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Labels: announcement.

; as of my concern it has been 3consecutive years, at about the same time, and the same indenying boggled feeling and the unstoppable flow of thoughts. So it seems, my years will remain unchanged with very few memorable moments, and days that seem to be on repeat. I am trying hard to not complain, but it's making me sick, to the core of not even bothering. Which I could however not be able to achieve. A few days ago, it came to me that there was a period in my life that I truly cannot leave behind just like that is due to the fact that I had everything except for the concern towards my education. I however have not the 'push' to go on with it as I do not wish to come to a conclusion. Perhaps it is fate! I may sound like a nonbeliever but it is with these beliefs that I still could go on with a positive mind and perhaps somehow a little bit of clear head. Perhaps in the near future the cycle would/could somehow break, and I could once again be back to a state of mind and such as of a period where every single thing is an undenyiably gloryfying achievement. I am however, very am grateful for what has been granted to me throughout the years, But what left me stunned is the feeling of being stepped and crushed on. The reasons in my mind I could not bear to state. My eyes are getting droopy and it has been very nice talking to you bloggy. I hope you bloghoppers won't think I'm crazy for actually posting this for my blog. I just spent almost an entire day on tv watching the kardashians, which I totally don't get what's so chaotic or whatever they say their way of living is. Perhaps the money made them seem different, but the arguements, the shouting, the laughter, the happiness, the smiles, the annoying bits, and well there's quite alot to mention, is pretty much the same in most households. That is if I'm not mistaken, it's not like I scout every house for screams or anything, just a thought. So yeah, since I'm posting this at night, I'll say..goodnight!:)

Labels: announcement., everyday ku., keemosian, Random

I have the scholarship form in hand at the moment. I dont know, if I should be psyched, or terrified as I am now about it. The form is like as thick as my perception would believe it to be a very important form, like if I was to accidentally wrote a 'u' instead of an 'a' and drew the 'u' as an 'a', it would not be accepted!
Takut ku kan fill it in without supervision..-_-" Seriously terrified.. and I dont even know, what to fill in anyways..Its very nerve-wrecking.. Somehow!=( Furthermore, I have two exams which Ill be sitting for, and awaiting result for, but there's just one space for that on the form..So how do I fill it out..=(



Bleurgh!I need to straighten my nerves..Sudah tah inda flaterring picture..
So yeah.. Moving on..

Im starting to grow into school days..*giggles* funny that Im just feeling like im fitting in after MONTHS!Macam OHMYGOD!So yeah had afternoon class..it wasnt awesome.. Like there were people missing and I was yawning from the beginning..then the second half I was just hyped up..-_-" couldnt concentrate alot.. But I managed too!OH GOD!I was gonna blog about something yesterday..BUT I FORGOT!Sooo..I..as usual..will..stop as this..hehe..=))

Labels: career, keemosian, snapshots.

Iwas gonna post something patriotic for today..Cause its BRUNEI'S NATIONAL DAY!But uhh..Im quite uninspired at the moment..not forgetting the fact that mom's drama is still hell annoying for me..Macam kan ku shoot it off the screen. So okay..thats a tad bit overboard, but the dude!THE DUDE **#* ($$**#& &$ ..HEY!I NO LONGER SEE THE RESEMBLANCE!I DONT SEE IT MUCH!

Labels: celebration, keemosian

he annoyingly never smiles in a picture with me!

Labels: 567, announcement., celebration; birthdays, everyday ku., Random

I think, I'll just leave the blog dead for awhile. I don't want you to know how much of a mess, I feel like I am. It should be gone soon. I just need things to settle on it's own for the time being. Yeah, I've kinda turned passive for some reason. But there is no way in the world I can think of to change how my brain functions. It's not about being stupid, it's just about being a thinker. I can't really let things float away unless I've finally figured it out, or part of it. I'm not as stupid as I look. I'm not that ignorant either. Probably. So yeah this was suppose to be like a short blog to announce my absence in blogging. For the past days or days to come. Well the previous post would just be a marking stone, will probably blog back when I get 'over' it. But uhh, for the time being, I would also like to add in the fact that it's 4+ am and I can't sleep cause I'm hungry, not only is it growling, but it's also uh..has pinches of pain to it.. So yeah, imma force myself to get back to sleep now, it's Andy's birthday tomorrow. And thus a celebration. Happy birthday little guy!will upload a picture after I come back..:)


Thanks blog for being able to serve as a abut of a "cheer-er" throughout the years I've created you. Now that's love. Okay whatever!:]

Labels: 567, announcement., career, celebration; birthdays, everyday ku., keemosian

For all the times.. Youve said youll always be there for me. I could no longer hold on to.



you left me disappointed in the rain.

