OMG!Pixels..-_-" pfft.
So anyways, yeahuh!This neednt need forever to be uploaded.. But my pose is so not flattering, but hey!Samantha Mumba's innit.. mmmhmm thats like here, in Brunei. Hahaha..so okay, maybe the buzz of celebrity being here in Brunei has went on since like err..a week ago or so.. But hearing from what people had to say and seeing it on your own, is sooooooo different then you think. Its like, I hoped neyo would pop up anytime, cause there it is, proof that there's someone here. hehehe.. So yeah, thats just about the highlight of my day, since I dont get to take a picture with a stranger - forget the fact that she's a celebrity - everyday. Minus the pixels and bad pose, I am proud to show off this picture. xP

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I have picture uploads to get done with..-_-"

Im exhausted.

My day;

Spent the afternoon with him <3<3

Took Family photo

Went Tutong;

Ate.

People came.

Watched end bit of firework.

Got back

Cant remember what I wanted to blog about.

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This is such a not so overdue post..hehe.. So yeah, puasa just ended like 3days ago, Raya was on Monday. SELAMAT HARI RAYA!
Fireworks werent as much on full blast as I could remember..Not that I could remember it anymore.. Since its almost every celebration with the bangs and sort of. Not fireworks though.. So yeah Raya night was almost as awesome as the supposed Raya night on Saturday. Cause he came over.. 'help' 'redecorate'..:P

i stalked the night to catch fireworks on camera.

So the first Raya was pretty normal, odd to say. The family gathered like the way it used to be, that was pretty awesome. Not alot of guests came though, just one as I could recall, first house, well second to be exact, eh no, third, including the one in Bandar, had a bit of drama, which still went on till yesterday. So yeah, anyways.. had the open house thing yesterday, which still seems pretty odd to me, cause its just the third Raya today. Im so used to having it on the third, but we're heading out today pulang. So yeah.. I cant really remember what I wanted to blog about~ OH YEAH! I didnt get to take tons of pictures~ I only took 50+ pictures in two days..HAHAHA!I am so not a mengambil gambar person..:D bah eh, done. Im tired..

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my heart used to sing a symphony, a happy tune.
What's just left of it is a torn music note of what it used to be, a long forgotten symphony. An empty hall, supported with stilts that collapses everytime people come in and out of it. Every vibrant movement, collapses it.
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I wake up every morning, for almost a year now, doing the same thing, doing nothing, with the same meaningless routine. I miss waking up to complaining waking up that early, too tired of doing anything, falling asleep before even hitting the bed. I miss having something to do. Now whats left is just for me to be doing the same routine for the rest of my life. Okay that's a little exagerating. Sigh, Im just so sad at the fact that Ill have to become a vandal, for authorities to realise that I need education to keep me going..=( so if it is my fault, sigh.. I cant even say things out right. Okay this is just too frustrating. Im sad with the fact that, with limited course, you have to have higher requirements. sigh.. Im too down for this. Till then.

Labels: career, something from the soul

When you have someone in your life for so long, you dont really know how to live without them.



Every wrong turn doesnt necessarily take us back to where we were, it takes us back perhaps, to a memory. If it took us back to where we were, we wouldnt be on the same wrong turn again.
Everything, looks alot like what you used to know. How you used feel, what you used to touch, what you used to look at.
You stay still, for awhile, taking in every deep moment, breathing in everything you used to know, to feel, to touch, to look at, to everything. Youre soaked in with memories.

I used to be this love-stricken person who puts my heart and soul in a blog.

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My nose is stuffed.. *SNIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIFF*
Sasak kuu.. Nasib my throat is no longer sore sedikit.

So sungkai-ed out again somewhere in Kiulap, aunty's treat. So yeah, as I was forking my food, I thought..macam Im close to people I just met, but not the people Ive known all my life. Macam, that doesnt really make sense does it?
Well for now malas ku pikirkan, cause MY NOSE is FREAKING ANNOYING!Cana ku benafas dengan tenang ni?=(
Bah eh aku malas sudah..An update's an update!

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Sudah waa..

Im bummed cause.. simply put you.
But I miss you. Wont you get it?

// Tetiba ku kan tesliur chicken ball.

Cant you see me, the way I am now?

We can only dream of being where we once were.

Did you think I can stand alone on my own for always?
Dont you know, I need you to stand for me and with me at times?

