Im on a plane. About ready to take off. I should switch off my phone anytime soon. I would be back in a week's time. Bye-bye Brunei..

Bugger!I cant believe school is reopening..I seriously cannot believe it..its like the holidays just started..2009 is succhhh a dull year?Or i just dont know how to appreciate stuff anymore?-_-" so what have I accomplished this year?hmmm..pretty much nothing?-_-" what have I done this year?nothing different..Guurrhhhhh.. hahaha!homer simpson much!So yeah, it was a pretty dull year.. Well may god bless me with an awesome year next year, and another average one the next, and another awesome one after, and so on and so forth, but still staying in that cycle!weeehhheeee!


So anyways, other than that, I am..revising or something like that at the moment, but i just felt like blogging. As you know, at times like this is when there's really a need to blog. Ohh..in which reminds me..I have to like get the camera and put in pictures sometime soon..and awwhh my gadd!I need to pack!hehehehe..i havent packed!I like packing at the very last minute..x)) so yeah..I guess i gotta go now..i should nap for abit, and get back to my 'revision'.. AND YES!IM FINALLY GOING!hohohoo!for holidays that is..-_-" not studying..or going back home hahaha..wth?so yeah..*waves*

hahaha and yes!Syahmi tstuck arah chair..xD

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bleurgh..Im bored..Was waiting for the boyfriend to like appear anywhere?the dude prolly doesnt know I miss him..*roll eyes*

Chilled with Ain, keekhoon and fab..well its was more like fab concentrating on the movie, silence from me, Ain and keekhoon's lame joke..-_-" so yeah, it was less than an hour, cause I had my sister like drop me..-_-" and she had to go pick up her husband..So yeah..that was quite about it..-_-" and now im bored like really bored. And what sucks more is I seriously dont know what to do tomorrow!Like Ive made plans to take off on a plane and drink starbucks at night..BUT THAT DIED!IT DIED!!pffft..oh yeah, Im NOT going to BKK tomorrow..bleurghh!aku very frustrated about it, but like nasib there's like a date I can go there..so frustration ku plastered!<3<3>


and I like just saw an infected ear after piercing..-__-" that seriously killed my interest!

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I am~ 19 YEARS OLD! its official now that the clock has striked 1209AM. It is official, that not this very minute its my birthday because, my birthday has ended 10 minutes ago!Thanks love of my lives..<3 my day has become sweet. Yet tiring..-_-" sorry though because I was 'occupied' =( but nonetheless I sayang you guys loads..<3 <3

It was somehow, the only birthday that i have come across thats the most tiring EVER!Bebeh bbq-ed..and bebeh appeared early and stayed till almost end..I love you..=))

So yeah.. the highlight of the day would be;

• Spent time with bebeh
• Arrival of awesome friends
• Syahmi belted out 'sollatullah' than singing the birthday song.
• short bonding time with awesome friends
• 30$ in hand
• another 10$ in hand
• the best present I think bebeh could give <3
• gifts*

* will not explain..hahaha!

So yeah.. that was preetty much it..and THANKS NIS FOR THE NOTE!kan me baca after you done tulis!*paluk kuat2* we should do chilled session more..=( macam dulu2 tadi was like sekajap..bleurghh.. so yeah this blog took me 20mins to blog..-_-" i was thinking of posting pictures, but i only took when bebeh bbq-ed so yeah..will think about it..<3<3

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This morning I forced myself back to sleep with thoughts of how would things be, if I woke up, back in one of my kiddy days, like seriously kiddy days. But with knowledge that I have now. So I drifted off, thinking of how I couldve lead a different life, went to different schools, never met the people I met, going through a different experience, perhaps.. therell still be a little bit of innocence lingering around. I think - Im not pretty sure cause it was the same situation where i drifted off - lastnight or perhaps this morning, I thought about the innocence. I mean, to not like know stuff, not just in thoughts..*shudders*

So yeah, I kinda woke up ealy today, I seriously dont know why, I couldnt get back to sleep so I had to like force myself too. But yeah, I woke up not short after and thus this published post. Its four days till BKK. Im so not sure of how I feel about it..-__-" sigh. I dont know why, but it sure does feel like a long way from spending time tons of time with bebeh, I mean like, ill go off, then he will, then i have exam, he's back to school, he prolly has hols and i start school, then final exam, which I really have to work on, I need to get that scholarship!I need the spending money!I mean more, spending money!So yeah, Ill have to work on it, considering the fact that I lack one more O to actually get the requirements for it..bleurgh!So I hope maybe I could be like recommended?Perhaps..if that could be done.So yeah..Like is life seriously rushing things?Or have I evolved to a somesort of work obsessed person?O_o

