dumbo cause I do think i've known enough from experience but, this does reduce the possibility of being more - as they call it- "easygoing" =).

However, thoughts play a major role in this so called "emotions" or "moods"or something thats in between these lines. These gifts of memories and thoughts are the devils that seem to haunt you most. Furthermore when both are interrelated. For how can one shake off thoughts and memories thats just engraved in our minds?

There's really no way of getting out of these so called "dramas" that one seem to often blame on individuals themselves, for whom can know what one is thinking, their way of thinking etc etc. Through this, one seems to butt in to others lives without being invited not knowing of the damage they've done. However, how far do they know that their thoughts differ from those around them?How the way of viewing things are not the same, for what one sees as good is actually bad for the other?For how can one follow on to their feelings, just to destroy that of others?

Funny, how human nature is, for we are really selfish in our ways. Through what we think is help may often be for the best FOR OURSELVES. Through isolating oneselves, one is actually stirring up worry to others. How at times, we are actually thinking for the best of others, when actually its our own needs that we're actually pleasing?As a way to get out of the complication. For the term solving a problem may never be a choice, for it actually is just a figure of speech, just to show that there is choice in life?For does it seem to offer any real solution?We seem to always be running from "problems", perhaps.

Am I wrong to have written this at times when the mind's all over the place, thinking of different stuff, but is boggled to thinking that I'm actually focusing on what I'm writing. To be honest, the smell of ridsect is killing me, as of the heat and of many other thoughts.

Labels: much., not getting to my point, something from the soul

3 Golden Rules
• state 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself
• The 10 people I tag are then to follow my footsteps and write their own 15 weird things/habits and little known facts.
• No tag backs (:

I love my hair in the morning.

I bite my nails.

I jump "excitedly" when i'm nervous.

I have this fear of seeds, like any biji from any buah, thats why i dont eat buah with seeds..-_-"

I attract cicaks, so far 3 has landed on my head, others mostly shit on my stuff - my feet once, one fell infront of me when i was about to go down the stairs, well they're always around.

I dont eat fish, cause i experienced the bone stuck on my neck throat.

I am fussy about food.

I DISLIKE mom's maid alot, rarely talk to her yet she fears me.

I wanted to be superman when I was a kid cause I wanted to fly.

I used to be a genius

I read.

I dont remember a time I took of my slippers or shoes outside my house.

The sky calms me.

aku sayang si Mervyn Yeong..*blush*

aku sebenarnya pemalu..xD

I'm tagging:
Naz, Nis, Nabeelah, Teeqs, Fezz, Haziq, lowshindo, zatil, Mirez.

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August 19, 2008

As it says on the there

Keep your tummy and your wallet satisfied.

I was neither..-_-"

Not only was I ignored, and served after the Filipino behind me, they didnt, wait!they NEVER have the kentucky nuggets. The service there is crap, eishh..Conclusion is they suck.

Labels: everyday ku., keemosian

I cant help but wonder why Brunei has to be dimly lit at night. I think that could be an answer to why most Bruneians have poor eyesights. lol!


The only bright area in Brunei might as well be Gadong, where most attentions go like almost all the time, roads and even the so called CBD's not that brightly lit. Not even on any celebrations this year as I could recall, Would probably be the reason why noone goes anywhere else except Gadong. Presumably, humans are like insects, attracted only to bright lights. lol! It could be no wonder then why Brunei dont really attract a large number of tourists. Have you been to the Brunei "International Airport" at night?The place is as dark as the compound of a house on the everyday basis. There is a big "spotlight" standing right in the middle of the parking lot and yet its still dark. -_-" perhaps this could be the impressions needed to be printed on tourists mind when they come out of the arrival hall?seems like there's nothing to offer..haish..Brunei, "a country of unexpected treasures" kept them hidden in treasure chests kaah??too stingy to pull them out for maintenance?-_-" haiyuu..

Brunei's not all bad though, a few kinks are seen to be worked on, roads are un-- a mess, blame on the land, but still could be preserve to use longer then a few days if trucks would stay out of the small roads, I doubt there's some constructing or students to be picked up by buses at that "kedai minum" where they park their trucks or buses close to, especially at night. Sheesh.. as "racist" most of us are, we still let them "foreigners" step on our heads no?

"bu, nya kawan ku amah babu temeng"
"pasal?"
"kawan ku dtg dimalam ahh nya ia cmani *angkat dagu* "cari siapa?""
"biartia wahh, inda ya tau kali tu"

haishh..

Labels: keemosian, much., not getting to my point

I am bored and i know this is amusing.

INSTRUCTIONS:


1. Put your iTunes,Windows Media Player, etc. On shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. You MUST write down the name of the song to the question no matter how silly it sounds..


IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY" YOU SAY?
- i've changed

HOW WOULD YOU DESCRIBE YOURSELF?
- naked -_-"

WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
- khayalan

HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
- 25 minutes to late

WHAT IS YOUR LIFE PURPOSE?
- heaven sent

WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
- only you

WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
- trance energy

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
- hate that i love you

WHAT DO YOUR PARENTS THINK ABOUT YOU?
- you give me something

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BESTIE?
- Phat bass club mix

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- like you

WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
- everything

WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
- trance up --_

WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR WEDDING?
- turning me on

WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
- while my guitar gently weeps.

WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
- icebox

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR?
- are friends electric?

WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
- this is why im hot

WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
- same girl

WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS AS?
- infected mushrooms

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1. What’s his name?
- ling2..xP

2. How long have you been dating?
- we're dating *gasps*

3. Can you tell him anything?
- yes =))

4. What’s his favorite color?
- ahhhhhh...antah?*kelips*

5. When is his birthday?
- July 9th

6. How old will he be turning?
- 20 nextyear?OMG!!tua sudahhh!!*gasps*

7. How much do you see each other?
- alot..*booooo answer ku ahh*

8. On a scale of 1-10, How much do you like him?
- *blush1*

9. Do you love him?
- uiii!

10. What’s his full name, first/middle/last.
- OMG!!malu ku!!xP

11. Have you ever been to the movies with him?
- OMG!!NOO!!

12. What movie did you see?
- we saw "eurotrip" together in the library..gahahha

13. Name a memory you shared with him?
- just one??!!inda adil ehh

14. Have you met his parents?
- ive seen his mom..*kelip*

15. Has he met your parents?
- yes..xP

16. How many siblings does he have?
- errrr...-_-"

17. Have you kissed him in the rain?
- aiii..*kelip* only when it rains and there's a blue moon..xP

18. Can he make you in the best mood EVER?
- yes..and jua the worst..and jua -_-" entahh..

19. What’s his moms name?
- aiii..i know this one!!*bangga* xP

20. Is he funny?
- no.
LOL!aku inda mau puji2 ia waa..but since im being sweet for you..yess..

21. Name his favorite quote?
- "tekan on~ " xP "....usulnya..inda?" and etc..etc..

22. What is his favorite thing to do?
- this easy!tidur and melimpang..xP and and..aku di pelukan~ xP

23. Does he have any pets?
- adaa..si kucing nyaa ahh..

24. What does he want to name his kids, when he’s older?
- lelaki ling2..xP

25. Someone hits you, What does he do?
- -_-" padil ari atu ucap aku, he didnt do anything!!

26. Do you hold hands often?
- yes..x)

27. Does he cuss?
- yes..-_-"

28. Does he have a job?
- yes, me..xP no kinky stuff okay..

29. Do you hug him alot?
- yes, yes, yes.

30. Does your family like him?
- aku rasa..awu kali..*blush* dari bunyi2 nya atuu..xP

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and so that inspired me for tonight's post.

Brunei Darussalam was excluded from the event.

And so this was abit disturbing..-_-"
But apparently, not until it was "Malawi's" march out to the open stadium that it became more disturbing.

They have never received any medal

And what impression does give Brunei? Its sometimes depressing to be in an area in where "nationalism" doesnt seem to appeal to anyone. Perhaps even if there were, it could easily be crushed, suppressed amongst all of the other things. "K.N.K (kenali negara kitani)" maybe promoted, but how much is there to know really? Its not that we lack the "interesting" things, its just that, the "higher" authority themselves lack the interest really. This "K.N.K" promotion might just as well be just "the tip of the iceberg".

"Entertainment", "Joy first, forget others" and all those related. Perhaps is the main priority to most. As in sociology, norms and values are passed through socialisation, both in primary (family etc) and secondary (schools etc) socialisation. This may be the explaination for such hmm..hopeless hmmm~.. And I remembered my sir once said "sometimes, there are some people who are racist towards their own race" and perhaps i might be one of them at times..-_-" and as i said, its not my fault tue, its the "environment"

Labels: celebration, keemosian, something from the soul

I might probably get caught for posting this, or not. But should thoughts really be supressed?Should the ideas of "marxist" be supported and let communism grow in which would probably be filled in with violence as of that in Russia?For as marxists said it; education creates robots in society, as schools are as they say it a place to prepare individuals for the workplace, or something like that.
WTH?-.- antam daannnngg~ + noone "more" reads my blog..xP

MIB, a concept closely linked to almost every aspect of life, or perhaps tried to be linked. I dont really know how this came up, but more or less, its actually BIM when you think about it. Well it didnt just came, but I wont be telling how it came about either, but this afternoon, I was thinking of how the names are arranged if added on to, and it just came to me, this BIM thing. I thought a bit more and it came about that in almost every aspect, this is how it is. As here, the 'M' traditions is usually closely associated with the 'B' (this somehow reminds me of Mervyn and bin xP) it thus came to be that the 'B' is in fact prioritise more. It then may be wondered that "why isnt it a BMI then if thats the case?" well the answer is; i dont know, i havent thought of it that way yet..xP so if there's is to be a continuation on this, I will sure edit it, but for now, adios!xP

Labels: keemosian

Its really weird that I'm feeling discontented now. I really dont know what the hell I am missing in life.-_-"

Have I lost the ability to feel contented or have my needs grown massive?
-.- living in an era where almost all aspects of being human is spoiled..-.- where everything is done my technology, walking to distant places; cars. climbing up high buildings; escalators and elevators. WTH?!am I talking about here??-.-

At this point, I am just plainly tired, and still i'm striving to move on not emotionally like move on from someone, cause I believe I truly have. Perhaps not to a whole extent, but its almost close.-_-"

-_-" that expression, sighh~ perhaps I am disappointed at myself at some point for having to be in this "lowest point". But crap, this thing comes and goes as it pleases.And that's why I REALLY-REALLY hate!one extraordinarily wonderful beautiful wonderous miracolous day. In which i would prefer a normal wonderful day in its place. Yin-Yang the Chinese call it..-_-"
crap!

Labels: something from the soul