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Youre so near, but I cant reach you =============================
why are your hands not holding mine?Why am I here, when youre there?How do two lives not intertwine, when there's something mutual?Why is your smile no longer mine?

- how the trees sway in the wind, how the clouds float in the sky, how the wolf howls at the moon.



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So its a Monday!HELLO!*waves* there's nothing to update (as usual) -___-" oh my god!do I need to like start talking in detail about my life again?-___-" just to have like this very panjang blog.. but like aku malas kan..*giggles*

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I went out..and uhmmm..this'll be for today.

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Sungkai-ed with awesome people tadi..=)
Not much to blog about, malas ku..hehe.

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Hello!I dont know what to blog about, lupa ku apakan ku cakap ah!hahaha..so I had a pretty normal day.. Its the last day of school, for schoolers!I wont say student cause those in Uni are students too but they didnt really had a last day of school today..HAHA!

So uhmm..this is gonna be an awfully boring and useless post, but I wont disappoint my loyal followers *ada hati kan ada followers* So yeah..hmmm.. I was out tadi, and I wanted all sort of things for Hari Raya..=( I wanted new shoes, sekali I want new watch saja, sekali ani I just want perfume..=( so okay, my perfume isnt totally drained out..-___-" but you know, I just want new one waa..for Hari Raya kan..*kelip* and then I want to re-do my room..and YES!the big cicak~ is out already..tadi my aircond kana service kan and the big cicak had been making it, its home!Sekali tadi they pulled the aircond out, and like he cicak just fell out of it..I didnt saw it leap out tadi, cause I was busy doing who-knows-what..!Wouldve love to see that glorious moment wah..-__-" dari aku liat ia on the wall of my room..

Bah eh, malas ku blog sudah..hehehehe..

baby steps arent always a good resolution.

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AKU STEADY JAGA LAPTOP WA!AKU STEADY!AKU KANA COMPLIMENT TADI..hahaha..cause you know, I have crappy banyak complain laptop, and its still, more or less, in good condition. HAHAHA..no shit, jangan kau jealous..woohoo..!

Sooooo..I had an okay, tiring day. I didnt have enough sleep so (y)(y)(y) aku for it. Like hell yeah!Aku steady like hell..hahaha apakan.
So uhh..malas ku kan update apa..Im too tired..I think..no..no, aku malas saja kan blog..hehehe..:D oohh..I finally bought eneloop tadi..and..hmmm..entah..heheh..banyak wa, kalau ku cerita ari ni..but I'll have to squeeze my brain for that..malas ku..im tired..hehehe..bah nuff said

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I love Frankie J's - daddy's little girl.. Its so weird.. I have heart, and there's so much in the song. But it doesnt relate. Its really weird that way.

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So I wondered, if we knew what would happen to every single individual we came across our lives from the first time we saw them till to when we'll see them last. Would we smile, or would we be amazed?It may have been wrong for me to conclude that people dont change, because they do. How would things have been if we've stayed the same?But then I cant let go to what Ive concluded cause people dont really change. We'd still smile for the things we smile about before, and we'd still cry over the things we cried then, we'd love what we love then, and we'd surely despise what we despise then. What changes is time and maturity.. Our principles may remain, if they really are how we hold our lives. Its a puzzle really, Im just typing this without much thought. All I need to do is type. But then, how do we unlove the people we loved if they didnt change?Or how do we learn to let go of what we despise of?Socialisation would be the answer for sociologists.


So okay my thoughts got cut off..-__-"I went out for abit tadi..hahaha..so okay forget it..puuuhh!

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And this was meant to be yesterday's post but I didnt get to publish it..-___-" and I soooooooo dont have anything to blog about, so I'll just be posting this instead..
proof that I WAS IN CHARCOAL!

nah aku ke charcoal!TU!TELIPUN KU TU!!TU AYAM KU!TU!TU TU!!!

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I didnt blog again yesterday!-___-" and THANKS MEER for taking the picture, napa kau inda masuk dalam atu tapinya?-__-" mana ada second picture kan tu?doubt it.. And macam I thought of this one picture tarus tadi, when I read kau yang ambil hahaha..apakan. This is not a chatbox..-__-"

So yeahhhh..its 'UPDATE DAY' AGAIN!hahaha sukati~ since Im updating the blog and the status in facebook~ duh~ sekadar..hahaha..i dont have anything to write about..-__-" this is yesterday's post..

and this is such an overdue picture..-__-" but there are smiles in it..=)) We all like smiles dont we?=))

ehh bummed. Wont talk about it, its wasting precious everything.