Lastnight someone asked what happened to me in the past couple of days, I seriously didnt have an answer..-_-" maan!how did I waste my days like that?-_-" and then or perhaps before that,the person asked if Id rather lose my past memories, or would I rather not be able to make a new one?Well, I went with second one. Cause ifyou think of it, even if you were able tomake new memories, you probably wont be able to keep them, cause youll eventually lose the memory, which just leaves you with nothing. Mmmhmm~ I am 'sentimental' that way. I mean like, if you dont have anything else to live for, memories could just sometimes be enough. But what would you have if you had to lose them all?Well I wont say that for me, but yeah..it makes sense probably to some. I dont reallyknow what else to blabber about. Im hungry I shallvamoose!

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Something surreal happened awhile ago, it was the moment your feet touches the ground when you fled. There was a vow to make things the right way round. That was perhaps the mistake.

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A long time ago, I could be at the dashboard with insightful views on stuff. But now, I cant like look or think away for 3seconds and not remember what I was talking about. Its either Ive lost my life, or Im just not learning anymore. Well, I guess Ive lost the touch. *shrugs* Yesterday my dad asked if I still wanted to be a journalist, I didnt have the answer.. I no longer know, what I wanna do..-_-"

So yeah anyways, I spent my day with bebeh yesterday..=)) it was very sleepy..hehehe..we watched Wall-E well I like instructed him to watch it with me..heheh.. Well he reminds me of Wall-E..he's Wall-E, my Wall-E and im Eve. So that makes us Wall-E and Eve.

hehehe he's so cute.and bebeh!didnt you like Wall-E and didnt I like mock you for it?:P hehehe..now I think I know why..-_-" xP

So yeah, enough of that..well..not that I have anything else to blog about..-__-" ive napped twice today..sucks..ive got nothing to do..Im enter-sitting my nephew..he's geettting reallyy..OMG!!!-_-' so yea..since I dont know what else to blog about i will..bug off..:D

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omg!I feel tired..-_-" my eyes wants to sleep all of the time, and!My head feels very heavy..I dont know why..-_-" okay my eyes, are literally half closed right now..sucks..-_-"

I already handed in both my assignments, though i think they werent of very good quality..I slacked off..Slacked off I tell ya!OMG!im soo tired, ill simplify my holiday (which just started yesterday, right after I signed my economics assignment)

• "Lunch" with the girls
• Chilled
• Chilled more
• Refilling my tummy
• Home.

Hahahaha..okay..that was just it..hahaha!bahh im feeling to update everything..and ole-ole Atul!hehehhee..:D

gosh!Sometimes I wish I had like a normal relationship. -_-"
I miss the dude.
Technology is supposedly to connect people from long distances, like they were right by each other, and sooo?I wont get to that.

So I had a pretty banging start today, my door was banged, not knocked..BANGED!hahaha okay i exaggerate, but it sure felt like a bang, cmon!i was asleep it sure did feel like it was banged on. Its two days a day, till Monday, I want to like Monday be my last day eh..to go school and then like!WEEEHEEE HOLS!AND YAY!OFF TO WEHHEEE!!Id love to wish that my everything could be left behind~ but yeah exams in Jan soooo..cannot do..=(

The phone is not in good condition..have I blogged about it?It got thrown and stepped on, pretty hardcore ah??\m/ hahaha..


bleurgh!i have no time for this, soooo I should bug off and do work, get it done by tomorrow.

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HOMAIGATZ!IM CRUSHING!ON A CELEB or actor of some sort..but well I saw him on tv, on a show, so I guess he's a celeb. So people!now i have an answer to the "if you could choose any celebrity to be with" or something like that..he's the dude!hahahha

So anyways, I dont really have anything to blog about, though yesterday was the last day of class, I dont believe its hols yet~ because!There's still assignment to be handed in..bleurghh!AND soooo..kid's have started screaming and thats just about time, that I go off..cause my concentration fades away with every shrill screamm..-_-" and so..taddaaa!

