Before yesterday, I have not, left the house. Not even for abit!I didnt even move much from my place.
Yesterday, I saw the outside world. And I also refilled my wallet!YAY!
And Ive also won two bets. hahaha..mmkay..thats about it. i really have nothing to blog about.
bummers. And i havent really shaken off the not blog about my life phase.
I havent watch the movie..its from 17again right?So yeah I havent watched it, but it keeps on playing, and thats like, the only "catchable" phrase..
Cause you know, Ive like always lived my life, by looking at signs. Well not really. I just believe in signs. HAHAHHA..okay nevermind. I really dont know what im trying to say..sooooo...hmmm....boggle yar thoughts some other time!
June 29, 2010
Sunday, June 27, 2010
"Ive heard the sorry a million times. This time it didnt make me feel any better."
So... Im hungry. I was supposed to go to a wedding that I didnt want to go to. And.. I didnt.
And so.. I dont really want to blog whatever it is in mind/heart.
Im making it public. This is the way I live!WUUUUUUUUUUWWW!And gear up people. Im gonna start using the word..LEGENDARY!
So you do learn from tv.
So today, I went lunch with Sasya and Ml Lee (who almost cancelled). Then I just thought... Im never gonna go out afternoons. I finally see the reason why. BUT THEN AGAIN!I dont even feel like going out at all. There is something wrong!
I AM PRETTY SURE ABOUT IT!
THE CAR NEEDS REPAIRING..OH DEAR BELOVED SISTER, OH SO KIND AND GENEROUS, OH BEAUTIFUL AND CHARMING, OH SLIM AND SLENDER. *kelip2*
And soo..with that. Thank you dear sister!LOL *confident ani wah* :D
So lastnight I had an awful dream, it might have been cause there was a blackout, almost the whole of lastnight to uhh..this morning. I didnt realise, I slept like a baby. Cute and cuddly..hahaha.. So I still havent decided if i should go out in abit. I feel so malas yet, so eager to. But then im more to the malas..lol.
I meant to edit the picture above, but im just so malas!
And lol!My tumblr has not gone into action. I meant to just use it for reblogging purposes. Which I havent done either. It does however, gave me inspiration. To what I could put in to this blog. HeHe..dont call it cheating..:P
So well, I dont know what else to blog about..hehehe..will blog later, if I have something in mind.
:) boggle minds later!
p/s: i miss you booboo!hehehe..boobooboobooboo!:))
Just for some reason..An unknown fate driven reason.. or maybe something else. I have no idea. No plans. No nothing. I just gotta get back. I need to find a way. Figure it out.
So i was thinking of getting a tumblr account..(which for some reason Jan was persuading me too..)
And...I JUST SIGNED UP!IT TOOK JUST SECONDS!!So I have a tumblr account now. But, this would be my primary blog. And how awesome is it that i get to have almost a similar address to that one to this one!
He. He. He. So Im gonna go off and explore that one in abit. well maybe later after I got home. So...imma just blog normally for the time being..
So, lastnight, I met booboo..=) he. he. he. wont go to details, but alas, I was happy by the time I got home. Babah and kayun and her family, checked in to empire yesterday, dad, cause of work related stuff, and kayun cause she just wanted to spoil syahmi aka si gendud. We came late, and i left a few hours later, so I wasnt able to take pictures. Which I should remind myself to use. Constantly. The camera I mean... Bleargh.. i feel so hungry now, noone's home, except for the maid. -____-"
Soo.. i shall vamoose and get ready for breakfast. Will probably blog more about my new tumblr..*giggle*
IM BACK ON MY LAPTOP!FINALLY GOT THE DONGLE!!MY LAPTOP LOOKS BIG!!AND HAS UGLY RESOLUTION!HE. HE. HE. BUT I DONT CARE.. THIS IS SOO...=))
June 19, 2010
im pretty sure, im getting sloppy at taking pictures these days.
word is..my dongle has arrived.
YAY!!!
Okay..i dont feel like blogging now. Laters.
June 19, 2010
Friday, June 18, 2010
I wish he could be around more often. I wish we had perfect timing. I just hope things work out.
So I've been sitting here, and lying there, and walking to in between places. Im currently home alone. Other than the TV everything else seems so quite. The kids went home. Andy's not here yet. I miss boyfriend. I havent heard from him. I dont feel like blogging now. So..im going.
I dont think I blogged yesterday..teehee..its probably cause..*drum rolls* of you..*oh yeah* hahaha..okay..-__-" for some reason..my msn, keeps on having problems..-_-" it kept on shutting itself down.
So i have nothing to blog about, for today. Ive been at home today.. Only went out to pick up the sister and her kids, and for a short breakfast (in baju rumah lagi tu)..hahaha..then went home, the aunt and the cousin came. So the kids played. Syahmi cried cause babu auji went home. and err..i was oblivious towards my day..hehehe..
Lastnight..boyfriend came over to see me. We spent time, watching tv and talking..hehe.. Then he went home..hehehe,,then I just missed him..mmhmm..=)) and i miss him now too..He's sappose(supposed) to be online, but i guess his internet sucks (that better be the reason) teehee.. anyways.. i dont know what to blog about..i just miss him so baddd!!..:P
And lol!i wish i had that angry shot of err..im not sure what his name is..the player from argentina..:P
And I saw this as one of the comments for the videoclip.