WUUUUWWW!

YESTERDAY AKU SPENT ALMOST

DAY KU WITH BOYFRIEND!

AKU BIG SHOW OFF!!

WWUUUUWWW!WUUUWWW!

WUUUWWW! Dont bitch!aku jarang jumpa ia wah!


So okay,we sucked, cause we dont have pictures..Atu kan rambut ku lawa..hehehehe..
Sekali I dont remember what I was gonna blog about..-_-" Oh yeah!My hair!hehehe..kalau aku rajin, Ill go take a picture..but Im not..So im just gonna pee instead..heheheheh!
and btw, aku hell broke!Okay..I think thats it..bah I pee..

Labels: 567, everyday ku., Random

HOMAIGAD!WHO WOULDVE THOUGHT MY TRIP OUT TODAY LIKE WHEN I POSTED THE PREVIOUS ONE!ID ACTUALLY BE GOING TO...... WILL POST IT SOON. aFTER BOYFRIEND..WUUUUUUUWWW!

So Ive realise, I havent blog for awhile, well yeah..its just like *counts on finger* 5days?But thats like along time in Fatin's blog world..!And Ive also realised that I havent had my hair up for a long time too!And I havent worn flipflops other than my orange Havainas!

Got my results today..Wasnt awesome..my dream fooled me. I suspected it would!I thank god, Ive been through it before, so I didnt have high hopes!WUUWWW!SO SCREW YOU DREAM!well not all the dreams.. Just, that one particular one I had this morning.. I loved my other dreams.. ♥♥


I dunno whats up in the afternoon but uhh..feels like im up to something..-____-" I have nothing to blog about at the moment, except for my unsatisfying result..If only I had another B..I WOULDVE TOLD YOU GUYS TO SCREW YOURSELF!!WOOOOOOO!hahaha..*cough* I kid, I kid, im not that mean.. I wouldve just bragged crazy, hello fb status!I WOULDVE UPDATED YOU LIKE SHIT CRAZY!BUT ALAS!Ive only alot of Cs - compared to the As and Bs DUH!So imma just, you know..keep it down low..Though updating it on blog doesnt seem so. BUT HEY!Its my first ever result from school!Im actually just psyched about it..About my first ever result!*wth? hahah!so yeah..it may not be clear to you all, what im exactly am psyched about..so yeah..imma shut up now..!Bug yaar minds soon!xD

Labels: announcement., exam, Random

Felt forever since I last blogged.. Though Im not really sure what to blog to about now..-_-" Im tired of listing down what I did over the past couple of days cause its just like..tiring?not to forget that Ill just have to recall it all back..=]

But yeah, it has been the most tiring Ive had, though I really dont get why, cause yeah, I do like go out on the same basis.. But yeah I guess more energy put into it.. So its Friday, and, it was as usual - for this week - a pretty full day.. And Im hungry and sleepy at the moment..but I wont be heading to sleep anytime soon..naa'aaa *snores*

Okay, Im too malas to blog, I just thought I needed an update of some sort, rather than let it die..=]

Labels: everyday ku., something from the soul

Still havent got a clue on how to correct it. My hands sorta shake, I dont know if its because of the hunger or what?Im pretty sure ZHAF!is thrilled..!*roll eyes*

Sooo..I havent done much today, bought some stuff..useless stuff..-_-' to fill my boredom..I had something in mind to do early on, but uhh..it didnt came out right, and Im tired to redo it..so yeah..

an uber huge license, to like keep in my room.

Yeah I really dont have anything much to do..-_-" tv has nothing interesting on..so err..Ill go..but first!

Plz dr0px mie ur love,love,love it crewZ)apaqans? says:
*i tel u already wh0 r u n ur name
*opx woh.
*did i knw u
*hel00o0o

Me:
*can you speak malay?
*i dont understand you in english

Qera want die, n n0 m0re love,love n love! Eaqan?nd dyh sTil search yo0o! says:
*qho shfa yg bnrnya
*huh be speak in eng
PerfectlyUgleh *yawn* says:
*are you speaking in malay?

-__________-" gaad! Speaking in both malay and english is sure not helping..-_-"

Labels: everyday ku., Random, snapshots., something from the soul