Labels: everyday ku., keemosian

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People who have blogs, should really blog. So okay, a few days worth with no posts, seems alright..what's not, is months and months of expired posts!So okay, it doesnt matter, its YOUR own blog, I shouldnt bother, you wish to post whatever, and even if you dont wish to posts, its alright..What harm is there?No harm eh, no harm at all. Its just that, Ive fallen to become a fool, cause I click on the links, and I get nothing..=( Awuwah, aku bukan penyibuk, I just have no life..=( Aku bored wa, I bloghop, I get disappointed when I click on a link and there's nothing to read..=(

*Julur* no, not really, Im not that jobless.. Im not that rajin to bloghop ALL THE TIME. Its just that people dont update anymore, why people why?If youre too busy, updating weekly might not be a difficult thing to do?T.T

Labih2 jua aku ani eh, pasal orang inda update blog pun kan di post..hehe..okay, I wont touch on that anymore, I just wanna highlight the part, yang I have nothing to do when I have nothing to do.

So yeah, my day was pretty normal, except the Stadium part, where everyone seems to be out there. Like arah stadium ah, there were different familiar faces.. HAHA!okay so there is this funny part, my sister and I was you know, arah this stall at the Gerai Ramadhan in Stadium!!Sekali kan ada this shrill voice 'siii Faaaatiiiinnnn' sekali aku ani tekajut kan, sekali..i looked right, and rupanya it was this guy I know from school..hahaha!okay the funny part, was his shrilled voice laa. Well thats that..I dont really have anything to talk about, ooh!and the 'something' we bought just arrived and the people are drilling like bising kan, sekali Yasmine lagi teriak2 tu..its like a horror movie, with just the sounds, cause visually, its not so much..:P

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Hiiiii!*waves* I dont really have anything to blog about..Cause believe it or not..I didnt have any thoughts today..mmmhmm!And so you say, 'how the can she have no thoughts?' Well yeah, its a wonder, even to myself!Im even amazed, right now eh!wow!HAHA!:P Well yeah I did have thoughts, when I was choosing what to wear..hehehe..And when I was just done showering!Cause I have this purple pants, that Im not really sure what to wear with..So yeah, I finally took it from under this pile of folded blanket and FINALLY tried it on..Turns out, it was a bit longgar..hehehe..so yeah, I tried on a few shirts till I finally got malas, cause I think what I tried on looked alright with it, and Im guessing, I wont be using them for awhile still.hehehe..

Im blogging using my sister's laptop btw, I just felt like blogging, and I wanna update everyday wa, and it just came across my mind that since Im PROBABLY 'sending' my laptop for formatting tomorrow..

Teehee, inside joke ni.

AND I JUST REMEMBERED ABOUT THIS PICTURE!hahaha..

And this is what Im eating now..NYAMAN WAAAA YAWWW!hahaha

Okayy this post is soooo kosong..-___-" kan publish pun malu rasa nya, but whatever!im posting, posting.-___-" wth?!

And yeah, I dont usually have a 'feel' to blog when things dont seem so awesome with you sayang..

Labels: everyday ku., not getting to my point, Random, snapshots.

These;
They're not really my favourite, and no im not that into them, why?Cause its difficult to get into, I hate the struggle just to get my feet out the other end..pfft..but I want to get just another pair!JUST ONE!Hehe, isnt it annoying, the irony, of wanting pants, that you dont really favour..:P

I really dont know why, but I want to get them?So far I've only had one pair of converse, and got it back when I was a kid, well when I went to Jakarta to be exact, so counting the years, that was back in PRIMARY SCHOOL!cause I remembered I also got this pooh hmm, baggage like bag for school (it was the in-'thang' back in the days - though I didnt know it was, cause I think I started using it maybe!) So anyways, they were the hmm, normal black and white ones, which was identical to my sisters - we had the exact pair!Well I guess I only wanted them cause my sister got them too..but anyways, I thought I shouldnt get them anyways cause I still have my Adidass' that I rarely use, and they kinda still look new, not worn out~ NOT WORN OUT AT ALL!
So yeah that was my thought when we went shoe hunting for my dad - which he didnt find btw..

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