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omg~it seems like i havent blogged since forever..-_-" I dont think ive really had the time, to actually sit down, think about stuff and just you know, type words away. I dont know why?Its like you know, I dont use most of my time in this world to do good, like nothing worth, i mean like theyre not all for worthy reasons.. But how exactly dont I have time in between facebook and msn?Like there are times, Im that free, that I pace back and forth from facebook to msn, msn to facebook, facebook to msn, well you basically get it. So its usually in times that im not suppose to be blogging my heart out that I blog..-___-"

i have test tommorow..I met my sir on the hallway on my way to the toilet and he's like "have you studied for my test tomorrow?" and I had a kinda doubted answered and he's like "yeah thats very convincing" -_____-"
At least Im doing something, shouldve seen me back in hehehhee..nevermind.:D I feel like Ive made an evolution, like yeah.
I think its all the heartbreaks and the whatevers that turned me into something..-____-" well its boring!
pfft..I cannnot!wait!for BKK!gaddamn~


and surprise, surprise..I miss form 6..=] *dont mock me boyfriend..-_-" Personally I think (well i just kinda thought of this seconds ago) why i tend to deny my form 6 days is because, its perhaps the years of my evolvement. No, thats not entirely a good thing, cause it was the most longest lasting years of heartache (i actually think im exxagerating by using this word, but it may perhaps be the most emotionally challenging years). What happened may perhaps just stay in the minds of those who endured it with me, or were there, I will try my best to not open the chapter over again. So anyways, i think ive got to get going..
IT!IT!WOOHOOO!!I AM ENTHUSIASTIC ABOUT IT!*jumps*


and oh yeah, i felt stupid today, cause I cant remember this very ughhh!supposedly easy question. I forgot wa.."Organisational culture" gaddamn!I could just shoot my brains out..hahaha over tia~

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BoysIIMen - End of the Road.
"*inda as in ada something missing
*eseh
*apakan
*mcm inda complete bah
*eseh
*mcm ada sesuatu tinggal di masa yang telah berlalu
*eiseh

*hahahaha semua org will rasa cematu yoh"

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The above doesnt make sense.. But just felt like posting it. HAHAHA!

So anyways, im no longer psyched for BKK, well Im still psyched but like if I dig deep in my mind, it just means I have to study in BKK again..pfft. Like that worked the last time..*roll eyes*

So yeah, I did my accounting, esok aku siapkan..hahaha perasan..but yaknow i just gotta before i take off, like I dont know why but it feels like im rushing everything before I take off..wth man?im coming back jua..duh!So yeah must dos before I take off might be meetings with few important people..*cough* and..well thats just about it..hahaha!soo i dont know what to blog about.

oh yeah!this i wanted to blog about yesterday, but somehow..something mustve happened that hindered my intentions. Atu waa.. I dont know why, but nowadays I find it annoying when I talk then people just cut me off..like, im just pausing for awhile like 3seconds and like people just rush in to talk?so okay, it may be longer than that, but yeah still. Its not I intended to be annoyed by it..-_-" but like cmon!its not like i talk often, just hear me out for abit..hish!hahaha..so okay, im not really bugged about it at the moment, cause there's really noone who's talking to me, and cutting me off right now. So i dont really know how bugged i am right now about it. so imma take off now..cause im bored..and i feel like sleeping..so tudda!

hahaha I dont know why, but there's something more than this..hahaha..:P

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Lazy-time, SHOULD END HERE!*stomps feet on the ground*

Oh yeah, I have two more assignments before the holiday starts!But holiday mode is on..=( sucks big time..=( Sooo..Imma have to force myself at this!I need THAT A!or another A at that *kirai2* and 5more for next semester wee-ooo-wee!Oh yeah, and from the looks of it, imma have to like bring work to BKK!gaddamn!but its aright, its aright..imma get my reward..*drools* oh yeah i have exam on January..-___-" grrr!But I have to make it through, gotta-gotta-gotta!Cause I soo wanna smack your head hard..hahaha apakan..i dont know who the hell im talking about..-___-" AHAX AHAX!*mumbles:ku tampar kau karang*

YES!AN A++ WITH MY NAME ON IT!hahahahaha..sounds sad, but yeah..and so, my day was pretty awkward *not really* cause my BOYFRIEND *highlights cause he needs to notice* I havent heard from, it saddens me..it still saddens me no matter how much i feel like im prepared or know it or whatever. Anyways, so went out dengankan Waie cut his hair tadi, and i thought I shouldve taken a picture!hehehe..but I forgot, I forgot..teeeheeeheee..sekali dropped him off and went Mall for BIT!BUT!gila orang ramai~ and I met si Teeqah!*dances* and KFC there is such a bitch!Like that girl, cant remember what I ordered, so I waited like an extra 20-30mins for my already ready food. Grrrhh!But I got new ones instead..anyways..it was so bitchy~ malas ku kan relive it all over..*roll eyes* so yeah..because Lazy-time is suppose to end now!*or awal sudah* soooo...turra!

EH BOYFRIEND IF YOURE READING THIS!MANA KAU!

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