"as big and as strong as the man you want to be, it kills losing the one you love :/" - Re5Infinitymp5
And its about 130pm, and still no sign of him appearing. So im youtube, video hopping, and is going through songs that are familiar, and seem to trigger something. But I have this memory block, that basically walls memories back to only a few years ago. Or this year alone..-_-"
So, I havent seen the outside world today. And I dont feel like it too. But I need to have memories, I need to have pictures to update to my blog, why?So I'll feel contented with my posts. What ive been blogging lately, has been empty. Not literally though..-_-" I want smiles on my blog, the way it used to. I want my blog to depict its smile, as according to its skin. It shouldnt be human that goes around with an empty smile!
I dont know, I think the purpose of my blog has changed over the years. Which brings me to an astounding (not so much) discovery. I have been blogging in this blog for over 4 years.. Still going strong.. hahah.. I talk as if its some sort of relationship..-_-" well it is. Ive gone through alot with my blog. okay i dont want to sound corny now..so I wont say it. So I wonder, if i'll ever get the feeling to go out and mingle with people again. Cause it looks like tons of fun. I just.. dont have the energy to go through it for some reason. And i keep on feeling sleepy...=/ I havent done any gym, or whatever, cause all ive been doing is waiting for him. =( and he rarely ever appears the way I want him to appear (having to finish an actual conversation) its the holidays for god's sake. Sigh.. i can just imagine how it'll be when school starts.
And wow, i havent heard this song, for quite awhile now..
i used to love this song..well, I dont think i have anymore to blog about.. So... i will now..bugger off, in hope, for some miracle..=]
Today, I should say, is one of the weirdest day that I have gone through. First there was this middle-aged man; Hello supergirl. as he exits Jolibee. And then!Earlier tonight..while busy looking at the Shawarma booth thinking about shawarma..i almost/was squished by the doors..-_-" that was like "kepunan" kali as us Bruneians say it.. Hehehe..but the event just happened like in a matter of seconds..I was oblivious about it. Though the pain felt quite real. Okay For some reason, right now..i feel tipped to one side..So now, im typing with my head tilted to the right, so itll even out..hehehe. So okay, other than that my day definitely went as usual..
And I now, dont feel like blogging, cause of this..err...tilted..feeling.
Did I blog today?I think I did, but since Im on the dashboard anyways, might aswell blog some more. Though I dont quite have anything much to blog about. im hungry. I think twitter's just another phase in my life that distract my attention from studying. Im barely using it now..-_-" So my back hurts for some reason..=/ its not like one of those pains yang like its because youre tired..its like one of those external pains. AND UBER EXCITEMENT!MY YOUTUBE FINALLY WORKS!HAHAHA..sakai..=( my dongle has not arrived yet. I miss my laptop..=( and I am also hungry.
And ive been waiting for ma man to come online..HAHAHA..i feel so lame..-_-"
I think something's up tomorra, but im not quite sure since the time just seem to be jumping all over the place..
I want to start jogging. Or should I fatten up first?or is it Phatten?HEYYY!!Sounds like my name..hahaha..okay i feel stupid..-_-" where is people when you need them?!I seriously wanna know if add means address or what..lol!:p well boggle ya people later. I need to arrange my mind for abit.
Its not hard, to get what you want, there's a way for everything. =)
We watched movie lastnight, KarateKid..I just realised i hate the seats at the mall. And Im annoyed with the crowdiness of bright coloured pants, and fashion sense, thats over the top. Or Im just still at this annoyed phase. Well, anyways, it was just too much for my eyes..and my conscience..hehehe!so yeah..
I feel so loved..thank you si bau!♥
hehehe..
SOooooooooo...ive finally gotten my camera back. the only sad thing is.. i keep on thinking "ambil gambar sama booboo..but then it never came true!I keep forgetting.=(
wow..i think i love this font, i discovered. though im not sure if itll appear the way it is in the blog,BUT i know its different in dashboard. HEHEHE..speaking of handshakes (in tv "how i met your mother") I shook hands with booboo..hehehe..okay. that was like lame..wuuuwwww!Bleargh..well i think i should be getting ready..I needs ta, go to a wedding. anyways..hehehe.my hair smells like booboo, so I didnt wash it..True Fact..=p *wiggles*
I remembered this picture. I remembered what happened days before. I wonder how I plastered that smile on my face.
My friend had once told me that Im the only one with this MSN emotican :D smile face. That may or may not be true.
I cant count my number of fake smiles, but neither am I sure about the sincere ones. Cause when you curve a lift to your face, you partially know its halfway true.. There's a reason you do it, and its simply to feel happy.
When you curve the smile, the world immediately revolves its happiness to you, the only question is, how long does it stay around?How long, can that smile, that cheer, stay?
In most cases, people hold on to the past smiles, but then you have to realise, they were all in the past. You cant be that happy, for something, thats no longer smiling at you. Or can you?That is what "faith" is about. Believing.
Perhaps, in one way or another, you can never lose 'faith' in anything. Unless youre an uber pessimist. Sigh..
EXAMS!!ARE OFFICIALLY OVER! only sad thing is..wont see them LCB friends..=( so we watched movie in conjunction to the last day of school..sigh!
soooo..other than that i have nothing else to blog about..blog ya later!
June 10, 2010
Wednesday, June 09, 2010
"tunggu ye sabariah?"
And what a coincidence that Atul just told me about the story from her IT class, probably similar words, same reaction?Only it didnt go to more detail..
Tomorrow's the last day of exam..Im sooo gonna miss LCB now.. yeah..now that im leaving ive finally mentioned it. Sobs...
Now that ive finally gotten used to it, Im gonna have to leave..=( its such a shame..sigh.. So yeah..I just had that qoute in my mind, so I thought I blogged it in conjunction to the almost last day of my day in LCB.. Will post pictures, if they've already started tagging. Till then..blog tomorra!if sempat..